Is there any1 out there cos its getting harder and harder to breathe...

Okay.. Darling's results are out tml.. I hope its good cos i dun want her to be unhappy.. And i want her to have more options for her future too! :)

Well, the week started wif bad news abt me having asthma.. I had flu for 2 weeks already and it simply din go off, so i decided to go to da docs one more time.. So it was a total of 3 times to da docs.. Each time $20, $20, $20.. Wa! Doc earn easy money man.. My consultation dun even last more than 10mins, sumtimes less than 5.. Easy $$$... Da doc was my family doc.. Have been seeing him since young, so din really make a switch to polyclinics cos i trust that doc.. The situation was that, when i was young, i had slight asthmatic problems, but when i grew up, it was gone.. Now it suddenly came back again, so i now have to spray the ventoline spray.. I never used it before and tot it was easy to use.. To my surprise, it required good coordination to use it.

I all along tot it was just spray then breathe in.. But the proper procedure is to breathe, and spray awhile later after u start breathing, and den u continue to breathe in after u spray.. Da purpose is to allow da spray to follow the passage when u breathe in.. If u spray first den breathe, it will only reach ur throat, it is suppose to reach ur lungs... Interesting uh...

Yup, so now i'm wif da spray.. And its extra "baggage" when i go out man.. It sticks out of my jeans, and its uncomfortable when its in my pocket, i cant walk properly wif it.. That sucks.. I dun wanna carry a bag when i go out.. Too troublesome la.. Well, all i hope now is that i dun have a sudden asthma attack.. "CANNOT BREATHE!! CANNOT BREATHE!!".. That will be da time when those words arent funny anymore..

Exams are approaching, and skool is ending.. How i long for this day!! NS is also coming.. How i long not for this day!! Thats life..

Killing time.. Killing myself..

1. Would you rather be called baby or
babe?
<> Babe would be like a hot lady, baby would be like precious.. So definitely baby..

2. Would you rather be doing this
survey or watching television?
<> I'm doing both!

3. How are you feeling today?
<> Shagged but still blogging cos my bro is in my room using my com to play games.. SO cant sleep yet..

4. What is on your bed right now?
<> Blanket, pillow, bolster.. Soon it will have me n my tiger.. :)

5. What are you looking forward to?
<> End of skool.. YES!

6. Do you miss anyone?
<> Yea.. haven seen my darling for a week.. Thanks to busy schedules..

7. Where is he or she?
<> At home sleeping like a princess.. haha

9. When will you smile?
<> When i tink of sumthing really stupid in my mind and i know i cant laugh out loud...

10. Did you see anyone you knew last
Friday night?
<> Yea.. definitely.. Went N155 for CG.. Knew almost all of them..

11. What are your plans for Saturday
night?
<> Soccer, svc, dinner at simpang

12. Do you have classes tomorrow?
<> Not really.. I got a presentation n project deadline..

13. What other windows do you have open
besides this one?
<> MSN and my presentation file..

14. What are you going to eat for
supper?
<> Nothing.. Very full from da birthday party i went just now..

15. Is it your favorite dinner?
<> Erm.. No link...

16. Do you knock or ring the doorbell
when you go over to a friend's house?
<> I call them to open da door for me..

17. Do you love compliments?
<> Definitely.. It boost my EGO!

21. Do you believe in yourself?
<> Sumtimes.. If i'm good at sumthing den i believe in myself, if i'm not, den not really..

22. How many times have you showered
this week?
<> Everyday.. Sumtimes twice a day.. i'm quite dirty... Dirty Dirty..

23. Do you have a daily planner? If so,
do you keep up with it?
<> Nope... N even if i have i doubt i will keep up also.. I'm not very organised..

24. Who was the last person you
commented?
<> Erm... Cant really figure out this one..

25. What did you say?
<> read da above..

26. Do you sing in the shower?
<> Yea... " I'll be there for you, this 5 words i swear to you!"

27. Did you take your default picture
yourself ?
<> Nope.. Its was from a package in msn..

28. Did you change anything on your
friendster page today?
<> Nope.. I dun really go friendster like everyday.. Not even weekly..

29. You got a message, who is it
usually from?
<> Darling of cos..

30. Name one person that you haven't
seen in a while.
<> Mat lim..

31. What would you do if he/she showed
up at your home?
<> Embraced her tightly.. and only letting go after a while..

32. What are you wearing?
<> berms n t shirt..

33. What did you wear yesterday?
<> berms n t shirt.. LOL

34. Where did you wear this to?
<> Torture chamber.. I meant skool..

35. How was your day?
<> Damm ^&%($ Tiring...

Wrong place, Wrong Time...

Yes Yes... here i am again.. Blogging at the wrong time.. Project yet to be completed and exam in a few hours.. Why Jerry?? Why??

I got no answer to that... Just felt i had to blog about yst.. So what happened yst??

I went for the ASEAN cup final at Kallang Stadium!!! At first i was supposed to watch at home cos i knew da nxt day i got test and i din 1 2 travel so far also.. But, my bro was sick, n he had a free ticket.. SO i decided, chances like this aint gonna come by..

1. A FREE ticket to ASEAN cup final
2. This is da last game to be played at Kallang Stadium
3. All tickets were sold out
4. Have an experience of a lifetime..

How could i not go?? Maybe exams.. But in exchange for an experience of a lifetime?? No way!

It was fun to be there, soaked in da atmosphere, watching soccer match, cheering and booing together as a country, doing da kallang wave, shouting "Bu Tok" at the thais.. It is fun! And i realise each time i come to national stadium to watch match, sumthing dramatic will happen..

I only watch 2 matches at kallang stadium in my lifetime.. One is yst's game and da other was da semi final of Tiger Cup (Now ASEAN Cup) 2 years ago. Da match 2 years ago was Singapore v.s Myanmar.. ANd da drama was that the myanmar coach threw a bottle of water at our player, Subramani, and u cld see da impact as da water burst as it hit out player.. How drama is dat.. In de end, the coach got send off, and another of their player as well... Drama Mama...

So what was da drama yst? It was seeing a whole national team walking out of da pitch during the game and whats worse is that the coach ask the players to stop playing.. This started becos of a contraversial penalty which was given to Singapore..

Professionals say that it Thais have over reacted and such decisions will happen.. And they got to learn to accept it.. Singaporean fans say the thais shouldnt have walked out and that the referee wasnt good.. Thai fans say the referee was unfair and that there was no point playing also if its a unfair game. A particular thai fan said its the first time the thai coach has asked the players to stop playing. Normally he doesnt encourage such behaviour. Singapore played rough from the start.

This proves the point that a man will always tink he is right.. Thai fans din even criticise their team for being unprofessional and walk off the pitch like that.. No matter what referees do to you, you play on, you want to protest, after the game, complain to the higher officials.. They dun understand what sportsmanship is.. In my opinion, the referee made some bad calls for singapore also.. The referee wasnt bias.. Thais were simply unprofessional.. Imagine if EPL is like that.. Teams just walk away after a bad decision.. WTH!! That will just make u look more like a loser..

So thats abt it.. Enuf of commenting abt da match.. So aft the game, we went simpang to eat.. Me, leslie, hj, Ming, lucas, and another chc tp gal.. Din study for da test at all yet.. haven even start on project also... GG!!