Friends are a gem..

Okay.. Major shocking new in the spiritual realm today.. Live reports from Jerry, Guitarist in E342..

N155 multiplied in to a youth and adult cg following arrival of some "oldies".. Chelsia, shirley and karen.. SO, basically the arrangement like what Amos said, is kinda funny cos he is older than cecelia and jean but he is in youth cg already.. Prob cos he serves in Children Church so it disqualifies him as an "adult".. That was bullshit, i dunno why he in youth either.. haha..

Another ground breaking, earth shattering, heart stopping, mind boggling, cock bursting (EH!!) news.. My cg may combine wif Ban Chuan Cg.. I used the word "may" cos it might not happen after all.. I din think i needed to explain that cos its so obvious.. DUH!! but i'm awake at 3.10am and i cant sleep.. so just waste sum time typing nonsense as u can see it is being reflected in what i type at this present moment.. It could have been more or less confirm considering Ian told me personally himself, face to face that we are gonna combine, anyway cos our cg need sisters..

Yes, my Cg isnt a balance one, where yin and yang fail to co exist and da result is a rather unbalance cg if u asked me.. But unfortunately, when Ian ask if my cg could come to tiong bahru for cg, their replies were no, not that i really believed that their replies are genuinely good reasons but it seemed only believeable that they are just lazy to make that effort to come to tiong bahru.. Of cos im just assuming, but to hell wif it, i din really liked my cg anyway.. of cos its not their faults, only that my petty and unaccomodateable ways are just repelling them from me..

But not combining may actually be a good thing.. Btw, the point i am pointing out is that me and my darling in the same cg may not actually be a good thing.. My routine stuff may have been further complicated by her entry..i Come for svc 10 mins just before it starts to avoid the awkwardness of "talking" or not talking to my cg members.. but now, how can? she come early to queue den i still come 10mins before svc? tats weird la.. But, Whoever likes just sitting in da chair and wait 1 hour for something to happen? Not me.. Forgive me if i stop trying to actually make an effort to tok.. But cliche talk or should i say "what do u tink of the weather today?" talk kinda gets on my nerve pretty easily..

Second thing i learn is to never talk to leaders casually.. They will bite u faster than a lion poaching its prey.. I was just talking to me leader, and i really fail to communicate wif her cos the bible verses or teachings came out at any small hints of complain from me.. *phew*.. I am never gonna try tat again.. At least for da moment..

I really hate to come back to the topic on Cg cos i said this soo many times.. I said it before that i wanted to change cg, and hj really detested da idea tat i come join his cg.. Dude, thats just unfriendly man, for whatever reasons u have.. but nvm for now, hopefully darling and i are in da same.. wld be kinda weird but at least i can talk to sum1 now.. (i think).. I mean after all she has her own life, she need to talk to da other members and adele of cos.. so how can i take her all by myself?? Tats why i'm still gonna go simpang aft svc even thou she may still eat wif my cg.. Not tat i want to go simpang just to avoid my cg, but its actually fun eating wif real friends, thats where i can finally open my mouth cos my language could only be understood-ed by them..

It was a great experience just slacking downstairs my coffeeshop this afternoon wif hj and jx.. we just talked and talked.. Friends for life.. when is our nxt big gathering? Must be before some of us go in NS! haha..

Dreams.. Are my reality..

Okay.. maybe i lied about the going down to jog thing.. But, It seemed easier last time when i had motivation.. When i sprained my ankle so bad tat it seemed easier to crawl den to walk, it gave me motivation.. Motivation to run again and kick dat bloody ball in to da net.. To celebrate like there's no tomorrow.. Prob i shld sprain my ankle again??

So here i am.. sitting in my bro room.. catching up wif all my friends on msn.. from 12 to 2.. the time is tempting me to go to back to my room and catch a few episodes of Justice League Unlimited ( Yes yes, childhood is very impt).. But i'm gonna stand firm and pull all my reserve energy to fight it.. May the force be wif me..

Hearing da news of Amos getting a bike made me envious.. If only i had that license.. Of cos i din take into considerations the troublesome stuff.. But having a gf staying at bukit batok isnt exactly what you call "near".. A motorbike wld be one of da best ways of reaching the term "near".. Taxis are a luxury, while MRT and bus rides aint exactly short.. Having a car aint exactly the best option either.. Sum of my friends made driving cars seem like an evil stone that corrupts ppl.. They became what most Singaporeans wld identify wif, cheapskate or a better word wld be "Kiam siap".. A bike wld be da best option for my age.. Affordable, good thrill from riding it, and may i add that there is a hint of "coolness" in riding one.. But unfortunately, God din want me to own one cos my mum disallow me from learning cos of more than 5 reasons maybe? So maybe God wld bless me wif a Larmbo or a Rolls Royce nxt time thru sum lucky draw or sumthing.. Who knows.. Nothing is impossible wif God..

Discipline..

i never liked services at indoor stadium for a couple or reasons.. Inaccessible, services are extra long and its too damm congested.. i never liked lining up in indoor stadium cos its hot and hot.. i could never understand why ppl could line up 3-4 hrs in da sun at the indoor stadium.. When i did it last time, i dread it so much.. da heat from da sun is soo intense and da crowd is soo packed that it feels like a greenhouse effect where all da hot air is trapped inside.. So stuffy.. Da worst thing is, being CHC, sum ppl wld dress smart, wear long sleeves and i have no idea how they survive..

Anyway, service was good.. TOUCH!! I cld really see how a change of flow of da Holy Spirit was like.. It was soo powerful.. U cld see Benny Hinn urgency to flow wif da holy spirt, he looked like a grumpy old grandfather commanding his team to do this and dat just to flow.. But tat urgency was needed to flow wif da Holy Spirit.. Pst Benny was on fire i tell u.. All da way just TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH! only.. den got combo one.. FIRE!.. powerful..

Well yst, i went to da cemetary for "qing ming jie" to "sweep tomb".. My uncle whos in da army gave me sum words of advice, not that i din already noe it but he asked me to start running before i go army so i wun suffer that badly.. It wasnt really a revelation cos i knew it all along but i lacked discipline.. But now at least i'm quite determined to go down and run.. I'll start running later in da evening.. But i wun bet on me running the nxt day or da nxt nxt day.. Guess i got to have discipline.. Hopefully da nxt time i update, i can proudly say i ran at least 3 times a week..

I just dun get it!

A few weeks back i was listening to radio, (which was almost ancient to me), and power 98 has this program from 12am to 1am where listeners choose da songs they want to hear.. They call in and this machine bot answers their call and the listeners leave a msg after the beep and they can choose what song they want and what msg they wld like to give.. U cld say a joke, tell a story, dedicate da song or whatever.. say anything..

So i was just listening to it, from 12-1240.. What seriously annoyed me was that all da songs dedicated were R&B tracks.. MY GOSH!! My ears almost wanted to leave my body that instance.. W/o a Dj, ppl cld just keep asking for R&B songs.. A DJ wld prob mix the tracks and give a bit more variety.. As u can tell, i have low tolerance for songs that contain repetition of lyrics or beats that could potentially cause my mind to go crazy.. What i dun understand about R&B is that when did repetition become a craze or the "in" thing?? If a person were to keep repeating a sentence to me, damm! it wld be irritating.. So why doesnt it apply to R&B?? A great e.g wld be Justin's Sexyback.. Do u even know how many times Justin sang the sentence "Go ahead, be gone with it" in the whole song.. I'd say close to 100 if u ask me.. So do ppl really like repitition R&B or is it just becos its the "in" thing or cool thing to listen to??

I mean sure, sum R&B tracks got sum really nice original beats, but i doubt i'll put it in my phone to listen.. If i put justin's sexyback in my phone, prob aft the 2nd time listening to the song, i'll have an uncontrollable rage to just throw my phone away.. Its just irritating to hear repetition.. Sumtimes, a rock song that repeats their verse in the song can be quite intolerable, imagine the whole song repeating by itself 5 to 6 times.. How can??? I tink even a techno song has more variety in beats than a R&B song!

The only good use of R&B( to me) is that it is good for dancing, clubbing and dancing.. I mean the beats make u wanna move ur body but for listening pleasure... no no..