I DUN GIVE A SHIT ABOUT RACISM ANYMORE!!

I am not trying to be racist here, but KT are really forcing me to be a racist..

People, i was ALMOST ROBBED!! Yes, you are not seeing things.. I WAS ALMOST ROBBED.. By who?? Make an intelligent guess.. Of cos.. KT!!!

Let me describe the events in detail..

I was walking back home from central.. And i would always take the park route to go home.. As usual also, i wld listen to my mp3 player home.. Today was no exception.. In front of me was a lady who was walking the same direction as me, and a group of 6-7 malays walking towards my direction.. The group of malays had a soccer ball and it rolled towards my direction as well.. The lady infront of me "siam" the ball, so i also "siamed" the ball in a bid to not "disturb" the malays.. Anyway, the ball wasnt travelling very fast and it wasnt very far from the malays also..

So as i was reached my void deck and pressed the lift, two malays stopped me and said i stare at their "brother" and also why i din kick the ball back to them when they asked me to.. So, firstly, i din even stare at them, i cant even remember their faces so how cld they say i stared at them.. And secondly i din even hear them asking, either i was listening hard to my mp3 or they din even say at all.. This is SOO like the time Hp got into trouble wif malays, but at least in his case, he got "rough" wif the malay.. Now i din even provoke them AT ALL!

So they told me their "brother" not happy i "stared" at him.. I truly believe at that point of time that his so called brother was blind.. or either that he cldnt see in da dark.. And God knows who is their "brother".. Every other time u see 2 malay strangers on the street doing their handshake.. Its like every malay is a "brother".. Anyway, they said their "brother" not happy, so i had to offer him sumthing.. Sounded like Guan Ying or sumthing, infuriate them den must offer a sacrifice.. Den after i apologise, they change their methods liao.. They told me, either i give them something or they give me something.. And when i ask what is tat something must give.. They gave me an answer like "i dunno, either ur Handphone or wallet"..

So in my mind was like whether to give or not kinda thing.. Cos i mean they are in a grp and i'm like one person.. This all happened around 9.50 to 10pm.. Truely saying, they are quite STUPID to go rob a person so early in the night.. ANd i was seriously hoping for a stranger to come and ask "eh whats happening there" but no one, i repeat, NO ONE, NO SINGAPOREAN, NO HUMAN WITH A CONSCIENCE did that.. All just went along and open their letterboxes and take the lift up.. So i replied them no cos i already apologised and after all, its an "accident" only.. So they just keep threatening me to give them sumthing or receive sumthing from them.. Den when i finally ignored them n pressed the lift, they pulled me aside and ask me to "SIT DOWN AND TALK TO THEM FIRST"..

Den i told them i needed to go home NOW cos i got sumthing to do.. DEn they keep insisting on asking me to sit and TALK to them first.. YA RITE!! Which part of "need to go home NOW" did they not understand, and they still expect me to sit n talk.. RIGHT!! So obviously i din sit, cos i was afraid once i sit i am more vulnerable.. But they kept forcing me.. And i was just delaying them just to find sum1 to get into the lift with me..

The chance came when this uncle was opening his letterbox.. So i pushed my way thru them and entered the lift.. They obviously stopped the lift, den the uncle was waiting outside the lift.. so they said to me "eh friend, come out and talk la!" By den, another aunty came and stood beside the uncle waiting for the lift.. So i shouted to the uncle to quickly come in, and tat i dunno them at all.. By then the malays were scared liao.. So they changed their plan.. They go into the lift wif me.. I was still telling the uncle to come into the lift.. And the uncle still can give a hand signal for us to go up first.. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

WHERE GOT PPL LIKE TAT ONE!! NO HUMAN WITH THE RIGHT CONSCIENCE OR MINDSET WLD NOT EVEN HELP A FELLOW MAN.. It was like as if he saw me dying but din even want to help.. FUCK!! Even the aunty just stood dere and watched!! FUCK!!!!

So the lift door close and the drama unfold.. Only 2 malays came in the lift wif me.. One of them said "quickly give ur phone now".. Obviously i din want to, for 2 reasons..

1. I was determined not to get robbed by KT

2. My handphone is da damm old nokia phone which i am gonna use for NS.. No camera.. How to give??? Show them already they sure demand sumore.. So i stick to reason no.1

Den when i said no, they started assualting me.. Anyhow wack, whatever they can hit den just hit.. I was so hoping the lift door wld open, but sumhow it took FOREVER!! And KTs are stupid.. Why?? Cos, when they kept hitting me, i ask them to wait wait, and they really wait!! FUCKING STUPID!! They sumhow tot i changed my mind and wld give them.. But i was just stalling my time for the lift door to open.. DEn when i said no again, they hit me again for like 1 second plus and when da lift door open, they tried to block me from leaving, but i BARGED my way thru them and ran.. They din give chase, cos i think they know i cld just shout for neighbours to help.. So when i realised they din give chase, i turn back, saw them leaving, taking the lift, and as they re-entered the lift, i show the a "L" or "LOSER" sign and pointed a middle finger at them.. Damm COOL, but kinda have sum consequences later..

So tats how i escaped a robbery by KTs.. So when my sis n mum reached home, i told dem about it, and they said a few weeks back, 3 malays stab sum guy at my house the park there.. I was like "DUN SHIT ME!!".. So tats how i sort of regret the loser n middle finger sign.. Cos what if they are all related and they ask for backup.. Not say they dunno my block, prob they dunno what unit only.. But knowing my block is already bad enuf, how am i suppose to go home w/o worrying now?? How wld i know they wun be back?? Wif parangs sumore!! PLus i come home late almost everyday from meeting darling.. So am i gonna stop now?? Even if i stop now, can i really escape them forever?? What if they stay tampines also?? One of them was wearing soccer attire, what if i see him playing soccer one day??

I AM NOT SAFE!!!

So i reported the police when i reached home.. The police came n ask for description of how they look like, and after i told dem, dey immediately went down to find.. I mean they wld have left already la.. See a police car and stuff, who wldnt leave already?? So they got two suspect downstairs and ask me to see if i can identify them from my hse.. I cldnt really see clearly, but those werent them for sure.. Hair colour and size was diff.. So they came up, took my statement den gave me this form.. I have to go hospital to checkup cos i told them i was assualted.. So the form was to show the ppl at A&E there.. ANd i have to pay MYSELF!! And its a MUST SUMORE.. Small injury or no injury also MUST GO!! SIAN!!

Oh ya, and i am fine.. Prob gonna have a blueblack on my thigh, other than tat, perfectly alrite.. Cos they really hit like girls, i repeat, they HIT LIKE GIRLS!!

FUCK KT!!

When you were young..

Schooling..

Reading Van's blog entry made me thought about schooling.. Times where i was the head, and not the tail.. Sec 4, POA top student.. Those were the "nerdy" days man.. Its kinda of an interesting experience, cos i never was top ever in class for anything.. So how'd it felt?? Well, it felt great in fact.. Ppl keep coming up to you and ask " eh, how much you got for the POA test??" And being totally human, people tend to wanna compare with the best only.. For e.g, as my grades suck real bad in TP, no 1 even bothers to ask my marks, every1 wants to know about this and that clever person's marks.. A real far fetched from my sec skool days.. Haha!!

So why do they wanna compare wif the best?? To feel a sense of achievement.. They will go like " yes! i beat so and so at this subject le!!!" So actually, each POA test i took, was like a battle against the world! Every1 wants to beat my score! Of cos, if you arent the top, it wld feel sucky, not cos you din try your best, but cos of all the ppl around you tat told you they had higher scores and gloat about it.. It may not be cynical, but it sure doesnt do well with one's pride.. And no offence to those who scored higher, cos i wld do the same if i beat the best.. Who wldnt??

But what was the BEST part about it?? It was when the "gloaters" scored high marks and felt they have a 90% chance of topping me but when they found out my score, they cant gloat anymore.. i tell you, it was a picture pefect moment.. their disappointed face and my smug face.. HAHA!! Den they will tell me stuff like " aiya, if i din do this wrong sure can liao la" or " i was too careless" and stuff like tat.. And i would go like "fight with the best, die like the rest" in my mind... MUAHAHAHA..

And just a side note, my manager sucks big time.. No manager would take A WEEK'S leave at the company's busiest period.. Thats how bad my manager is.. Thats all i have to say about her..

I found a cheater, and I was cheated..

Alrite.. Sat was another info gathering and fun day..

Soccer was great, even the lunch after that.. 20 yrs old liao.. Still joke about washing machine.. HAHA!! And about Japan culture.. Think twice before going japan.. Buy my word on that.. Haha..

As usual, "Sen Mi Da Su" or "Uncle Mystery" left early again, obviously being mysterious and doing mysterious thing.. Now he is called "SINNNNISTER".. Haha.. Why?? COs he did a SINNNNISTER thing.. Or in simple english, CHEAT! On what?? If you know, you know, if you dont, too bad la..

And at night we went to 85 to eat.. Me, Hp, Darling and Van..

I learnt more about sum1 else.. Lets call that person Shit personality.. In short, call that person shit.. So, i found out shit had another bad trait, being a copycat.. To copy sum1 almost in everything is just gross.. Hence, the name shit, cos shit is gross also.. Plus shit already has a shit personality.. Speaks all the time wif sarcasm and double meanings and act "pity-ful".. HAHA!! One's a cheat, one's a copycat who cheated also.. Dun they make a perfect match.. HAHA!! I think the copycat should accept sinnnister's lust, i mean love.. HAHA!!

Are you lost in my context?? Nvm, i shall talk about sumthing else now..

Now my turn to feel cheated.. Bought my Creative Zen Vision M 60GB but wasnt entirely satisfied after i bought it..

1. I bought the black one as every1, including me, felt it was nicer, but guess wat, only the front of the player is black, the side and back is white!! WTF!! It looks gross.. And i cant get the white one cos no more already!

2. I tot they wld give a free charger, but u have to buy it.. Only if u bought the 30GB den they throw in the charger.. WTF!! I am buying from a CREATIVE shop, not sum authorised reseller or sim lim, and they dun even give the charger.. Its like going to a Nokia shop and buy a phone but they u have to buy the charger seperate.. Even an authorised reseller sold wif the charger included!

3. They never produce any silicon skin for the 60GB player.. Silicon skin is the protecter skin, rubberish thing.. They only produced for 30GB player.. WTF!! Why the hell did they even make the 60GB in the first place when everything also dun have..

4. WHen i bought the player, they have this cash rebate thing and they give me a membership card where i can store all this points or cash rebate.. Den i can use it to buy other accessorise and stuff.. So the salesperson ask if i wanted to get a screen protector for my player cos i cld get it for free using the points.. But when i went home and saw my player, they already have a screen protector on it! WTF!! Lucky i din actually spend money to go buy the screen protector la!!

How to feel satisfied liddat?? Tell me..

Sum may ask, Why i need 60gb liddat for?? Just get the 30GB since its so much more convenient..

1. I dun 1 2 keep uploading into my player every now and den.. Troublesome..

2. I pay only $50 more for additional 30GB of space.. Why not?? May i add, 60GB player has longer battery life also..

3. I so far already used up 45GB of space after 1 round of uploads.. I only uploaded my songs and a few cartoon series.. I haven upload ANY movies.. i repeat.. ANY.. 1 movie is close to 800mb.. I feel 60GB is just nice..

Anyway, functions were my primary concerns rather than accessories.. So, definitely chose the 60GB..

MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!

Random..

Im gonna do 2 entires today.. Cos i just have alot to say today.. This is gonna be a rather random post thou..

Lets see.. I've changed cg.. My wish has come through.. God has heard my prayer.. And he answered it in a rather, how would i say, a "special" way.. It isnt exactly the best way to change a cg but at least its done.. My cg got disbanded.. Why? Cos Ian is incapable of taking so many Cgs cos of his personal probs and its not fair for us to always be w/o a leader..

Now i'm in the same cg as MATTHEW!! But the sad thing is tat, i wun be seeing him in cg for quite awhile.. COs he is in N-S.. And the next sad thing is tat, when he comes out of BMT, i'm going in.. What a wonderful timing.. But at least, i know sum other ppl inside.. like Elisha and Abel.. "Whew"

And, i also found out about a couple pairing.. Its a weird couple pairing, if u din know them u wld be like "WTH!"

Firstly, the looks.. I dun wanna be bad, cos r/s are not about looks, but it did play a small part for them in looking weird.. i emphasize the word SMALL..

Lastly, and the major part tat made it weird is the age gap.. 6yrs diff..
Yes, i know sum may say, "its okay wat.. got ppl marriage at this age gap wat.."
But my thinking is one is a working adult and another is a student..
Diff ambitions, diff problems, like diff lives also..
If its like working life and a 31yr old guy get attached to a 25 yrd old lady, perfectly fine..
But a 25 yr old guy chase a 19yr old schoolgirl just seems weird to me..
I mean thats what i think.. Its just tat i wun chase a 19yr old girl when i'm 25..
Anyway, u see already, u will understand what i mean..

And jx is finally having a SERIOUS r/s.. FINALLY.. As a friend, i cldnt be more happy for him.. All the best..

Talking about r/s, I love you Darling..

Like i said, this is a damm random post.. haha..
Oh ya.. SInce all said black Creative player, i shall get BLACK! YEA!

Goodbye to you...

Today is a special day.. Today is farewell day.. Later during lunch, i'm gonna meet my "ex" colleague who was sacked yst.. And later at nite, i'm meeting matthew for his "last supper" before his crucifiction, i mean NS enlistment..

My ex colleague, whom we call zin, was devastated at being sacked, not becos she had no more job, but cos it was so sudden.. There was no pre-warning.. Every1 in the office was shocked.. She was not given a few weeks to move out or what so, but immediately given the sack after she came back from lunch.. Its a really long story of why she was sacked.. Partly cos of my incompetent boss who has lousy management skills, and to us, the only reason she is manager is cos she started wif the company since its opening and work till now, so she has the experience and know how to do all the work here, but every one knows tats not how u choose a manager..

Zin was a manager herself, but in the F&B world, she has over 12yrs (if im not wrong) or experience and only quit F&B cos the working hrs are too long for her family.. So she cldnt stand my boss for her lousy management skills, and at times even question if she knows what she is doing.. To my boss, she is a lousy and lazy worker who questions authority, but to us, she is the most hardworking, nice, friendly n experienced worker.. It was long known that my boss dun like zin and a few incidents showed very clearly.. FOr e.g, once our boss called every1 in to her office to talk about sumthing, but only zin wasnt called in.. Stuff like these..

And i really think tat we are gonna die, cos whenever we have any queries we turn to zin, plus my manager is always either on leave, training or taking half days off, and now w/o zin, i dun really know how this company will survive.. sad case really..

As for matthew, as least he is gotten his wish of going out on a date wif "you know who" before his "crucifiction", i bet he was damm happy yst.. haha..

Mat dun worry, thousands of men have gone before you and still survived, you sure can one.. Tats what i've been telling myself though.. haha..

Lets enjoy the last supper later people!! The Pratas, roti johns, kebabs, and chicken wings! And the Bandungs, blueberries, ice lemon tea homemade and teh pengs! CHeers!

A New Beginning...

Finally did something to my blog! Wanted to change it long ago but as u can see i dun blog alot now.. So, since my boss isnt here today, decided to do some "work", that is, on my blog.. A new skin, a new blog name and a new tagboard.. I especially like the tagboard.. I customise it wif a TOUCH! button.. I wld like to emphasize to use it with caution.. Always have a mattress behind of you when you press it cos when you "TOUCH!", WHOA!!! You will fall.. I repeat.. YOU WILL FALL! HAHAHAHA

I finally got my pay after several retarded incidents.. Why retarded?? Let me explain..
First, my agent said on 1st june which was my pay day, that my pay cheque has already been deposited.. So wld prob get my pay the following mon.. No prob wif tat.. Nxt mon, no $$ in my a/c.. So called her, she say cos of da hols den da money haven come in.. Which was crap but i din know why i din probe further also.. Nvm, nxt day... Da money still not there.. So when she go check for us, she told us that the bank was very strict and din recognise the handwriting on the cheque, so the bank din process the cheques.. WTH rite.. So in the end we got our pay 1 week later.. Can u imagine working 1 month 1 week w/o pay! Totally sucks..

So finally i went on to go get the stuff on my wish list.. Got myself the plain tees that i wanted for a very very long time and a shorts.. Prob gonna start running "soon".. Soon cld be in between today and a few months later.. LOL.. Now i'm out of money again! DAMM! But nvm, my nxt pay is coming soon, and i cant wait to get my CREATIVE ZEN VISION M 60GB!!!! SONG SONG SONG SONG SONG!!!

I already prepare for my life wif a Creative video player already.. I got ready the simpsons season 16-18, spongbob squarepants season 1-4, CSI season 6 and X-men evolution all seasons.. Plus, may i add, over 17 plus gigabytes of songs.. SONG SONG SONG SONG SONG!!

The problem now is, which colour shld i choose???

White is classy, but SOO IPOD-ISH!

And Black is slick and cool..

Can you guys like help me vote, prob the decision is still mine, but hopefully can see some points of view..

Lights will guide me home..

The best song ever written.. Its a song by christ martin.. Fix you..

Its such a heart felt song.. You could almost just feel as if the song is for you everytime you are down.. The lyrics are soo encouraging that you almost feel as if its a christain song.. Its as if God is speaking through to the world.. words like "Lights will guide you home" "and i will try to fix you" could melt any hardened hearts.. At the same time the song is so realistic, how many times have you felt like "when you try your best but you dun succeed" or "when you lose something you cant replace".. It almost sounds like an altar call for those who are weary and losing hope.. What an amazing song!

Each time i walk home from tampines central, i wld walk pass this small stretch of road, and there is this faulty lamp post in the middle of that road.. Some times it may light up, some times it may just switch off.. And once, a malay couple was walking in front of me, as they walk thru tat road, the light switched off, but the moment they walked out and i walk thru, the light lid up.. I know it may sound ridiculous but each time when i walk thru and the lights lid up for me, the feeling wld be soo shiok!! I just felt like singing lights will guide you home each time it happens!

Music-wise, its such a wonderful song.. The build up in the song is just the best in the world.. Especially when it hits at its peak when they start singing "tears stream down your face", POWER!

So here it is.. Coldplay's Fix You

I kinda like the part where he swings the lamp when he goes on stage, but dunno what it signifies also.. LOL