Saturday clash..

Haven blogged in awhile.. But tonight, the mood's good, cos we owned in dota match.. SONG SONG!! Can sleep soundly tonight, no nightmare of being owned.. LOL..

I think i cld talk all night on this blog.. But i think i shall share abt soccer.. Been awhile since i commented on EPL/Man Utd.. Yes, ever since that disappointing defeat at Burnley.. Well, many people written off Man Utd, cos it's true, to win titles, u cant lose this kinda games.. Maybe a loss to Man City, Tottenham would be understandable, but Burnley?? WTH.. The weird thing about Man Utd is this.. No matter what, they always win the title!

Seriously.. 2 seasons ago, they attributed their title win due to the fact they beat most of the Big 4 head to head clashes.. They were saying how impt it was to edge out in the Big 4 teams clashes.. Then the following season, Man Utd had probably one of the poorest record for Big 4 clashes, almost not even winning one of them, but they still won the title, and now they say, it's those small matches that Liverpool lost, n Man Utd won, that helped Man Utd..

There isnt any fixed way of winning a title.. Thou Man Utd may have lost to a small team, but maybe their Big 4 clashes this year, they wld win all?? We will see on this sat.. Arsenal vs Man Utd.. Both teams coming from big wins from last weekend.. Man Utd thrashing Wigan n Arsenal thrashing Portsmouth.. If you asked me, Arsenal looked to come out tops in the clash..

Firstly, Man Utd are known for slow starts.. They dun start well in the season.. They only start to pick up in Dec-Jan period..

Secondly, Arsenal have made a better start to the season.. Form is with them.. Thrashing Everton n Portsmouth isnt an easy task.. Howard n James in Gk isnt exactly Lionel Lewis standards.. To be able to outplay them that much speaks alot..

Thirdly, n i feel most importantly, is the match fitness.. Arsenal has played more games than Man Utd since the start of season.. They faced Celtic twice for Champions League qualifiers.. Total of 4 matches in the past 2 weeks, whereas Man Utd only played 2 matches in 2 weeks.. I feel that really, that is the turning point, sharper n fitter looking players..

That's what u need at the start of the season, games to build up ur fitness n flow of play.. Prob if this was the middle or towards the end, Arsenal wld suffer wif 4 matches in the space of 2 weeks, but now, it is to their advantage..

I expect Arsenal to outplay Man Utd.. But i'm hoping with a solid defense, Man Utd can contain Arsenal n nick a solo goal to win this one.. Arsenal have the odds, but Man Utd have my heart.. LOL.. hope that is enuf to win!

Key players
Arsenal - Arshavin
Man Utd - Rooney

These guys are the winners of the game.. They wld probably win it for each team, but know this, the game wld be won by whichever team that controls the midfield possession.. Mark my words.. Haha..

I expect Arsenal to go 4-5-1/4-3-3 n Man Utd to go 4-4-2.. Man Utd key plays are in their flanks, if they cant get crosses or full backs to support, they will chui.. And for Arsenal, if their centre mid dun control, they also chui..

So i really hope Man Utd win.. Please! A draw wld be good also..

You, jia lat..

How do u know if your unit is fucked up?? Most people would complain about army cos it is tough, kanna burn weekend, guard duties, extras, treated like dog, kanna pump like mad.. It's reasonable and logical to complain especially if you are on a trade course or trainee or haven made it to CPL yet.. That doesnt mean your unit is fucked up, it could be just that they are strict.. But if you are complaining like me, when you going to ORD in less than one month, then your unit is pretty much fucked up..

Seriously, i never imagined myself blogging so much about army these few months when it's so near my ORD.. Why cant they just let us ORD in peace?? I haven even mention about how they called me back on Sat to do guard duty.. SMLJ!! And it's down to my OC being a bastard again..

The guard duty list was churn out so long ago.. And i already have one more last one on 24 Aug.. Then suddenly my OC just said, those running AHM 21km cannot do guard duty on sat, MUST go run.. Den the COS suddenly call me on friday, one day before the guard, to tell me i MUST do.. SMLJ! Like i said before n say it again, i am a freaking clerk, PES C9L2, I do guard duty is already kan stupid already, now want to make me do more?!?!! Do they even know what does it mean when i do guard?? It means the whole bloody HQ, no matter clerk, storeman, what useless shit position, who is higher PES or similar PES with me, can do guard.. So, why the heck am i only one doing it, cos my OC bastard..

I hear of so number of people in HQ only C2 or even C1.. So wth, C9L2, FOOT injury sumore, not even talking about an arm injury, can do guard, then the whole bloody army can do guard la..

I keep telling myself just ta han, but they die die must come out wif this kind of stunt to come n disturb me.. Why cant they just do the, you dont cause me trouble i dun disturb you treatment.. Fuck man.. Really.. It's so damn bloody sad that when you gonna ORD you still got this kind of shit to go through..

12 more working days.. So near yet so FUCKING far..

The reason why, never to sign on.. EVER!

Yup, matt is right, i seem to be the only one blogging these days.. But i think Jx also blogs quite regularly.. Prob have too much time on my hands and i like to come to this place i call "home" and just type out everything in my mind.. Okay, not really everything, things that are "read-able".. If it was raw thoughts, probably wont have any readers anymore cos i would piss all of them off..

My OC is really a bastard.. Who wants to make down pes people like me, have a bad ord experience.. You see, being in the Sept intake batch, we wld miss the Uni intake, be it, SIM, NTU, NUS, so only for this batch, is there a system called deferment.. Whereby you pause being an NSF for awhile, go study, and when during the holidays, you serve back what you still owe to the SAF.. Fortunately for my unit, since the CO's personal assistant is also deferring, she allowed him to clear off/leave to go study, which is good cos you dun owe anything to SAF, and dun need to come back during your holidays..

As my unit takes on National day, those deferring people get to siam NDP, while the rest of us, which is really very little, have to do everything.. And those deferring people get to enjoy free off/leave that they may not have neccesarily earned, while doing nothing but studying.. Maybe the rest of the company will get to enjoy the free off/leave in the coming weeks, as for me, being a PES down in my company, condemned personnel by almost everybody, do not get to enjoy this benefit.. Basically off is depending on your OC or SM, and these 2, from what i see, do not like down pes people, but yet, they feel that they must disturb us and torture us when they could just leave us alone..

Fine by me if i dun do guard duty n have no free offs.. But you dun be a bastard who only takes but dun give.. You dun put people on freaking guard duties and dun give any offs.. That's what you call a bastard.. I questioned my OC, cos i got pretty fed up, i said why do you give those that defer so much free off, but i gonna ORD, just give me only.. All he could say was, i tell you later.. Everyone knows that's a no! So you make me chuk ulti already then, take MCs every week.. I will do it, cos going to camp now is equivalent to going to work/school on a sunday, there isnt any bloody thing to do..

What did i do in camp this week?? Hmm.. Well, play PSP, sleep, eat, PSP again, watch movies, read newspapers, PSP, movies, eat, bathe, sleep, went for blood test for ORD, sleep, eat, PSP... WTH!!! Might as well let me go home.. But no!! I wanna torture you.. ORD also still must come back if nothing to do.. Thanks for being humanely.. Thanks..

This just in..

This just in, exercise maybe cause you to gain weight instead of losing!!!!

If you have the latest Times article like i have, go read the article "Why exercise won't make you thin"..

Sian, i depressed liao.. The sad truth is.... it's what you eat, not how hard you try to work it off, that matters more in losing weight. You should exercise to improve your health, but be warned: fiery spurts of vigorous exercise could lead to weight gain.

In a short summary, the article proves through some studies they did that exercising causes hunger.. And so after we exercise, we may eat more than we actually burn, thus not losing any weight.. It's more about willpower to control what you eat after you exercise..

Another interesting theory, self-control is a muscle.. Forcing yourself to go chiong 6km, could deplete that muscle and in return, unable to control an urge to eat more..

Sian.. Now how, brown cow?? Eat lesser meh?? SIAN!!

Mind block

I cant explain my dreams really.. I wish i could say i hoped it happened or i want it that way, but in reality, i know it is nearly impossible to happen.. So is it really true that young men will see visions of the future?? Cos i can hardly believe this vision i have..

I really would like to thank you, Vanessa.. If you are reading this, thanks.. What you said really boost me alot.. Cos i have my doubts about myself.. But you told me to continue to be who i really am.. And it really helped me to hear someone believing in what you do.. I find myself in a situation where i can start changing and all, but at the end of the day, if i did it just to fit in, i believe i will lose myself..

It's really easy for someone to just make a statement w/o knowing how much impact it had made to someone else.. Be it, a good or bad impact..

Well at least something's improved in my life.. Reading the bible everyday before i sleep.. At least 1 chapter.. Most days, 2-3.. Not bad ah.. Of cos, i started wif new testament again.. Haha.. Baby christian ah..

Argh.. Dunno what to say anymore.. Better days ahead?? Probably..

Dogs..

I know i used to be SUPER racist and hate malay all the way no matter what.. But really cant blame from all the experiences i had with them..

But after my cousin introduced his malay soccer team to me, i find the good side about malays.. I realised that their way of greeting, looks lame, but is really a very warm way of greeting a friend especially.. I think the shaking hand part is okay, but the after part of hand to the chest, i'm not too sure abt tat.. haha..

How many times you see chinese friends ever shake hands when we meet?? I think almost never.. Even close friends, would just start to walk straight after meeting up.. I feel a handshake breaks the ice, like a welcome gesture..

However, there will be a certain group of assholes to spoil the reputation of the group.. Chinese have ah bengs, and malays, they have the mutts.. Dun really know the correct spelling, but a mutt is a dog, and that is what i will refer to those minority as.. Dogs..

The match was still going fine all the way till first half.. But towards 2nd half, they suddenly became more interested in kicking our legs rather than kicking the ball.. For no reason.. Yes, my team started laughing at them, cos they look retarded trying to foul us instead of playing soccer.. It made them more angry of cos.. And you can see the mood of the pitch, my whole team, really din 1 2 play anymore.. They really jia lat.. My cousin even walk out of the match after getting banged up.. The opponents really din even have any intention of the ball, just went for the player..

It's sad cos that's really the standard of asian football.. Lose already den resort to fight.. Like how Myanmar can attack the Singapore team at the Tiger Cup.. If only the culture was like EPL..

In de end, at the end of the match, they wanted to shake hands, and this faggot, no life, dog, went to my cousin, but my cousin refused to shake his hand, den he headbutt my cousin.. like wtf.. My cousin nose bleed, and really shows why they are just dogs.. Some look like working adults, and yet they behave liddat n my cousin is only 19 yrs old this year.. Shows really how big their brains really are.. Small minded people..

2 words...
JIA LAT!

16 more working days

My heart goes out to those who have experienced a painful breakup.. Sometimes you put your heart and soul into something, and the return you get is a broken heart.. I feel you people, i feel you.. Then you get all these fucked up emotions that make you such an unwanted emo around everyone, and it makes you feel worse cos it's your own matter and you dont wanna drag people down with your emos.. We try to find a reason to stop being sad, and then it turns to anger, cos we feel it's just not our fault, but at the end of the day, you would realise, hating someone only makes yourself more miserable.. I feel you.. You will make some stupid decisions on the way cos of all these emotions, but time and your decisions after this would heal your wounds, take care my friends..

Havent updated in awhile.. My company really chui.. For Mon n Tue, expect me to report to camp at 8am den leave for home again at 1plus.. 2days in a row.. While im suppose to be on off.. zzz.. Not fun.. 8-5 life is only okay, if your travelling time take lik 30mins tops.. If you like me, freaking take almost 2 hrs to reach camp, forget it, just stay in.. The reason they call me back on Mon was freaking ridiculous.. Cleaning of rifles and moving of stores.. zzz.. All the way back just for that.. In de end, i drew my rifle, broke it and wanted to clean it, before i even wiped anything, SEND ARMS!!!! What the heck.. Really waste my time.. If everyone really knew how this organisation worked, they'd probably close it down..

Nvm, enough abt army.. Remember, 5 more weeks.. 5 only.. Current total No. of working days left, after minus off n leave = 15.5 days.. Exclusive of an MA on friday, prob result in another half day off and my last day in army on sept 11 which has an ORD function that i must attend.. If we count both in, 16 working days.. Could get more off maybe after national day.. So, still can reduced one.. Song bo!!!

SONG BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5 more week... ORD LO!!

The sad thing, i have to report to camp tml! All the offs have been cut short.. Luckily, at least i dun have anymore duties.. I think it would be quite tiring to do guard at night at marina, and go back to camp aft that the next morning.. Well, 1 month n 1 week to go, which really is 5 more weeks..
OMG!!! I cant believe it, 5!!! LOL.. I shock myself sometimes.. Even shock myself with the words that i type..

Now can count with one hand liao, dun play play..

And when the lights are gone, will i see you there waiting in the darkness??

I feel yesterday's celebration, PASSED.. Haha..

Everyone i invited had some "link" at least, so i din really need to move from person to person to make sure anyone was not "attended to".. I think that actually, the group i called could be a permanent hang out group, din need to wait for my bday to actually come together.. But it wld be quite troublesome also for a big group of friends.. Well, if only wishes could immediately come true..

If you think about it, how the heck did we spend almost 2 hrs at the coffeeshop just eating dinner sia?? haha.. Besides people being really late, it was quite amazing also.. Coffeeshop sumore, not like some chill-out restaurant.. Haha! I certaintly din plan it that way.. Luckily, movie was at 930, if not ho seh!!

As for the movie, all i can say is, BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR OR EVEN YEARS!!! Seriously, it has been too long since such a comedy came out.. Every "comedy" movie that comes out is either just lame stuff or funny, but not LOL kind.. I remember last time, how we used to gauge a good comedy movie was, the whole group, Hp, Amos, Nicky, Matt, Me n others who i may have missed out, would literally fill the whole theatre with our laughs.. We would almost fall of our seats just laughing, and our chest wld have a little pain from laughing too long.. We wld try our best to catch our breath cos the funny parts just keep coming like some 5 hit combo.. That was the old school comedy i used to love..

From the top of my head now, i remember the first Ice Age being really funny, or maybe that was the last real comedy i watched!Cos recently, nothing ever hits that standard.. Until yesterday.. HAHA!! Probably this year, the two movies worth watching was Taken and The Hangover.. Those 2 really left an impression on me..

As for dota, i think i have randomed enough to find my favourite hero, Lightning Revenant.. WOO!!

And now, time to go get fit again, JOGGING!!