I'm not okkkkaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy......

Tp destroyed my life.. Yes.. its true.. When i was preparing to go TP, i was a young boy, enthusiastic about accounting, very good at it, topped the whole skool at it, but look at where i am now.. Okay that was crap, all these was due to da fact that i am lazy..

I've been thinking alot on my future and i really want to get a J-O-B that i enjoy.. Frankly speaking, accounting work aint really enjoyable.. If u ask me whats my passion, i would tell you its soccer.. I know i cant be a player, so maybe i can be other personnels.. Like referee, physio, coach.. But da reality is that SIngapore is not a country of football.. And job openings for soccer wld definitely be difficult.. Den again, i haven go research about it, i'm just analyzing in my brain..

SO the question is.. Whats my gift?? Whats my talent??

I soo wanna change CG... Its not my cg fault, but at the same time, i feel its not my fault also.. I cant seem to communicate wif my cg.. Like i really cant talk to any single one.. When i say tallk, i dun mean boring cliche talk like "hows your day?".. I meant like sum1 whom i really share my life wif.. I was talking to Hj abt it, he raised a point about making an effort, if i maked an effort, i cld go beyond cliche talk wif my CGM..

But lets face it, i've been wif this CG for how long already?? More than a year.. And when i was a helper, i tried soo many thousand times to make an effort and talk to them, but it never goes beyond cliche.. So i simply gave up.. I'm tired of cliche talk and i simply want to keep quiet if i got nothing better to say.. I just feel like a square peg and my cg is a triagular hole, and even if i put effort, it will never fit in...

Preharps i never allowed any of my cg members in my life also.. Cos u noe how church ppl are like, and even i was guilty of this last time, when you talk to dem abt problems, they wld give you answers like "God God God", "Jesus Jesus Jesus", "Bible bible bible".. They are simply too "Holy" for me..

And another thing is that, i tink our personalities dun suit each other.. I dun get their jokes, and dey wun get mine.. Simple as that, not that their jokes are not funny, but its just not me.. Maybe this thinking is wrong, maybe it is correct, every man will think he is always right..

God send me a sign!

The Journey by 911

Time waits for no one, sure as the tide pulls the ocean
Sure as the path that's been chosen, cannot be changed
I my life's destination, I searched for the explanation
For some kind of reason, for my sorrow and pain
But in my isolation I learned to listen
To be thankful for the love that I'd been give

This is my Journey, Journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds
This is my journey, and I've learned to fight
To make strong enough, to lift me up,
To bring my dreams alive

In desperation, I swore that never again
Would I hear all the laughter of my friends and my family
A million tears that I'd cried then began to dry
And in the silence of the night time, I came to realise
A sweet inspiration filled my horizon
Gave me the heart to go on and never would give in

This is my Journey, Journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds
This is my journey, and I've learned to fight
To make strong enough, to lift me up,
To bring my dreams alive

I'm going to love each moment, of every day and every night
I'll look back to the past with the sweetest smile
For now I realise, I've been given the key to life
I've been kissed by the angel by my side

What is courage? Is it brave?

Well, i did the most incredible thing today... I did finish my part of da project.. From da time it started, which was prob last week till yst, i did not do anything. But this morning till this evening, i did it! AMAZING!! But today, had alot of twist and turns..

I slpt early yst, so dat i cld wake up early and do my project.. I set my alarm at 6am.. But i wake up earlier than expected due to an unexpected situation at an unexpected time.. Jx called me at 5.15am.. He needed my accounting expertise on his project which had to be submitted today.. So i ask him to come over so i can help him.. I was taking a big risk there, cos i haven done anything for my project, and my grp mates sure say me 1.. But friends for life man! So i decided to help him first den do my own..

Da surprising thing was dat, i dunno how his call cld wake me up.. My phone was in silent, and i almost never wake up to calls when my phones in silent and vibrating.. I guess its like God's will for me to help him..

So i helped him all da way from 6 to 9.. While he just sleeps on my bed.. haha.. He got test den nvr study den go sleep.. But he was too tired also.. So aft tat i started my project.. After eating my breakfast and taking a break, i continued and i managed to complete it! YES! My grp mates gave me a diff part also, but i still managed to do it.. Aint i a genius.. hahaha.. I'm kinda proud of myself.. I prob clock close to 10 hrs of projects time today.. woohoo.. But soo tired now.. got to go rest & relax.. *whew*

Felt useless.. Maybe am useless at da moment..

Internet down for a few days.. Really cldnt do much.. Needed to go online to study and do projects, but cldnt.. It was difficult! Everything is online nowadays.. I wonder how do ppl survive w/o internet or 56k modem.. Sure die jia lat jia lat..

Plus now i'm sick.. I feel like shit.. Whole day my nose leaking like a rusty old tap.. Really leak.. It really flows down like water... "POUR DOWN LIKE WATER..FLOW THRU MY SOUL..." And it was da whole day.. I cldnt even take my tests properly la.. Da leaking was so distracting.. Both test, hiaz.. Just hope can pass can liao..

Projects are so sian.. I cant really work in my grp thus da slackness.. I know its just me.. Mostly me.. But i really cant communicate wif me grp.. REALLY REALLY CANT.. And any1 can tell u in grp projects, u need communication.. Plus good workers.. Obviously i'm not a good worker.. I know tat myself.. Its hard to change a lazy habit.. Really is.. But still got to try.. "TRY"

I can see every1 is complaining abt me not doing anything in da grp project.. But i guess i'm in a pit now.. I'm like lazy to do anything.. No motivation to do anything.. I need to pick myself up again.. Discipline myself..

Lord.. Help!!

Be a man.. Do the right thing..

okay.. i guess i was just being emo creamo this morning.. How can i attribute bad results to excuses.. Its true i hate the Tp system, but i guess i got to stop all da excuses thing.. I've been coming up wif too many excuses lately.. I guess its time to do da right things all over again.. I need to get back to da days where computer isnt my life.. Where relationships are my life.. I can do it.. Just have a lil faith in me..

Btw, da test was a rather easy 1... I realise alot of ppl din even study for it.. I was being overly anxious.. Felt rather dumb.. Shld have spent my time sleeping.. DARN!

Give me a glass of WHINE please..

It seems dat everytime there is a test, i'll be blogging.. Its ALWAYS at the wrong times.. My life is somehow screwed thou i dun purpose for this.. Jx said i'm lazy.. Its written all over my face.. I really beg to differ.. I tink i'm better compared to last time.. Just tat i really lacked da motivation to study now.. I cant exactly pintpoint whats da exact reason.. But i'm guessing its got to do wif Tp's system.. It totally sucks.. I kinda have abit of regrets joining Tp.. All that changing class every semester really sucks.. I'm not sum super extroverted guy who can make friends easily.. I'm more of a "small group" of friends kind.. Without friends in ur class, it can be damm bored.. I dun even try to make jokes in class anymore.. In fact, i hardly even talk in class.. So far fetched from my secondary skool days.. Da only time i enjoyed classes were my first sem in Tp and when i was same class as lucas.. I dunno why, but it just feels that i'm in a different world compared to my other classmates.. Either i'm too "mature" for them or i'm too "childish" for them.. Well, i got to stop all da whining and prepare to go skool now for a test that i studied for 30mins only.. All da best Jerry!

Project projects projects...

This week is all about projects.. Tp just sucks big time.. Cramped our timetable till like that.. Everyday i'm going back for projects.. PLus, i'm not a project guy.. I dun contribute at all.. Cos firstly, i dunno whats happening, and secondly, i dun really noe my group mates well.. So i also shy.. Dun really dare to speak.. I just hope they dun give me low marks for evaluation.. Nxt week is worst i tell u.. Two more projects to do plus tests... not test.. but tests.. how sian is dat.. Just when i tot this week was already suffocating..SIAN!

Well, my cg is now at bishan on fri.. Kelvin led yst.. Good i tell u.. I kinda like his style.. Even when i haven play for him for a very long while, he was still very friendly wif me and i was very comfortable playing for him.. He gave me a very "friend" feeling.. not da same as friendly.. but as if he is my close friend feeling.. Da only prob was da guitar.. I'm using darling's guitar now instead of seagull.. And it cant make it.. Da guitar sound cant project, plus da action quite high, and da board bent already.. I strum so hard also still da same, press till my finger damm damm pain also.. Even if i play dat guitar awhile, its still pain.. I need a new guitar.. But i really dunno what to get.. I need sum pro to teach me how to choose a good guitar.. But i roughly noe what i wanna get... Sumthing similar to seagull.. Cos its really damm damm shiok.. Plus i wld get a good guitar bag also and a proper cloth to wipe da strings after i play cos i got sweaty hands.. I dun 1 2 get a cloth guitar bag cos it keeps tearing at da strings there, but hard case wld be damm heavy and ex..

How now brown cow?

Personality..

Lunar new year's dinner for 2007.

Steamboat Personality Test.

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?
A. Winter ( To Qn 2)
B. Summer (To Qn 5)
C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?
A. Like (To Qn 2)
B. Don't like (To Qn 5)

2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?
A. Yes (To Qn 3)
B. No (To Qn >>6)

3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?
A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)
B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)

4. What is the main point ypu will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?
A. Famous ( To Qn 7)
B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)

5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?
A. Yes ( To Qn 6)
B. No ( To Qn 8)

6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?
A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)
B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)

7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?
A. Wait ( To Qn 11)
B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)

8. What kind of food you like to add?
A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)
B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)

9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?
A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)
B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)

10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?
A. Yes ( To Qn 17)
B. No ( To Qn 13)

11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?
A. Yes ( To Qn 15)
B. No ( To Qn 14)

12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?
A. Put it once the steamboat start ( To Qn 15)
B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)

13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?
A. All ( To Qn 17)
B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)

14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?
A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)
B. Plum juice ( Type A)

15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?
A. Home ( To Qn 16)
B. Outside ( To Qn 14)

16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?
A. Mind ( Type B)
B. Don't mind ( Type C)

17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?
A. Yes (Type D)
B. No ( To Qn 16)
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TYPE A
Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.

TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

TYPE C
Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more.

TYPE D
You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends. But as you are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone. You need to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.

I am a type B.. I dunno if this is sum voodoo stuff.. but man.. this is damm accurate.. especially the part that says "this will make you more popular and charming" LOL.. Lets see... It says i'm an active person.. Hmm.. Active for soccer and things i like but for da rest, lazy like a pig.. And yea.. it even says that.. "If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible." See.. Voodoo! It says i'm more quick tempered.. Definitely.. Ask yi chun and she will tell you tat.. I am definitely a person of my own views.. Yi chun can vouch for that also.. And my friends are also the same.. U can ask them.. And it says i'm a good friend and my friends are dependent on me.. hmmm.. that u got to ask them.. But its true i can be emo and make a mountain out of a molehill.. And yes, i can give up quite easily.. As a very logical man, if i feel i cant make it, den i really cant make it.. And maybe i should go mix wif ppl i dun get along wif.. How about monster from Amos's cg.. LOL.. I sure dun get along wif him.. LOL!

Ps. i BET nick is a D.. confirm plus lambbb chop... (copied from matthew, but thats what i wannna say also)

Happy Birthday to You! PIAK!

Sat was just fantastic.. We had an eggy good time.. Delirious is simply fantastic.. But even the mighty shall fall.. How could martin smith forget his own lyrics?? but the good thing is that all of them were professionals.. They all can change so fast. They din stop and say.. "hold on.. sorry let us sing again.."

Then aft svc, we went to have dinner and plan a surprise celebration for Hp.. First we went to buy a cake at cartel, den buy a plain white tee at giodarno.. We had our fashion designer Jx to design the shirt.. It was quite bad at first.. but after sum finishing touches, he did it well.. From a not so cool giodarno shirt, it became a ultra super cool Adida Climate Cooling Shirt! Wif da slogan Impossiber is Nothin!

So da plan was to actually spray whip cream on him.. unfortunately, prime mart dun sell it.. So we had a wonderful backup plan.. EGGS! One of da grossest weapons ever formed.. U can smash it, den smear it on ur enemy or simply just throw it.. Plus it contains stealth functions.. U can hide it in ur pocket, in ur mouth, in ur pants, in ur shirt.. Almost anywhere.. Da best part of it was, it is cheap and available at all supermarkets!!!

We planned to egg him when he was making his wish.. So we got him to come down from his house using da excuse that "I was drunk cos i and darling quarreled".. When he came, he was shocked to see all of us.. And we sang Happy Birthday.. Da best part was, he said he just bathe finish only den come down.. U shld have seen our eyes and our hands! LOL.. So eventually da plan failed, he made a quick wish, but we still egged him after his wish! LOL.. There were alot of casualties wif hp being da worst, den nick.. I tink he smashed his ownself.. LOL. That was it.. Great laughter!

Delirious is coming to town..

Well.. as i was just casually playing guitar just now.. I was playing Majesty on G4C.. Den i realise, Delirious is coming this week.. YES LA! But da sian thing is dat i am serving.. U dun 1 2 be serving when delirious is coming.. U wanna be just listening to them.. Plus da last time delirious came, was when they came for da first time.. Chorus board was da last ministry u wanted to be in.. It was not sound or lighting crew.. Cos delirious team brought their own lighting and sound ppl.. Only chorus board din have.. And we dunno any of their songs.. Well not really all.. but at least 75% of their songs we dunno..That is not good, considering da fact we are flashing their lyrics for church.. So this time, my leader told me to listen their songs on our chorus board website.. Luckily, i had listened to all of delirious album already. And dey haven come up wif any new ones.. So all the "new" songs my leader was talking about, were actually old to me liao.. But better dun be too cocky.. scarly delirious bring sumore new songs.. DEN DIE! But i'll be looking forward to delirious perform.. They just got da presence, and vocals.. SONG SONG SONG!

I'll be there for you.. These 5 words i swear to you...

1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
- Left.. i guess cos i'm left handed?

2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
- Woa.. haven dived in a pool for a very very long time.. Is dat even allowed in public pools?

3) What color is your razor?
- Black top and grey bottom..

4) What is your blood-type?
- normal... lol.. B+

5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
- Prob Holly valance.. haha..

6) What is a rumor someone has spread about you?
- That i had a boob job.. LOL..

7) How do you feel about carrots?
- Only Bugs bunny eats it..

8) How many chairs at the dining room table?
- 5?

9) Which is the best Spice Girl?
- Chilli.. I tink pepper better..

10) Do you know what time it is?
- 12.25am

11) Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
- Nope.. Its been a long time since i watched it..

12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
- Start digging my nose.. Den start calling all the people in my contact list and tell them i got stuck in da elevator.. I mean how often do u get stuck in an elevator these days.. U've got to tell da world abt it.. Its da kinda of thing dat makes u cool-er..

13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
- shuying gum.. LOL.. kk.. private joke..

14) All's fair in love and war.
- No no.. All's fair when doing love during war.. LOL

15) Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Does it count if i 1 2 crush sum1?

16) Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning?
- let me tink of 1.. hmm.. How about easy come easy go.. I can say it, but i dunno what da hell it means..

17.) Do you like to sleep?
- Definitely not forever..

18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings Time?
- I aint no einstein..

19) Do you know the words to the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
- nope.. but i noe the words to the song From the Heart by Another Level..

20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
- If its a toy car den keep it..

21) What's something you've always wanted?
- To have endless money, so i have lessor worries..

22) Do you have hairy legs?
- Yea.. I aint "pei hor"

23) What does "Semper Fidelis" stand for?
- It actually means "Hi" in english.. Its a latin word.. A cool way to say "hi".. You go like "HEY! Semper Fidelis! Kurason Espinatos!" Alrite.. I dunno what the shit it means.. LOL

24) Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
- Lake.. Cos its smaller than an ocean?

25) Do you wear a lot of black?
- Yea..

26) Describe your hair.
- natural curls,flat, lightweight and hard to style..

27) Do you have Entomophobia?
- If it means afraid of cockroaches, den yes..

28) Are you an adult?
- I'm a young adult..

29) Where is/are your best friends?
- Out there.. Some where..

30) Do you have a tan?
- No, my surname is Chan, not tan.. I've got tan in my name.. LOL! Alrite, i'm naturally tanned!

31) Are you a television addict?
- Not really.. More of a soccer and computer games addict..

32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
- Of course.. she pays for my food.. haha..

33) Are you a sugar freak?
- Nah.. i dun eat sugar by itself..

34) Do you like orange juice?
- If its realy sour den no..

35) What sign are you?
- "Endangered Species" sign..

36) Where do you wish you were right now?
- On a Osim full massage chair.. YEA!

37) Who did you copy this from?
- Some 1 on friendster..

38) How do you know them?
- Secondary school..

39) Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
- Yea.. Just today! haha

40) What are your plans for the weekend?
- Read my previous post..

Thats what i go to school for...

Life is hectic in Sem 3.2. It totally sucks.. U come back to skool straight after SIP. Skool term starts on 4 Dec.. Lectures and tutorials have been changed to 3 hours instead of 2, becos SIP cut into our sem.. Den we come back skool for 2 weeks den 2 weeks of holidays.. Come back from holidays den all da mid sem test and project deadline come.. SIAN! Imagine.. U got 2 weeks of skool in dec only, and ur deadlines for projects are around da end of jan.. That makes it only 6 weeks to finish projects.. I'm not just talking about 1 project, all my subject's project which totals up to 4. 4 projects in 6 weeks.. In fact its only 5 weeks.. Da first week of skool only had lec, so we haven form any grps.. Da grps were form only in da 2nd week.. Project deadlines and mid sem test are so close together.. And all this is happening this month.. SIAN!!

Suddenly, i have alot of ppl asking me if i free this sunday.. Not really alot, but definitely much more than usual.. My cg is going to play bball aft svc on sun, which is bad, cos its 1pm, and da sun is hot.. Den my ministry ask if i can go eat wif dem aft svc on sun also.. Den i believe we are celebrating HP birthday this sun also.. And plus my routine lunch wif mum on sun.. Plus meeting darling after her ministry.. Thats 5 appointments.. But i'll prob have lunch wif mum, den meet darling to go celebrate HP birthday.. Sounds busy enuf rite.. Hope i get a good nite sleep on sat..

I LOVE SATURDAY SOCCERS!

Alive n kicking at 3am..

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS
WITH A "K"
A: KOK.. Alrite.. i dun have a friend whose name starts wif K..

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS
WITH AN "A"
A: Amos.. AKA Barney

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS
WITH A "C"
A: Chocolates.. They are my friends also u noe..

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: Probably my darling.. No1 else calls me these days..

Q: WHO/WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE
YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: Mat lim.. Eh dun tink can play soccer tml..

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON STRAWS?:
A: No.. Do i look like some western cowboy farmer?

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: They are naturals!

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE
GOING TO?
A: Erm... none..

Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR
LIFE?
A: My tiger.. He's just always smiling..

Q: WHAT WORD DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: You see! Ask this kind of stupid question.. You see..

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST FOOD YOU ATE:
A : Pizza..

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO
SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: U want to have 2 fridge in the kitchen meh? My mum.. (FYI.. i got a mini fridge.. YES LA!)

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: yea.. mostly cartoons..

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE
DARKO?
A: nope.. R21?

Q: DO YOU HAVE 2 go 2 skuL TOMORROW?
A: Saturday night fever man!

Q: EVER GONE HUNTING?
A: Block and carpark catching counted?

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: Definitely..

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
SAID, "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: This week..

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?:
A: Sleeping.. Gosh.. its 3.15am..

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: GAP

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST
SIGHT?
A: Its called lust at first sight..

Q: IS DRUG-FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: Yea.. Even primary skool kids noe that..

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: Medium sleeper.. Only sleep the hours my body require

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: Oh yea.. i do.. U shld watch me do it sum time.. LOL

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: I never! I dun have good balance..

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT
BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
Darling's place..

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE
PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: Night in da museum n my name is earl? haha.. i only watch 1 movie past 2 weeks..

After all i've done.. U're stil da one that i could never leave..

Ignore the previous post.. GUess i was too tired from staying up late to do my SIP report.. I stayed all the way till 5 plus to do it and still din do finish! I woke up 12pm da nxt day and finished it at ard 3 plus.. I managed to rush to skool in time to submit.. Print my cover page and self appraisal form.. den i forgot to bring my thumbdrive containing my report! Luckily my bro was at home.. or else DIE! GG!! MAMPOS! MA TI! R.I.P! KNN!! LOL.. Hope i get my pass wif commendation!!

Well da reason why i ask to ignore da previous post is cos, after singing au lang syne, got to forgive ppl already rite? Whats a new year for anyway? To bring forward grudges?
So forget it.. Its all in da past..

Every1 is doing new year resolution.. Thats 1 thing i hate alot.. Cos whenever i do it, i dun refer to it.. I mean i can remind myself to refer to it, but i guess i'm sum1 who dun really plan well.. So i guess i'm planning to fail! dats shitty.. But i just have this feeling that i like to take life as it comes.. Life brings in so much uncertainty that it just discourages me from planning.. But maybe all these are just excuses..

I guess i need to train my willpower! With it, i can do anything man.. You know how a weaker person can beat up a stronger person? Willpower.. U noe how i can pass my napha? Willpower.. U noe how i can do well in skool? Willpower.. I guess i need it alot.. I can say i want to do alot of things for this whole year, but without willpower, i wun be able to complete most of it..

Me n jx had an interesting conversation about God and church.. Actually God isnt perfect you know? He made mistakes.. Did u noe that? If God was perfect, why did satan fall? Why did His creation, Adam, sin as well? God never dwells on his mistakes.. But i can tell u sumthing.. I dun have all the answers to all the questions about christainity.. Some may even question why are we in this world? Why cant God just defeat satan since satan was under him and allow of us to leave in heaven? I guess becos before adam was birth, all da angels were lazy and slacking ard.. And now he created mankind so that he can make da angels work to help us.. LOL.. Interesting but anyhow makeup 1.. But God made it clear that we are born to do his purpose, preach the gospel to all da world.. save da world.. You can put it another way as, we are cleaning up God's mistake.. But for all you know, maybe God and satan have some kind of agreement, that if God can use imperfect ppl like us, to forsake our human flesh and save the world, then Satan will vanish.. Den satan starts playing dirty by purposely corrupting ppl, possessing ppl.. And God has no choice but to send His only Son down to earth to stop satan from cheating.. Cool huh..

Guess i better start talking to my father.. i've been a lousy son.. I believe He will be guiding me this year.. preventing me from falling, giving me a helping hand.. Without YOU, i wun be here.. You created me, and u gave me promises that i can use.. What more could i ask..

It's been a long time...

Okay time for another long awaited update..

This update is kinda at da wrong time.. Nxt day i got to submit my SIP report liao, less than halfway thru my 10-15 page report and now i'm blogging.. Thats me.. Doing things at da wrong time.. But doing things at da wrong time always seem so rite.. DUNNO WHY!

Christmas was fun this year.. It was funnier when Chit yong was drunk.. LOL! The best thing is that he doesnt remember what he did when he was high.. LOL.. Guess alcohol kills ur brain cells man.. It wld have been really perfect if nick had an oven at his place.. TWO HOUSES NO OVEN! WHY!! I had to bring home all da food to warm up and trust me, it aint easy warming turkeys.. Unless u got those super new and good ovens.. Mine is like old and "koyak" already.. Only the heating element on top is working, the bottom 1 spoiled.. Prob thats y it took me 3 whole hrs to warm up all da food.. But spending christmas wif my official gf was a major plus for me.. Christmas should be shared wif ur love ones after all rite

New year wasnt that bad also.. Only that lucas and gang din come over.. if not it wld have been more fun for us.. Well we bought the snow spray, and as usual, nick became our target to sabo.. For sum reason its always him.. LOL.. Which is good, means he damm steady 1.. haha.. Da movie before countdown was good..night at da museum.. its funny.. Funny scenes like when the mongolian guy cried, and ben stiller looked at da guy behind him, and he say "you're next", and da guy behind starts to cry.. LOL.. Or that statue thing saying "Quiet, my dumb dumb friend wants to speak" So after countdown at bedok jetty, we went to play pool.. I was so shagged, i couldnt play for nuts! Like seriously.. I really couldnt hit properly.. Den finally came da long awaited rest after abt an hr plus of pool..

2006 for me was a rather good 1.. Not much major disappointments.. Da only disappointing things were prob a loss of a friend, a loss of my leader,da truth abt ppl whom i was close too.. And dat truth really shocked me alot.. Alot of lessons learnt.. I wld say this year has had alot of "no one is perfect" and "cant judge a book by its cover" sayings for me.. Prob cos i'm more understanding of ppl disappointing me.. If not this year wld have been alot of "why do ppl ard me suck".. Some Leaders and some friends really disappoint me alot.. I cant respect those leaders.. as for those friends... i will update another time.. my bro 1 2 use now! SIAN!