Now is the time...

Time for a sat update..

Sat was damm fun!!! WOOHOO.. its been years since i enjoyed playing soccer at nite with friends.. and i meant like 12am at nite and not 7pm or 9pm.. We went to 85 aft svc to eat.. WOOHOO.. its been sooo long since i went there to eat.. and da bak chor mee is still good.. I was quite bloated in de end.. Thanks to me,myself and I for not being specific and also for da carrot cake uncle taking advantage of me.. I ordered a big bowl of bak chor mee cos i very long nvr eat.. Den i wanted to eat da carrot cake.. black one.. i wanted a $2 one.. But i din tell da uncle i wanted a $2 one! SHit.. i just said.. "chai tao kwuay yi pan".. I tot normally they also give da smaller one.. SO in de end no choice.. i had to eat $3 carrot cake.. so its $6 worth of food down my stomach!.. I was bloated man!

We saw N155 on da way dere.. We saw Barney, i mean amos.. haha.. Unfortunately.. we also saw "SHYT", as quoted by mat, over there eating also.. Man i tell u, "SHYT" had horrible taste in guys.. "SHYT's" guy looked like sum young lad who haven gone thru puberty man.. *pei hor*.. compared to da great MAT, no fight man.. Well.. i guess da term "SHYT" is an understatement for "SHYT" den.. LOL..

Aft we ate, we decided to joga at shell together.. me,nickay,mat,hp.. wa.. damm funny man.. laugh alot la.. We laughed so hard while playing soccer, until da neighbour dere shouted out of his room "can u pls quieten down... i'll call da police!".. He was just scaring us.. cos he din even show his face.. haha.. So in de end we sat down, talked abt many things, like giving offerings and also things dat i nvr hrd of in my life.. things unseen by my carnal eyes... things dat shocked me..

We talked abt several ppl.. mostly nickay was sharing his experience with me abt these ppl.. whom i shall not name.. And i was BLOODY shocked.. I was in a state of shock for almost 15mins.. tat was all i cld tink of.. "shocked! shocked! shocked!".. Da blow from these news was equivalent to telling me i had cancer! It was a revelation abt da real side of those ppl, instead of their happy normal life... Its like when u see them, they are normal ppl, always smiling, friendly to you but lo and behold, a book cant be judge by its cover.. Aft 15mins being in dat state of shock, pity and sadness filled my heart for the victims affected by these ppl.. But i told nickay, dat no 1 is perfect, even pst kong has his mistakes, he always shares with us dat he is a very demanding leader and scolds his pastors alot.. So even pst is not perfect, wat more us?? Its hard to forgive, and harder to forget, but we must still do it.. For God loved each and every1 of us, so must we..

I tot of revealing this to one of da victims, whom i regard now as one of my "ex friend", but i cant, cos this stuff were not meant to be revealed.. I cant betray da trust that was given to me..
Yet, i cldnt bare to see my "ex friend" living in deception.. It hurts me to noe stuff like dat.. I realised dat da worst kind of news is not those dat affects u physically, for e.g "u fractured a bone or u sprained ur back", but rather, it is da news da affects u emotionally.. For physical healing, u can predict da time for it to heal, but for emotional healing, nthing is predictable.. I pray that God open my "ex friend's" eyes to see that what my "ex friend" is waiting for, is not worthwhile at all..

Well one good thing abt da talk is dat at least i clear sum myths abt "da christmas story"... :)

Actually i had a lot of talks with friends.. I had one with zee on fri also.. It was abit of a sad story also.. I shall not reveal da details.. But at least aft i talked to her, she saw da light at de end of da tunnel.. I hear abt her problem, i realised dat, friends play an impt part in ur life, they will make or break u.. I thank God for my friends.. Cos they offer me advises.. A good friend is one who says out whats wrong with you, in ur face cos they have da best intention for u.. and all i want to say to zee is "i'm here to support u.. dats what friends do.. u can do it.."

Da truth abt friendship can be summed up in this phrase, "i'll be ur friend, if u be my friend" cos friendship is two way, not a one way.. Be sure u have a friend today!!

Aft all these talks i had, i can tell u one thing, having a deep conversation, not politics talk, but with emotional talks, is nice.. I had a great time on sat.. Lets do it again nxt sat.. SIMPANG!!

BTW, a special shout out to my darling, u can do it for ur o's!!!