School life is good again...

I finally made my way back to class for da first time today after my attachment ended..

The feeling was rather okay.. I wld still tink back abt my attachment days, what wld i be doing at the current time, how are my colleagues.. When u're at attachment, u truly will learn to appreciate skool life.. Despite all da exams and projects, it is still better than waking up early every morning, squeezing wif da morning crowd in da trains, and going work on saturdays..

I'll try to do all my tutorials these semester.. Hopefully it will come to pass.. LOL..

Abt the "situation", well all i can say is it wun be over any sooner.. Apparently we have to talk to da "boss" who currently is and always seem to be too busy for small things like us.. I could wait until nxt yr christmas before i cld talk to him.. okay i was exaggerating, but it just feels that way..

I know alot of people wun understand why i am going through all these, and i too was like one of those people, i din understand why at first.. But when u're at it, u realise that people are not perfect.. Including me, and the people you are under.. If u could look through the eyes of mine, see the things i see, listen to the words i hear, you wld understand why.. I dun 1 2 openly criticise or say really bad stuff here, but all i can say is i dun totally agree on what i'm being told.. If u go look at da whole church, every zone got diff standards.. But all got their flaws and strengths.. But if u see only 1 side of the story, the story will forever be lobsided..

Apparently i've been called a "block" for refusing to budge abt the "situation".. All i can say is thats quite narrow minded already.. U nvr think that whatever you said to me, is all that i've expected from you and all that i've tot through.. U say all these stuff to me, but if u dun even noe us well for a start, i dun think i deserve the term "block".. Hey, but looking from another angle, if i'm not a "block" in the "situation", i wld swuay here and there, not having a mind of my own, not being sure of anything.. And if thats the case, i shldnt even think of getting into the "situation".. I wld be too immature for it..

Plus, i've been told of a story that was apparently "changed" from the original one.. No details wld be revealed, but all i can say is, its quite shitty.. THATS ALL!

Okay, i've got to start training for napha.. And i've got to train real hard for it! Sve me 2 months! God please empower me! Please!