After all i've done.. U're stil da one that i could never leave..

Ignore the previous post.. GUess i was too tired from staying up late to do my SIP report.. I stayed all the way till 5 plus to do it and still din do finish! I woke up 12pm da nxt day and finished it at ard 3 plus.. I managed to rush to skool in time to submit.. Print my cover page and self appraisal form.. den i forgot to bring my thumbdrive containing my report! Luckily my bro was at home.. or else DIE! GG!! MAMPOS! MA TI! R.I.P! KNN!! LOL.. Hope i get my pass wif commendation!!

Well da reason why i ask to ignore da previous post is cos, after singing au lang syne, got to forgive ppl already rite? Whats a new year for anyway? To bring forward grudges?
So forget it.. Its all in da past..

Every1 is doing new year resolution.. Thats 1 thing i hate alot.. Cos whenever i do it, i dun refer to it.. I mean i can remind myself to refer to it, but i guess i'm sum1 who dun really plan well.. So i guess i'm planning to fail! dats shitty.. But i just have this feeling that i like to take life as it comes.. Life brings in so much uncertainty that it just discourages me from planning.. But maybe all these are just excuses..

I guess i need to train my willpower! With it, i can do anything man.. You know how a weaker person can beat up a stronger person? Willpower.. U noe how i can pass my napha? Willpower.. U noe how i can do well in skool? Willpower.. I guess i need it alot.. I can say i want to do alot of things for this whole year, but without willpower, i wun be able to complete most of it..

Me n jx had an interesting conversation about God and church.. Actually God isnt perfect you know? He made mistakes.. Did u noe that? If God was perfect, why did satan fall? Why did His creation, Adam, sin as well? God never dwells on his mistakes.. But i can tell u sumthing.. I dun have all the answers to all the questions about christainity.. Some may even question why are we in this world? Why cant God just defeat satan since satan was under him and allow of us to leave in heaven? I guess becos before adam was birth, all da angels were lazy and slacking ard.. And now he created mankind so that he can make da angels work to help us.. LOL.. Interesting but anyhow makeup 1.. But God made it clear that we are born to do his purpose, preach the gospel to all da world.. save da world.. You can put it another way as, we are cleaning up God's mistake.. But for all you know, maybe God and satan have some kind of agreement, that if God can use imperfect ppl like us, to forsake our human flesh and save the world, then Satan will vanish.. Den satan starts playing dirty by purposely corrupting ppl, possessing ppl.. And God has no choice but to send His only Son down to earth to stop satan from cheating.. Cool huh..

Guess i better start talking to my father.. i've been a lousy son.. I believe He will be guiding me this year.. preventing me from falling, giving me a helping hand.. Without YOU, i wun be here.. You created me, and u gave me promises that i can use.. What more could i ask..