Thursday, January 25, 2007

Felt useless.. Maybe am useless at da moment..

Internet down for a few days.. Really cldnt do much.. Needed to go online to study and do projects, but cldnt.. It was difficult! Everything is online nowadays.. I wonder how do ppl survive w/o internet or 56k modem.. Sure die jia lat jia lat..

Plus now i'm sick.. I feel like shit.. Whole day my nose leaking like a rusty old tap.. Really leak.. It really flows down like water... "POUR DOWN LIKE WATER..FLOW THRU MY SOUL..." And it was da whole day.. I cldnt even take my tests properly la.. Da leaking was so distracting.. Both test, hiaz.. Just hope can pass can liao..

Projects are so sian.. I cant really work in my grp thus da slackness.. I know its just me.. Mostly me.. But i really cant communicate wif me grp.. REALLY REALLY CANT.. And any1 can tell u in grp projects, u need communication.. Plus good workers.. Obviously i'm not a good worker.. I know tat myself.. Its hard to change a lazy habit.. Really is.. But still got to try.. "TRY"

I can see every1 is complaining abt me not doing anything in da grp project.. But i guess i'm in a pit now.. I'm like lazy to do anything.. No motivation to do anything.. I need to pick myself up again.. Discipline myself..

Lord.. Help!!

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