Why Cant I??

The reason that i din update my blog was becos i was lazy, but mostly becos my bro went thru a leg operation to repair his knee ligaments, so now he is at home everyday and since the internet is only available on his com, i cant go online at all.. Except for da rare times he go for physio or bathing..

So many things i cld blog about..

I'll start wif my results.. WOOHOO!!! PASSED ALL!! I cldnt believe it.. I tot i sure fail one of dem.. The subject was difficult, the paper was difficult too.. Plus i din study alot.. Only a day before da exam.. So, subject diff + paper diff + study little = 80% chance of failing.. But i really got to thank the Lord.. You see, i decided that on this sem i wun go any lects cos i felt it was a waste of time, cos even if i went for it, i wldnt be listening.. So i decided that i din 1 2 go thru a process just to bluff myself that i'm actually learning something during da lect when i din..
The end result is that i hardly know much about all my subjects this sem but thankfully, the subjects were quite easy to understand except for that 1 subject.. I call it my achilles heel..

I knew i was in deep trouble tat morning of da exam date, cos i really din understand much abt da subject even thou i tried my best to study it.. So i flipped thru my worship songs, finding a suitable song for my situation.. So i found da perfect song.. All I need is You.. I sang it.. really hoping that i can pass this exam.. So i went for it, gave my best, it wasnt an easy paper for me, and da worst thing about exams is when friends come out of da exam hall and talk about the answers.. like " eh whats your answer for qn 4?" That kinda thing.. Prob it was just me, cos i din noe much abt da subject, but i felt quite irritated that why do they need to do this?? They take comfort in knowing that they are "correct" since their answers are similar to their friends.. I was just thinking, what if all of you are wrong? But humans are humans.. We just need that comfort sumtimes..

So, results came, i registered for the skool's sms service thingy.. When i receive da sms.. I was freaking anxious.. all my results became a smiley.. But after giving much thought to it and checking online for my results.. I realise its a D.. Cos da " : " and " D " were together, so it came out as a smiley.. Scared the shit out of me.. One retareded tot that went thru my head was that a smiley means i pass.. So they just smile at me.. And another thing was that my SIP grade was a P which is Pass.. So it came out a smiley wif da tongue sticking out.. At that time i knew sumthing was wrong.. LOL.. (ok.. i was abit slow.. just abit).. But i'm just glad i dun have to take supp papers.. whew!

Da nxt thing on my mind is emerge.. I am taking part in Street soccer and xbox winning eleven..
I am quite confident in winning both competitions.. Call it cocky, over-confident or whatever, but i just have it.. Its a heartfelt confidence that i am feeling.. I really believe i can win it.. I din say it wld be easy, but i just believe.. Wif Hp, mat lim, hj in da same team as me, we have a very good chance..

Reason #1
We train together in street soccer for a very long time years ago

Reason #2
We do know how to play good soccer

Reason #3
Most team dun have such deep understanding compared to us.. I mean we play together since like sec 1??

Reason #4
Some teams are anyhow form one, either is their cluster just form for them or not every1 in their team know how to play..

I believe these are extremely good reasons why we can win it.. Da only thing that can prevent us from winning is prob a lack of a good gk.. Cos we seriously dun have 1.. But i tink da solution is that we all are gonna rotate.. So it shld solve the prob..

As for winning eleven.. Not tat much confidence as compared to street soccer but still confident enuf..

Reason #1
I am good.. Either that or the ppl i've challenged so far really sucks which i doubt so.. You see, i challenged alot of ppl and so far i dun see any1 who can truly defeat me in winning eleven.. (really not being cocky here.. its a fact)

Reason #2
I am playing winning eleven on my computer almost everyday..

Reason #3
After seeing last years final on da big screen, i really feel i have da chance of winning cos they werent exactly very good if u ask me.. They were "beatable"

There are also a few reason why i might be knocked out..

Reason #1
Its on xbox console, not PC

Reason #2
Its wif a partner.. 1 on 1 and 2 on 2 is vvery different.. U not only must play well, but da key thing here is coordination wif ur partner.. Which i am looking to train wif Hj on thurs when i borrow xbox from my cg member..

Reason #3
Penalties.. This is really a "heng", "swuay" thing.. If i get knocked out by it, i'll be very disappointed.. Cos i feel i really very "swuay" in this kind of thing..

I want to win these 2 prizes these year.. YEA!!

Right now, i'm currently slacking at home.. Not planning to find work, and resting the whole time.. What a life.. HAHA!! NS is coming, must relac relac only.. I've been playing computer games, watching Heroes, Joey season 2, my name is earl season 2, prison break season 2.. These are really good drama series.. u got to watch it.. Heroes is like a thriller cum action show.. Joey is a comedy cum romance show.. My name is earl is like a moral teaching cum comedy show.. Prison break is about the same as heroes.. they're the kind of movie that makes you keep watching.. Its so exciting.. Wif so much things to do at home, i din see a need to go out and look for a job.. Relac only.. HAHA!