Okay.. Major shocking new in the spiritual realm today.. Live reports from Jerry, Guitarist in E342..
N155 multiplied in to a youth and adult cg following arrival of some "oldies".. Chelsia, shirley and karen.. SO, basically the arrangement like what Amos said, is kinda funny cos he is older than cecelia and jean but he is in youth cg already.. Prob cos he serves in Children Church so it disqualifies him as an "adult".. That was bullshit, i dunno why he in youth either.. haha..
Another ground breaking, earth shattering, heart stopping, mind boggling, cock bursting (EH!!) news.. My cg may combine wif Ban Chuan Cg.. I used the word "may" cos it might not happen after all.. I din think i needed to explain that cos its so obvious.. DUH!! but i'm awake at 3.10am and i cant sleep.. so just waste sum time typing nonsense as u can see it is being reflected in what i type at this present moment.. It could have been more or less confirm considering Ian told me personally himself, face to face that we are gonna combine, anyway cos our cg need sisters..
Yes, my Cg isnt a balance one, where yin and yang fail to co exist and da result is a rather unbalance cg if u asked me.. But unfortunately, when Ian ask if my cg could come to tiong bahru for cg, their replies were no, not that i really believed that their replies are genuinely good reasons but it seemed only believeable that they are just lazy to make that effort to come to tiong bahru.. Of cos im just assuming, but to hell wif it, i din really liked my cg anyway.. of cos its not their faults, only that my petty and unaccomodateable ways are just repelling them from me..
But not combining may actually be a good thing.. Btw, the point i am pointing out is that me and my darling in the same cg may not actually be a good thing.. My routine stuff may have been further complicated by her entry..i Come for svc 10 mins just before it starts to avoid the awkwardness of "talking" or not talking to my cg members.. but now, how can? she come early to queue den i still come 10mins before svc? tats weird la.. But, Whoever likes just sitting in da chair and wait 1 hour for something to happen? Not me.. Forgive me if i stop trying to actually make an effort to tok.. But cliche talk or should i say "what do u tink of the weather today?" talk kinda gets on my nerve pretty easily..
Second thing i learn is to never talk to leaders casually.. They will bite u faster than a lion poaching its prey.. I was just talking to me leader, and i really fail to communicate wif her cos the bible verses or teachings came out at any small hints of complain from me.. *phew*.. I am never gonna try tat again.. At least for da moment..
I really hate to come back to the topic on Cg cos i said this soo many times.. I said it before that i wanted to change cg, and hj really detested da idea tat i come join his cg.. Dude, thats just unfriendly man, for whatever reasons u have.. but nvm for now, hopefully darling and i are in da same.. wld be kinda weird but at least i can talk to sum1 now.. (i think).. I mean after all she has her own life, she need to talk to da other members and adele of cos.. so how can i take her all by myself?? Tats why i'm still gonna go simpang aft svc even thou she may still eat wif my cg.. Not tat i want to go simpang just to avoid my cg, but its actually fun eating wif real friends, thats where i can finally open my mouth cos my language could only be understood-ed by them..
It was a great experience just slacking downstairs my coffeeshop this afternoon wif hj and jx.. we just talked and talked.. Friends for life.. when is our nxt big gathering? Must be before some of us go in NS! haha..
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