The contrast of my previous post and the actual situation in my life now is so big.. way big..
i know i said i'd give in but after what had happened.. i just couldnt do it anymore.. to say i reason myself out of this is a lie.. i am hurt, for all the things you've done, for all the things that i've tried so hard to accomodate and yet, this is what i get.. you've expect so much, complain so much about me each time, and i've tried, i proudly say i did, but you only cared about what you need and not me.. I am hurt..
Its not just that our beliefs were different.. But our point of view about foundations of relationship were different and i guess it led to the downfall of it..
I dont wanna say too much.. i am trying to pick up my life, lift up my spirits and carry on.. I hope you try the same and not be stuck in this situation for long.. i know its tough cos i am going through the same thing.. but we just gotta try.. lean on God for strength okay?? cos it hurts to see you sad, it hurts even more that i know i shouldnt be the one there for you right now.. its just not the right time.. maybe the future is where we belong, but i know we've gotta move on now..
I love you...
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