Hopes and dreams.. Definitely not NS

Weekend burn!! Have to book in sat evening.. Could have book in later.. Thanks to our cocked up QM who indented dinner for f**k.. So we have to book in sat evening to eat indented food.. what a way to spend the weekends..

So book in for what?? Going live firing of GPMG.. Whats that? Its a machine gun that you zhua around to kill army personnel like me during war.. so dont mess with me cos im highly trained! This is like my second live firing this week.. First was my combat shoot on tuesday.. Whats that?? Its a detail of soldiers firing targets individually and as a team as well.. In short, team firing but without movement.. We just stay in fox hole and fire.. It was damm bloody wasted that my detail did not get marksman.. Short of 9 shots from marksman.. Really damm sian.. After one full day of firing, and to be short of 9 shots, haiz.. du lan la..

Live firing is cool.. Firing real rounds, once in a life experience.. but also sian.. Cos alot of sai kang to do.. After firing den must clean arms.. One of the bad experiences in life.. And i guess they made us come back on sun to do live firing is cos our schedule is too packed.. I still have one more live firing to go, fire the methadol.. dunno how to spell it la.. its like the bazooka.. fire at tank one.. you get the idea.. Sucks to have a schedule as pack as this..

I guess thats all i can complain about man.. All about NS.. Cos my life is NS now.. I cant complain stuff like ERP rise ah, KNN.. Or chicken rice now $3, WTH!! And i really din noe chicken rice increase price till quite late.. Really lost touch with the world.. Cant wait for ORD already..

That aside, my bday is coming.. Wishlist? A white shoe, a denim jeans, a new cap.. thats what i would prob want right now.. 21 liao le.. not a kid very long time ago and no longer a youth.. gotta start planning my future and make those "adult" decisions.. but what i dont wanna lose?? the joy in my life.. a session of soccer with friends, challenging ppl winning eleven and winning it on my psp, hugging my soft toy tiger when i sleep, the simple pleasure of my life, i dun wanna lose.. Although i already lose part of my joy a few months back, and ive just been finding things to fill up that space left, but still not there yet.. So still hoping for something to happen..