Fuckla..

Most humiliating defeat ever.. 8-1.. So many factors that attributed..

Men v.s Sergeants.. The whole battery against some of the sgts.. We will not be pulled down by ranks!! Rebellion!!

Our battery won the inter-battery Table Tennis competition.. I'm not in the team, but it feels like as if i won it!! Never knew watching unprofessional table tennis can be so exciting also..

Have a really great "bed" buddy.. Sounds wrong but you get the idea.. Fuckla!

I feel i dont have to explain my actions anymore to people who dunno me.. Let them judge me for all i care.. I aint perfect..

Talked to some ppl in my battery and realised, i aint any different from them, all no life on the weekends..

I need God, I love God, I know He is real and i'm reaching for Him.. He comforts me..

Thinking wif my heart lead to my downfall, my brain isnt working hard enuf..

Stop wallowing in self pity, pick up yourself, and get on with it, not everything will go your way, it's just obstacles, it's not a dead end..

I wanna be happy again wif God in my life..