Sunday, October 5, 2008

Move along

I'm not blind to see what had happened.. I just dont want to be bothered by it, it's just not worth it..

I admit, i'm going through a rough patch in my life now.. And it really aint easy to get past it.. But i'm slowly picking myself up..

Growing up, my sis was like my best friend, and she still is, i can tell her my probs, and she can tell me hers..

Sometimes when i dunno what to do, i approach her.. Not becos she is older and mature, but she understands me.. And that's what i really need now..

When everyone has their own commitments to attend to, i guess only family is the one we could all turn to, after all, it's the blood ties that doesnt separate us..

And after talking to her, i know what situation i was in, a desperate one, and i also know where i wanna be now..

I made alot of mistakes, regretted it, and gonna learn from it.. The last thing i really need is the guilt or the realisation of how stupid i was.. And it sucks when i cant sleep cos i just keep replaying the stupid things i did..

But i'm not alone this time.. With God by my side, who shall be against me.. I just to keep walking, move along..



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