Loyalty..

It's weird that i have sleeping problems 2 days in a row.. Most of the time, i'm just nervous for the nxt day event.. Guess now, probably had to do with the double Mcspicy burger that i've been eating two days in a row as well.. The Mcspicy burger is back to the shitty dry chicken patty again.. Those cheap bastards.. Trying to fool us, well, i was a fool who was fooled by them to buy it.. Nvr gonna buy it again.. Trust me, it sucks.. And it is giving me stomach n sleep problems..

Just a thought in my head.. Humans are so easily influenced and change so easily.. For e.g, i've seen people who said they hate 2nd hand smoke, cannot stand when there is a smoker smoking nearby, yet become smokers themselves.. Or people who swear by their lives that friends are no.1 priority, even if got gf, friends MUST come first, yet cant be found when a girl/guy enters his/her life.. It's dumb isnt it, when you look from a neutral point of view.. Like you will think what the heck??!? It's like taking a gun and shoot yourself in the foot.. It's down right stupid!!

But den again, who can really condemned these people?? Who can say they arent ever guilty of changing ever so easily?? I change easily as well.. B4 army, i could control vulgarities coming out of my mouth, after going in, vulgarities come out every now and then, cos every one inside is saying it.. I change that easily too.. I am guilty..

The fact is, we are mostly influenced by the company we hang out with.. I feel the personality of a person is mostly inherited by their parents, and character build by parents as well when growing up.. But the habits we form, is by the friends we hang out with.. Habits that could even compromise your character or personality.. For e.g, an introverted person could be going clubs 3 times a week, just becos his friends are always going as well..

So i think that if you really want to know a person, it's thru his/her friends.. Cos i've seen people change according to how their friends behave.. One year you're with a gamer group of friends, you do gaming all the way, next year, you join a sports group of friends, you play sports all the way, and so on.. And it doesnt just stop there.. The way you speak, the lingo you have, the dress sense, the music you listen to, etc, are all following the group..

It's really true that you must choose your friends wisely, either that, have the willpower to stay on the right track.. And i guess, that's why friends come n go so easily.. When a person meets up wif new friends who are different from the ones he/she has, the moment he/she allows themselves to be influenced and decides to switch, bye bye.. Heck, even bf/gf are like that.. And i've personally experienced this, the moment they enter a new stage of life, and if they changed, bye bye.. So i ask, whats wrong with a bit of consistency in life??

That is why the world complains about a lack of faithful partners and what happened to the word loyalty?? Maybe that word is soon to be scraped from the dictionary.. Remember watching all those chinese gangster movies last time, "Zuo Ren Yao Jiang Yi Qi".. HA!! Personally, i'm not saying that you shldnt adapt to diff groups of friends but i guess you have to decide where your loyalty lies.. It's okay if you're more outspoken in one group, and quiet in the other.. But to me, this group of friends that i have, are the ones i owe my life to, w/o them, i would not be where i am today.. Just as blood is thicker than water, people whom i have a past with, will always be "thicker" than the friends i just made..

A thought off my mind, hope i can get my rest now..