Pick on me please..

I'm not really sure why i dun do well with my bosses/supervisors or any1 who has authority over me.. I got a feeling, it's just my face.. I think i really have the please pick on me face.. Other people could do the same thing or worst than me, but in the end, i would be the one who kanna say.. I really dun understand..

Army was such.. Now my two jobs, also kanna.. My night job, main task is to pick up litter.. Now kanna say abit cos my other two workers sticking the poster did not do a good job.. Say i am suppose to correct their angle if it is wrong.. They screwed up the calculation part, den stick wrongly, can also make like i have some involvement in it.. By the time we realised it was screwed up, also too late liao.. Den the previous ones they do, minor angle problems also, becomes my prob.. My aunt say must look experienced if not kanna say.. Any1 in my position cant do anything also unless he is a pro, which i am not.. So, wth.. I stick to my main task also kanna.. Bwg..

My day job, kanna one assignment that really take a damn long time to do.. It is simple, just checking of data, but it's kan pua alot of data.. Like millions of entry that kind.. So me n lucas sort the worker's surnames by alphabetical order, den we just pick which alphabets we wan.. We picked all the alphabets with the least ppl, but yet, it still took damn long to do.. The worst case would be one guy having 200-300 entries, most ppl average about a 100.. Looking at entries everyday is no joke, so boring nvm, we come from nite job, kan pua shag.. Cannot stand..

We din really take our time, just that we take damn long to do cos we cant keep awake at times.. Lucas would sleep at the desk, at least for me, i go to toilet to sleep, not so obvious.. Even den, Lucas also nvr kanna say.. Today he din come work cos he too shag, take mc, and just nice my supervisor came to check on our work.. Just check what we've checked kind.. At first i tot she was okay.. She is our age one, can joke n such, disturb abit.. In de end, she saw me use msn rather "excessively", which i still dun really agree, den go complain to Hj say i use too much.. She thinks i use too much nvm, at least tell me to my face, i tot she was cool, but guess not, still go round one circle just to shoot back.. I hate it.. Now say want to switch our seats.. really not cool at all..

In de end Hj still email me to tell me not to use so much.. Wth.. Not like i din even do my work, i did alot today sumore, but she cant see that, what she see only is me using the bloody msn.. Use msn awhile kanna caught, Lucas sleep at the desk so long, also nvr kanna... I really just got the "pick on me" face..

Really give up liao.. Think nxt time i must open my own company.. Under people sure die one..