Sunday, January 3, 2010

2010..

Thanks for all your concern guys.. A special mention to Matt Lim who walked the entire auditorium just to find me and wished me all the best.. haha.. Thanks dude, i appreciated it.

After today's or technically yst's sermon, i felt empowered really. Only like what, 8% or 10% of the people in the world are able look towards the future instead of their current situation of pains, sufferings and even their past. I wanna be that guy who looks to the future. Nothing holding me back. Not the past hurts i've had nor the current sufferings i'm having. I just gotta trust, have faith, cos definitely God planned a future brighter than what i have or had right now.

I dun wanna dwell on my past breakup that hurt me. I dun wanna dwell on my current sickness i have. It's the road ahead that i must focus. My studies. This sermon came in time becos i was just telling myself, Monday's the start of everything, Work again plus school, and now i'm sick, this is not the way i planned it to be. I wished i could delay the start of my school. I din wanna enter school with my health like this. But i realised, it doesnt matter, cos i know i will be healed, and this is just a small obstacle. Focus on my future. I can do it!

And i'm up so late cos i just had another monopoly session at Amos's place. Thou i was the first to bankrupt, but okay what, was still fun seeing the rest play. I wasnt crying over spilt milk or throwing a tantrum for losing out first, thou it was my nature to win a game, but okay what, it just felt right.. The company of friends, the laughter we shared, it was enuf. Great time guys. Now waiting for my hair to dry, haha, yes, i have longer hair now.. LOL..

Lastly, first 3 goals i've set for the year. Written on the offering envelope.
1. Lose weight - aiming for 10kg?? Try lah ah.. Healthy lifestyle now.
2. Get at least Bs for my results.. Okay what..
3. Pray everyday.. Toughest among all, but aim high i guess.. At least now try once a week?? haha..

Kk.. Hair dry-ed.. Goodbye world..

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