Honouring..

First paper down...

I'm very satisfied with myself for this test. Financial Accounting. Honestly, this is the paper that i should Ace easily becos that's my forte. Financial Accounting is kinda like Principles of Accounts (POA) but more in depth. And if you din know till now, let me tell you, i was the King of POA.. I topped my level in POA for Prelims and O levels, receiving an award for it, but i don't remember where i put it... Interesting uh.. So much for treasuring my achievements.

And i really expect to Ace it this time round, if not, i would be pretty disappointed. You see from Sec school to Poly, somehow the desire to study wasnt there. I remember during Sec 4, i loved POA, when it came to POA, my eyes will start twinkling, as if you could see the galaxy's stars inside.

But when i went on to poly, my accounting sucked. I never once get an A for any accounting subject. Not to mention non-accounting subjects like econs or organisational behaviour. Even thou i was good at it, but somehow, i just tot i could breeze through it. And to tell you the truth, i was kinda sad when i got a B for financial accounting in poly.. It was like somehow i know, poly is gonna ruin my life, but i din give a shit at that time.

And really that's my regret that i wanna correct now. So to do well for this test, would be significant to me.

That's the story of my life really. I'm not really the man with the plan. I'm not the guy who always makes the correct decisions even thou they are difficult. I'm just like a boy who still needs to go through a mistake to learn from it. I'm not the guy who is able to listen to advise and avoid unnecessary mistakes.

I remember back when i was in Sec 2, streaming year. I failed. Out of 9 subjects, i passed 3 only. And my overall marks upon 100 was prob like 48 or around there.. Yea, it's quite amazing that my 3 subjects was able to pull my other 6 that failed to around an average of 48/100. I should have gone to normal academic. I guess somehow God had a different plan for me, cos the school gave me a supplementary paper and project to do, if i passed it, i would proceed to express. I'm not even sure if schools have that now, but i did go through it.

The worst part was, they gave me 2 subjects that i really sucked in. I had to do a geography project, and a chinese test. Everyone know my chinese sucks, hello?? like CLB here!! And geography was never in my dictionary. But somehow, they were relatively easy and i passed so i went on to express and never looked back.From then on, i was serious about studies, not dead serious, i still had my mischief, but at least i began to pass my tests.

And at the peak of my studies, was in sec 4, mid year exams. I still remember clearly, 3rd in class.. hahaha.. That was the only time i ever got into top10 of my class. From Primary school all the way till then, never, did i hit top 10. But there i was, 3rd in class. I still can remember, Stephen de Souza and Ng Hui Ni, were 1st n 2nd, i cant remember in what order. Of cos i did relatively well for O levels that year, went on to poly and screwed my life.

So now, looking back, my poly life would be the equivalent of my Sec 2 life.. And my sec 4 life would be the equivalent of my uni life. I'm determined to do well, thou it's really hard to maintain, really..

And i really thank God for it. Without Him, i don't think i can do it. Without His lifeline's i'll probably still be in NS now.. So really,all i ever achieved, i honour God..