Asia Conference

I've got 5 hours to sleep before going for opening of Asia Conference.. But here i am blogging.. Always at inappropriate hours..

Asia Conference.. What to expect really.. It's a time where people's life are changed. People sacrificed to make it for this conference.. Be it foreign delegates who buy air tickets to fly down or members who fast and pray just for this occasion.. Me? I've done none of those.. So i dunno what to expect.. Life changing maybe? Empowering? Or just another conference?

It's a really huge conference considering the speakers that are involved.. Even special speakers that spoke to our whole congregation before like Casey Treat are only talking in elective classes.. Nt even including mega people like Dr Cho, who is legendary plus he doesn't do services anymore, is speaking..

I guess we are seriously fortunate that such an event is in Singapore, and even more fortunate that our church gets to host it.. People pay thousands for an air ticket to be here.. I pay like less than $2 just to sit MRT to expo.. The difference really.. beyond comparison..

So really, what to expect?? What do i want?? I guess i haven found the answer yet, that's why life has been rather stagnant.. Think more towards spiritual life..

No one is able to understand fully what you are going through, and please dun expect them to, cos each of us is a unique individual.. It can even be that 2 people going through the same situation, same time, same treatment, but different reactions, so never expect people to understand it.

Doesn't mean that if one person does the right thing, means he is able to excel better.. Maybe the other person needs some encouragement, and he cld even do better than the other.. Not the same really.. We just gotta understand people sometimes..

Back to the point, i seriously will consider to do something about church life.. If the cg which is now multiplied is not working, then i really dun see a point staying on, maybe it's a time for a change.. I really want church life to be back like last time.. Able to eat with CG, friends are CG members..

Well, maybe i will find an answer through this conference?? Only God knows..