Because of her..

Finally went town.. It's been like what.. almost half a year?? Could be more.. I think i should set an aim, go town at least once a month and buy something.. Be it clothes or accessory.. Retail therapy is useful sometimes.. 12 months in a year, one year, buy 12 things, okay what, very little in fact..

It's no secret that i'm not a fan of how women pick their partners.. And maybe, speaking from a 3rd person point of view, maybe, it's becos i dun see it happening among women i know.

I mean, the women i know of, how they get together with their current partners, the whole story behind the relationship, i think it's kinda like a joke.. Not the funny kind, but a really sick and unpleasant joke..

It may not be becos of money as what polls and research have suggested.. But i was sharing with amos n matt, some stories of certain women we know, and how their relationships came about.. It was utterly gross and hard to stomach, nt even taking into account understanding the logic behind it..

I'd imagine myself one day telling my kids a great story of How i met your mother.. Imagine how those woman tell their story to their kids, "oh, we were both lonely and desperate, that's how" or "oh, he was actually my 100th bf, cos i just kept thinking just try only".. WEIIIIII... inside joke..

Of cos no one expects a story like, she was there in the crowd, but she caught my eye like a diamond in the sky, and straightaway i knew i have to marry her, and it took me 888 days to finally get her heart and it was happily ever after that.. But please, seriously, get together for a real reason.. I'm not saying dun stop dating people, cos dating helps u find out how the person is like..

I feel people misuse the word dating.. Dating means man and woman are trying it out.. Going out, knowing each other, still haven reach the decisive state.. But most people skip the dating part and just get together.. They claim they are like seasoned lovers, and just immediately felt like a couple.. What rubbish..

After writing so much, i realised, i lost faith in love already.. I could easily give counter-arguements to what i just wrote on top.. but i cant, i guess i lost faith in love..

Love is a decision, and no matter how sucky you think a person is, as long as you made the decision to love that person, everything changes..

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That's my response to this post.. I'm like having a debate with myself.. The kinda image where a devil and angel pops out on both ends of your shoulders, and listening to their arguements..

Just like Homer here..

Someone come rock my world, make me believe in love again.. Come fix me.. Say to me the Coldplay lyrics, " i will try to fix you".. Cos the damage was done already..

Amos and Matt, i think it totally makes sense why we so happened to have such disgust with women, cos they broke our hearts, those heartless bitches, LOL!

I was stuck between Coldplay's Fix You and Kelly Clarkson's Because of You.. And i decided, to dedicate this songs, on behalf 3 amigos, Amos, Matt and I, and all those out there who have been hurt by a woman, to the women that took our hearts and shattered it, the newer version of Because of You by Reba McEntire and Kelly Clarkson becos.....

It's not only men who hurt women in relationships as suggested in the video, but women do hurt men as well.. And u can tell when a woman is really hurt when she cries, but women cry easily.. So trust me, if roles were reverse, men cry easily, you would see a man cry during a break up as well..

Here it goes..