Blabbering

Are my expectations too high? Or has broken promises become the norm?
I've heard too much talk and seen too little action.. Nxt time, if you all dun mean it, dun say it.. It's like u bring up my hopes then leave me there dangling.. That feeling sucks..

I haven really said this for quite awhile already.. But i can assuredly say, i dun look back at my past relationship anymore.. I'm over it.. Except for the scars and trust issues that it left me with..

Cos i was thinking just the other day, again, about decisions.. Each moment in our life, we make a decision, and each one leads to the life we currently have now. Even small mundane things like, the food you eat, or whether you brush your teeth, affects who you are today. Of cos the effects are pretty obvious itself, eating too much, and you appear rounded and if you dun brush your teeth, your teeth would be decaying..

Each decision has an effect, whether big or small.. So i guess you can see if a person has good judgement based on the life he/she is living. And if u arent happy with your life, then you should start doing things differently, and stop doing the same things and expect different results..

And if someone were to ask me now if i regretted breaking up, i'd tell them that i had to and it made me stronger, but i had to go through it the hard way.. It was a necessary lesson in life..

I guess i'm contented with my life now.. Expect more, but if i am honest with myself, i think i'm okay with most things..

I should start doing things differently.. But laziness really can bring a man down anyday, anytime..