Keep holding on..

I think this is pretty accurate if you asked me..
Deadlines are all nearing... Projects are piling already.. GG.. I know i said i am finally glad i have a "dream team" now for my projects. Turns out, nothing is too good to be true. Even now in my dream team, there is still one that "tests the fire"..

To spare the details, we were all supposed to do up one set of answers, he din do it, instead he said he would consolidate, den he took ages to consolidate. After consolidating, still din offer to help out to do up our appendix, and still threw the work to me. I was still alrite wif it, till he was all apologetic and said he wish he could do more, so i asked him to do the appendix, den he diam diam.. SWEE..

Nvm, i very good at sucking thumb, i can do it.. Give him the next easiest job, print the reports, also cock up.. Last min panic to go highlight the areas of the report we took info from, he could only sit one side play his Itouch and PSP cos he "dunno" where we get our answers from..

On the brighter side, at least i have the other hardworking partner that i can work in tandem with, if not really, no difference from last sem, every major thing i bao..

Probably Pst Kong's message yst came at the right time as well.. Crisis..
What must we do in a crisis
1. Forgive
2. Don't ka lan ka bou (panic)
3. Admit God's sovereignty
4. Hold on to your core fundamentals
5. Be willing to make changes
6. Don't limit God

Forgive, a simple word to spell but a difficult action to do. If u asked me, i dun think i've even forgiven my group mates last sem for their atrocious behavior. And that is what i really need to do.. Plus honestly, i wasnt pleased wif God regarding my results last sem.. I know i have no right to demand the best results since i din put in my best effort, but i guess sometimes, in the face of disappointment, we just try to push the blame to other things as well..

I just felt that, wif God, this is what i get? I am gonna do it on my own from now den.. But that's the thing right, when we face a crisis, we gotta stand strong n not waver from side to side.. And that is what i really need to brush up on.. Learning to hold on to God..