Exes

Cant sleep!! ARGH!! Screwed my body clock pretty badly now that work is pretty scarce this month. That's another topic.. But i haven been sleeping early, cos there isnt a need to.. It started with an innocent football match that I stayed up to watch, then it became a little more frequent and now it's a habit.. Damn! Why do these kinda habits form so easily..

Anw, back to the work story, i have no idea why, but I haven been called in to work much these month.. Normally, a normal human being would be absolutely ecstatic that they dont have to work in the month on December, but I'm not normal, I'm SPECIAL! Actually I just need the cash, but I'm still SPECIAL! It's a little weird for me cos for the past 4 months that I've worked there, I'm almost needed everyday, if not, it would be like 3/5 working days at least.. Then suddenly this whole month, I think I've worked only 2 days! And it's already half a month gone already!

The frustrating part is that now I'm in my holidays, and this might sound stupid, but I wanna work! Of cos not everyday, but 2-3days a week suits me just fine.. It's so ironic cos when I'm so free, I'm not needed, but when i have 45 school projects on the back of my head, I'm in demand.. What the hell..

The good news is, my mum is rewarding me for my exam results.. Or so she says, money go into my account then be happy lah ah.. haha.. It was pretty random, not really sure how it came about.. But basically, I'm an independent child, mostly except financially, and she never asks about my results cos I believe she knows that I know what I'm doing.. And I know what i'm doing.. So it is a surprise that she suddenly wants to see my results.. Well, no harm done since my results spelled - AWESOME.. niceeeee..

On a side note.. The nostalgia of being in a r/s came back yst as i viewed my ex-gf fb profile.. I dun view it often, but i think it was 3 or 4 am in the morning, with me unable to sleep, i saw her online on fb chat, so i clicked her name to go to her profile.. I think she still looks great.. Then the "hweeling" or memories of being in a r/s starts flooding in.. Oh well.. I can only look forward now and hope for the best..

Plus i take comfort that I'm studying right now, and being in a r/s definitely screws things up.. Not for everybody of cos, but i know i'm a sensitive guy, any "bumps" on route to examination will destroy my results.. And it's true cos me and my sis, we're sort of more similar in genes as we take on our mum's side, whereas my bro resembles more of my dad.. And those who dunno yet, my sis is really study smart and smart.. Her O levels were like single digit, got in Temasek JC, went into NUS.. But the moment she got attached in NUS, her results suffered, she became a 2nd honors student.. She told me herself, it was becos she got attached, but now sadly, she broke up with the guy already... So this kinda thing, i feel it runs my family, being sensitive..

And since we're on the subject of family genes, I used to think that guys are the ones who find it more difficult to let past r/s go, even though they may be the one who initiates the breakup, cos I felt that way, and someone told me so.. But i guess it's all about personality.. Cos my sis is the one who is finding it hard to overcome a breakup whereas her ex-bf already is in a new r/s.. Well, what can i say, exes sucks! I dun care, I'll say it again, exes suck!

What better way to end this posts with a song about exes..
The original version by Wham! - Last Christmas


and a more recent cover by Travis, which i prefer..


Enjoy!