Help my disbelief God

I find myself in an unfamiliar situation.. My close friends will know what I'm talking about.. Sometimes I feel God is playing a prank on me. You know, the situation where you keep asking someone for something, but you dun receive it immediately. In fact you wait damn long before that someone gives it to you. And just cos it will look comical from a 3rd person's perspective, that someone give you an extravagant amount like xi zup gor of the same thing that you've been asking for.. Yea, so that's how I feel at the moment.. But just for the record, I'm not complaining about what God has done, I'm thankful for all he's given, I'm just telling my story in another perspective.

But like what I tell my close friends, I will just enjoy the moment. Cos I know, no way will this last. Heck, I'm estimating by the end of next month probably this "dream" will end.. So JUST..

Anw, Exams are around the corner.. This friday! OMG! Im totally not prepared.. HG! I really cannot focus for more than 5 hours! CUI! Plus this semester the 3 subjects are all theory based.. Sian.. I din join an accounting degree to study theory.. I need numbers!!! Damn! This time really, God help me! I wanna believe everything is possible, help my disbelief God!