Shall not blog about it till maybe my sis upload the food pics! Cos pictures speak a thousand words..
Well, let me just say, life goes in a cycle..
Yes, there are moments when you feel heaven on earth, and the next, it's hell on earth.. It doesn't matter who you're with, or what you do, you will still go through this cycle.. So enjoy the happy moments while they last, tough out the bad moments when it comes and you'll do just fine..
Some may feel the bad moments are longer than the happy ones, what can I say? Some just have a more blessed life than others.. If yours isn't, then just suck it up, no point grumbling about it..
I feel bad not going service this week, and I forsee next week as well.. Service at Jurong West is really a challenge.. More so when you're going down all alone and coming back all alone as well.. So if this was a test, I failed it, badly.. Sorry if I'm not as committed as I make myself to be, I dun feel strong or connected at all..
Which leads me to my next point.. CG.. Yep, I'm gonna say it.. I thought of changing CG.. I know, it's what I feared the most.. I'm becoming one of those idiots who have to eat my words.. I remember saying this was the best decision of my life, but I cant say the same for now.. But at least I can say I haven regretted joining this CG..
Cos when I reflect back, I have myself to blame.. I decided to stick with soccer on Sunday instead of joining CG for Sunday service.. I cannot blame anyone except myself for that decision.. I cannot then direct any blame to anyone for feeling left out in the CG, like an outsider.. When I stopped moving, the CG kept moving, as simple as that.. So I gotta live with my decision, stop complaining..
But anyway, Sunday league is ending in a month's time.. And I just joined another Saturday league.. So I'll be back with my CG soon.. Back to the "new friend" feeling when I returned, I'm positive of it.. No complaints..
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