The Hand of God..

Caught Transformers yesterday with peng,nick and van.. Fantastically awesome! It had everything, humor, action and even romance.. Every part of it was good.. The main actor, the school boy, his face damm suit his role.. I wld watch the movie twice.. Which i prob am, cos gonna watch wif darling on thurs..

An update of the robbery thing..

Police from tampines and bedok branch have been calling me.. asking me to give them detailed description of the malays.. But like how?? They look the same la.. I even have some doubts if i can recognise the malay if i see them again.. One of them called and asked if they were the ones who always hang out downstairs my house, i dun even know cos i normally come home rather late.. Why me??? Hiaz..

I dun even feel safe when i walk home now.. Not safe at all.. after the movie, nick walked me back cos partly he wanteed to hear my story, den we sat at the void deck downstairs my place, talked awhile, and got this group of malays sitting right across us at the red pathway, i was telling nick, "eh, i cant ensure ur safety here, it cld be them, if they chiong over den its only u and me le, u better dun run w/o me..." Just seeing a grp of malay that sit a distance from us already made me nervous, hows that for a peaceful life..

And i know ppl ask me to come back home early and stuff, but i wld not have any life if i did come back early.. My friends only can come out at night.. Hp comes out of camp only in da evening, and just prata-ing wif him could end at 10 or 11plus.. Darling has school also till evening, after sending her home, i wld prob reach home ard same time.. So if i come home early at 8 or 9, i not life liao lo.. Just go work everyday den come home.. How can??

And Hp was just asking me on sat, what if the malays come when i wif darling.. I have to hold dem off while darling runs lo.. But if they are armed, den good game liao lo.. Every1 is also asking me why i never fight back or why i din do this and tat.. I could only say that when you are in the situation, den you will know why.. when u are up against so many ppl, could your mind really think that fast?? Would you really choose to fight back at losing odds?? or would you rather choose to run and win the battle?? I mean i think back and i also tot of diff ways to deal wif dem, i cld even trap them in da lift!! But at tat moment of time i only had one tot in mind, escape them.. Hence my actions, i din 1 2 fight a losing battle, at least i din suffer any injuries.. only a bruised thigh which doesnt even hurt anymore..

The other day, amanda leow was talking to me on msn saying that my place here alot of malay gangs, so better be careful, they will anyhow come find trouble.. And that if they want to find me, they will find a way one.. Her malay colleague told her tat when she worked at my hse shell station last time.. This plus a few weeks baack sum1 got stabbed at my hse basketball court area equals extra not safe for me..

Even police knows my here got alot of malays, they can identify so many grps that hangs around my void decks and the park.. They still can call me and ask if its the grp that hang out downstairs my hse.. My hse area is realy like a malay community.. And when i first reported police, they came up my place and after i describe to them their looks, they immediately go to the usual hangouts to find dem, and they even could find 2 suspects with my description easily at 11plus pm sumore.. imagine if i just said they were malays, they can easily go down and line up one whole platoon of malays already..

How now?? I fear for the worst and i really cant comfort myself in anyway.. Maybe ppl dunno how serious this thing is, maybe they think they wun come back n stuff, maybe they think i am gonna be perfectly okay.. But if u just stay my hse area for just one night, you will know how i feel.. Malays hanging out everywhere.. Even at 12am sumtimes u still can see some malays.. I just need God's protection.. Protect your son, father...

And guess what, i saw the uncle that left me to die twice yst! Once when i came back from work and another time when i going to catch the movie.. I gave him the stare, and he still could look back at me.. If i were him, i'd hang my head in shame and wun even look already.. What a barstard really.. I really want to say to him, if nxt time anything bad happen to u, you will know why it happened.. Nick ask me to tell him that if he got rob, i wun even help him if i were there.. But i not so barstard.. Just hope he enjoys his bad karma..