Its my party and i cry if want to..

I know now that a few of my cellgroup members are reading my blog! Or should i say, some "curious" cellgroup members.. haha

Anyway, if people choose to read my entries, then it would be great.. Cos some entries are really meant to be read by people.. Just like the entry about my ex cellgroup member who has a retarded friendster profile, or the entry about the leaders in my zone.. It may seem kinda evil to write about these kinds of stuff, but i kinda feel everyone has their own opinions and not everyone will agree with mine.. So heck la!

So my birthday is coming soon.. Next Tuesday.. FYI, i share the same birthday wif my brother.. Amazing how my mum could have plan our birth dates on the same day even though its at different years.. My cg celebrate my birthday, something which i feel quite guilty about.. Cos i dun really want my cg to celebrate cos i dun wanna give cg fund.. But i guess since they did celebrate, im gonna give after all..

This year, celebrating birthday with my cg is weird cos i dun even know 9/10 of my cellgroup members.. Prob the only person i really know that was there to celebrate was celine and abel.. Haha.. But i still felt blessed.. THey got me an adidas shirt.. The kind for soccer/sports, with the beckham logo on it.. But the sad thing is, its a tight fit for me, and no body wears tight fit when they play soccer.. So, prob gonna pass it on to my brother to put it to good use.. And may i add that the birthday card they gave me this year was just simply fantastic.. Each individual wrote on a guitar shape card.. Nice!

Truely saying, i never had much luck with cg gifts.. I dont remember any cg gifts that i am currently still using or used.. But i do remember the ones that i rejected or just couldnt use.. I could think of two at the back of my mind now.. One is when eric bought for me a school shoe during some exchange gift thing.. It wasnt really my fault.. I needed a school shoe, but i already bought a new one before he bought.. Den in de end i gave the shoe to jx cos he needed it.. Good friend right.. But i know Eric wasnt too happy about it, cos buy for me den give to ppl, might as well dun buy.. haha.. Whatever!

Nxt was my birthday last year or two years back.. Celine bought it.. Bought a Goldlion polo tee.. Bad enuf she chose an uncle brand.. Bad enuf i also look abit uncle.. Its even worse when she choose the pattern and colour is damm uncle.. Its really like what my grandpa would have worn.. I give my bro, he also dun want.. Totally wasted present.. Too bad my grandpa not around, if not i sure give him.. Now, its just hanging in my bro cupboard, waiting to vanish into thin air.. haha..

One thing is that Cg gifts are cheap.. They have a budget.. Kinda makes it "hard to use" if u ask me.. I feel vouchers are great gifts for cg gfits.. Some find it too informal, but i find it damm practical.. Imagine u eyeing this Topman shirt for very long.. But it cost $59.. Den ur cg got u a Topman shirt which u were not eyeing for $30.. you definitely would wished they had just given u a $30 topman voucher so that u can get the top you want.. Lets face it, now a good quality shirt cost at least $40-$50.. The most a cg budget could go is like what, $30? I tink you get a $30 budget, you are damm fortunate already..

Another thing is my size.. No one can figure out my size at their first attempt one.. A few would think i wear a M size, most would think i am a L size, one or two geniuses would know i am a XL size.. But of cos, depends on cutting also.. I have a harley davidson shirt which is M, most of my shirts are L, my topman shirts are XL, and i think i really need a XXL for my topman plain tees.. That is how diff it is to get a shirt for me.. My cg got a XL adidas shirt and still tight fit.. Damm hard to find my size i tell you..

That is why, i must follow yi chun if she wants to get a shirt for me.. You cannot ever surprise me a present which is a shirt, cos half the time, it wun fit me.. So after going for a beverage survey today, den went to go get my birthday present! YAY!! FYI, the beverage survey was on georgia coffee.. I had to taste it, den rate it, and i still get money for it.. haha.. $24 for just 20mins.. SONG BO!!

So, darling wanted to get me a polo ralph polo tee.. BUT, swuay swuay their black plain polo tee, the one with the small red logo has been changed to a purple one.. I was like, gross, no way am i gonna buy it.. Was kinda disappointed cos the last few small red logos dun have my size.. All the new pieces had the purple logos.. In de end, i got myself a black lacoste polo Tee.. Come to think of it, it isnt that bad also, kinda like the lacoste logo also.. haha.. Plus, its cheaper than polo ralph.. haha..

Den darling wanted to get me Hagan Daz Ice cream cake.. BUt it cost $80 for 1kg and $120 for 1.5kg.. Thats equivalent to a affliction tee and a polo ralph polo tee.. Its madness la! I told her no point getting also, why pay so much for a cake?? Really no point.. Maybe for my 21birthday den can consider.. haha..

Finally hitting the No. 2 liao.. 20 already le.. Look at Cristiano Ronaldo, a few years my senior and earning what, like $100,000 a week? And not in Sing sumore, in Pounds le.. What the heck man.. Over here still earning peanuts.. Pay rise of $0.50/hr also happy liao.. hiaz.. Life is unfair..

I shall end of with....
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to MEeeeee
Happy Birthday to me!