Give me what it is you believe in

Last week, came back on wednesday night, becos of battery cohesion day the next day.. Booked out den met Sy for dinner.. I met her for dinner 2 days consecutive.. And i know what people are saying or thinking but honestly speaking, doesnt really affect me.. Just that it can get rather irritating if u wanna do it the "JX way" of asking questions..

I shall finally say it out now.. Many think they know it all, seen it all, others just assume, but only one know it cos jx was the only one who really asked.. And i shall tell you people out there, what i told him, in abit more details.. We are just friends, very close ones.. I like her company and that is why i go out with her.. There is no love chemistry happening between us and we can relate to each other well.. That sums up everything..

So the battery cohesion was rather fun.. First i had soccer at east coast cage.. Playing cage with my fellow Ns mates can be rather frustrating.. Besides the lack of decent plays, it can be frustrating to see ppl who think they are damm good, trying to solo their way thru.. I mean these guys dunno soccer.. You may know how to shoot, pass, tackle, run, but that doesnt equal you to a good soccer player.. Like the addidas advertisements, i like it when Kaka sums up soccer the best and simplest way, soccer is about 11 players not about individuals.. So unless you learn to work as a team, you dunno soccer..

Soccer trials are coming up for my unit, and there are really certain few people that i do not want to see in the team from my battery.. Cos some really think they damm good, but i'm glad for my soccer experiences i had last time.. It really trained me alot.. Our team from secondary school is good cos our foundation is there, there is no "egoistic superhero" guy anymore.. U know the kind of guy who thinks that they can win the game themselves.. We pass alot more now, fall back for defense more, etc and that's what makes us strong..

Damm, i sidetracked, anyway, after that, we had bbq.. The bbq food was catered and pack, so we just unwrapped n bbq it.. It was little la.. Definitely not enuf to feed a battery.. After that, the fun started.. Throwing my SM, 2IC and BC inside the sea.. Of cos alot of other people were not spared.. The 3SGs and 2LTs.. Not even the men.. lol.. The punishment got worse each time.. And i kanna one of the more jia lat one.. Throw sand everywhere on me, and i mean everywhere.. Not even inside my underwear was spared.. But at least i kanna sand only.. The next few had their groins rubbed against the coconut tree!! LOL.. It was bloody hilarious.. The committee to throw ppl into the sea kept getting bigger.. Cos once you're thrown inside, you will join in cos u are wet already.. LOL.. Overall, it was rather fun..

Yst, had my IPPT test.. Thou on paper i passed it, in reality, i failed it.. My sgt helped me.. I always imagined myself to be ultra delighted after clearing my IPPT.. But this was not the case for me yst.. I know it wasnt out of my abilities, i was cheating, not that i wanted to.. But if i din, i wld drag my sgt down as well, so that's why he wanted me to "Pass".. You see, Army drives you to a desperation point.. It's always do this or get this.. Or if you dont do this, den you cant enjoy that.. But i believed my BC took that to the next level when he said to my sgt, if i dont pass, you cannot take leave/off/nights out.. My BC really makes me sick in the stomach.. Using underhand methods to achieve his own targets..

All of us really hate him right now.. Extreme hatred!! Hope i will truly pass my IPPT the next time round, and i will have that sense of achievement..

So aft book out, went to sim lim wif my friend.. Got myself a desktop.. Total cost 1.7k.. And my screen is extremely huge!! 22inch.. That is damm sick.. haha..

Den evening went to Chat Masala for Van's bday.. if u cant take spicy, please do not go there.. haha.. The amount of water leslie down made him more full than the food that he ate..

And yes! Finally took MC for the first time in NS.. As in chao keng type, but i really got sorethroat n cough.. The doc said my throat abit swollen.. So not totally chao keng cos i really din want to go back camp.. Nxt week, is a long long long long week.. hiaz.. Nvm.. Enjoy today n tml den book in.. Thou i dont have any plans now, abit lerthargic also due to the damm drowsy cough syrup.. So see how la, if ppl call me den i go!