Dont despise praise..

Why does it keep happening.. Why did i disappoint w/o knowing.. I wished i had all the answers..

Yst night,mat called me out for some laypat session.. We unknowingly talked till 230am in the morning.. Power la, i really din expect to reach back that late also.. I tot it was just a round of drink, prob reach home by 12 latest.. But i'm kinda glad to talk to him so long also.. Relive those jogging nights..

I forgot to post this in my previous post.. When i was doing guard duty, day shift, i was the sentry that day.. And i talked to the gate IC, who was a christain convert Islam.. Interesting enuf?? How often u hear that?? Plus, he is married, i din ask if he got kids thou.. Super interesting?? That was not all, he was a year younger than me.. What a life right.. 20 years old, married.. He seems like he won't regret that decision, but for me, i wont do that cos youth only comes by once, and it's not meant to be a life full of responsibilities, that's the adult stage.. Youth is such a short period.. Enjoy it before it slips away..

So the whole time he was like preaching to me.. Not to convert me but he just likes to talk about his beliefs.. I just listened to what he had to say, cos guard dutys are boring.. Nice to hear some stories as well right.. So he say the Koran says about how Christainity is not the true religion.. Cos God cannot be human.. God is almighty, how can he be a human n make mistakes like a human.. So that was his point of view, i learnt from church that u cant fight out logic wif logic, cos it will go on forever, so i just listened w/o really "arguing" back..

Then the guy wld ask me qns like "what do u find in a girl" , "what does love mean to you" and etc.. Den after i answer his qns, he wld always relate back to Koran.. Cos the Koran teaches him all that.. Like what to find in a girl, what it means to love God or someone.. He says the Koran is more realistic than the Bible as well.. Cos the bible is like accounts of the disciples but Koran is more like a teaching of how to live the correct life.. He even talked to me about his sex life.. LOL.. He says as a guy, we must also keep fit cos ur wife may not be satisfied after one ejaculation, so we must train hard to keep our wife satisfied with 2 or 3 rounds of it.. LOL.. Interesting day for me i tell u..

So after my shift ended that day, he gave me his hp no. so that i cld call him if i had any probs.. It was kind of weird cos i know i wont call him, but out of courtesy, i took down his no. Maybe one day i may just see him and he cld help me?? He is a nice guy, i dunno whether to use the word mature on him, cos it looks abit reckless to get married so early.. But he says it gives him the aim in his life, it motivates him, it gives him the responsibility.. So he doesnt regret it, i guess ppl choose the life that they believe in.. He also said i was mature and that my future gf wld be blessed.. He just concluded that.. Cos prob the answers i gave him were not the usual kind u find in army..

Like what do i find in a girl and my views on love n stuff.. So he just concluded that.. It was really pleasant to hear someone u known for a few hours only praising you.. I wld also love to know that my future gf wld be blessed becos of me, u know, being a blessing to the ones you love, not a burden.. It made my day hearing those words he said.. I guess sometimes a simple praise could make ur day..