Old schooled..

When they say be yourself, does it mean blurting out everything that comes right out of your mind?? Isnt that called talking w/o using your brain?? But it is you in your most natural state what.. And when you do process most of your tots, it could likely be un-you cos you are afraid of leaving a bad impression to someone, so you said something that just sounds right, but not you..

So are you really being truthful to what you really are, or are u giving people a side of you that is acceptable to them?? So when people say they hate "fake" people, why are they so sure they themselves are not "fake"?? People become "fake" to the extreme becos they want to be accepted also.. Doesnt everyone yearn that??

Realistically, we cant be ourselves in a group.. Cos the fact is we arent perfect and we are definitely not similar to everyone else.. We cant expect everyone to accept who we truly are w/o getting offended.. So we learn to shut up when we have nothing better to say..

That's why when a person found another person whom they can be themselves when together, it's like finding a rare gem.. And that's why we constantly make friends right?? To find that rare gem.. Be it, same sex or opposite sex..

Well, those are just random thoughts from my head.. Dont even know did it make any sense either.. haha..

Yst nite went wif mat n amos to meet ee ling.. I have never seen her before.. But she quite bubbly.. Friendly.. And keep banging amos.. LOL.. Really laughed alot cos of the things she said.. Initally she was rather blunt wif the "amos situation".. But u cldnt really get offended by her beos she was "innocently" being funny wif it..

Somehow, St hilda's people all got some link somewhere ah.. I have never seen ee ling before, but she knows people like Samuel Phua and Royce Teo, Stan n Justin.. Suddenly, there's a familiar ground already.. But samuel phua and her?? haha.. Si be buang sia..

And dunno who came up with a question that i can forsee, cant be answered in this lifetime.. LOL.. I dont 1 2 say out as it is sensitive stuff.. But it will be a mystery in my mind FOREVER!!

And serene sim as a guy??? WAH!!! Cannot make it sia.. My reaction at that time says it all.. Ask amos, if you dont believe.. hahaha.. Ee ling really din know what she was getting into when she said she rather choose serene sim as a guy than Samuel phua..

Anw, i listen to old school songs.. Literally old school, cos i heard it when i was in pri and sec school.. Yes, backstreet boys, westlife and boyzone.. Wa.. Like listen to some classic tracks man.. haha.. I think these two songs still can power when i relisten their songs..