A bday experience

Weird weekend for me.. Not like ET weird, but just not the usual service then on to simpang and joke ard kinda weekend..

I dunno why, but prob my temper yesterday had a shorter fuze compared to other days.. I was irritated much more easily.. First it was Jx plea for ice cream almost the whole day..I mean If u really wanted ice cream, anything will do.. But no, cannot eat New Zealand ice cream cos reminded of Jess, cannot eat the bread and ice cream at the road side stall cos today wear handsome, spoil image, cannot eat mcdonald's ice cream cos queue too long.. I tell u, i cannot take it.. Really was KAN irritated..

Den came team PITA (Pain In The Ass).. who took turns to take a shot at me becos i bought ben shermen polo tee.. Why?? Cos it's BEN SHERMEN!!! Amos alone can take down any giant any day with his irritating traits.. Be it the slang of his words or the cheap shot laughters at you.. Combine that wif Matt's illogical cos it sounds retarded or he thinks is retarded but dun really know what is it all about, you get a real PITA.. Seriously, Ben Shermen isnt that bad.. I would even consider going back to buy again.. But no, to PITA, Ben Shermen is worse than Bossini.. They rather wear a Bossini than BEN SHERMEN!! Well, sorry, i aint as cool as you guys.. I lower class than u all, so no choice la, BEN SHERMEN!!

So ate at marche, dont really understand why it has such a long queue, the food okay only, not like super fanstastic.. I'd rather eat Aston's than marche anyday.. Now, normally after dinner, a comprimised decision of where to go next is tougher than O levels these days.. Everyone has different opinions and interest, and obviously people like me, MUST be so inflexible and dont go clubbing makes everything a whole lot more difficult.. Sorry guys, i am really not jumping on the clubbing bandwagon.. Not my style, i'd rather stay home n watch soccer.. And that is what i should do every week if they suggest clubbing.. Straight away when they say clubbing, den "oh, u guys go ahead, i go home watch soccer", to avoid any conflicts of where to go..

Plus, i know i promised hp i wld go clubbing on his bday.. But this time really cannot.. Finances are tight, if i have the excess cash, i would really go.. I dont wanna go club den end up no money at the end of the month..

So in de end we went some KTV pub or something.. Went there to drink alcohol, and obviously i dont drink also, but just join in cos they got free mixers.. Din mind paying some for their bill, but dunno why in de end they split themselves.. Over there was like the normal drinking games.. Chai quan and dices.. Den we sang some karaoke also.. Flooded the place wif english songs.. dont care only.. "AND I... WILL LOVE YOU... BABY.. ALWAYSSSSS" Zhao xia to the max, but dont care.. lol..

After that, was the drunk episode.. When ppl are drunk/high/act not drunk but is drunk, they sort of lose their composure and show their "chui" side.. And what i saw yst was really chui, in many ways.. I found an unlikely source of listening ear from terence.. I just talked to him what's on my mind and he also share some experiences, and i realised, he's quite nice to talk to.. And a really nice guy.. You seriously dont need to be a christain to be a totally nice guy.. Seriously..

I'm not really someone who shares wif a stranger, but looking at yst's situation, there werent many sober or calm ones.. All were either drunk or pissed, n i belonged to the latter of cos..

What the conversation was about will stay wif me n him, unless i decide to say it out.. But yst's experience really was like a low point in my life.. I can understand we all do crazy things in life, that's why we're humans.. If all we ever do was the right thing, we would be robots..

So where do we go from here??