Do i accept reality, or question it??

The up and down feeling still remains, what's new??

Sometimes i felt i've conquered mount everest, sometimes i feel like i can't even conquer bukit timah hill..

Behind every great success, is a great sacrifice.. Just as you can gain the whole world, but lose yourself.. A matter of choice..

How do we gain acceptance?? Do we try to blend in or stand out??

There isnt a definite correct answer in choices, is there?? It's more like which sacrifice seemed correct or which do we sacrifice least when we choose..

I try my best to do the right things in life, but at what cost?? In the first place, are they even right??

How should we think, with our brain or heart?? The most logical choice may seem so cruel, the most heartfelt choice may seem so retarded..

Questions that are all so debatable..

They say the life now u have is a result of the choices u make.. Are u making the choices you want today??

What if, being selfish in decision making would make ur life a whole lot better?? What if someone told u if you disown the ones you love right now, you would live a much better life than you have right now.. They're not bad people, but just not helping you progress in your life, would you still do it??

I wonder what i would become if i just stopped caring..

Sometimes i wished i wouldnt care.. Trying to make the people around you feel alittle more comfortable.. Doing the little stuff that people probably wont appreciate.. Thinking of them even thou they're not thinking of you..

I really would hope for the best for people who shared their problems with me.. I would think of them, then i would think if only i could give them the solution to their problems.. But i'm not some kind of hero, i'm just another listening ear.. And i wished i was some kind of hero..

I know how it nice it is like to have someone to just sit n listen to your problems, n i try my best to do it for others, cos i would want the same reaction from the people ard me..

I dunno why have i typed so much random stuff either, but i guess my head is full of random thoughts.. Kinda like a kid in this world who just doesnt know what to do.. Waiting for his dad to answer him.. I guess not everything can be answered in this lifetime.. So i'll forever have this questions in my mind.. Whatever..