Things are starting to fall in place.. After months of turmoil.. My life has begun again..
But i'm not there yet.. I feel i need to improve sumore.. Right now i feel like as if i'm in a self control test.. Only time will tell if i've passed.. Hoping for this thing to work out.. Waiting for doors of opportunities to open..
But definitely in a better state now..
Looking forward to my specialist appointment in march..
And i've got to say, this building fund really feels like a building fund.. I'm really saving and being calculative in the things i spend.. But i thank God at least my mum sponser me my NZ trip n new year clothes spending.. It's kinda like a blessing already.. Cos it wld total up to 600.. Not bad rite.. God answers prayers..
And oh ya i thank God for this miracle.. I mean it's a totally impossible thing to happen in army.. Really.. I never expected this at all.. I never even dream of it happening, but it is.. Although it's like not perfect, but it already is a miracle.. But i'm not disclosing what happened.. HAHA!!
To top if off, Not really looking forward to NZ anymore.. Hearing that there is only 1 day of R&R was really a turn off.. Kinda like u saw a pretty girl but then finding out it is a trans.. Serious.. All the hype of going to NZ, best overseas training ground, etc, but only having 1 day to visit the city of NZ.. Like WTF.. I might as well train in Singapore..
Just wanna add.. Amos, u clubbing nerd, one of ur clubbing photo.. KAN PUA FUNNY!! I SWEAR!!.. U know which one i'm talking about!! haha..
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