Another chapter in NS life..

Man Utd sign Obertan from Bordeaux.. You could say he is an unknown much like how Ronaldo n Nani was when they signed.. But whether he will end up like Ronaldo or Nani, no one knows.. All i know is, he wont be in the first team line up anytime soon.. Seriously, i cant wait for the new season to start.. And if i ord-ed already and managed to find a willing man utd fan friend, i dun mind going KL just to catch them live.. But i doubt that will happen..

Man Utd line up this season??
GK- Van Der Sar
DR- Wes Brown
DL- Patrice Evra
DC- Rio Ferdinand
DC- Nemanja Vidic
MR- Antonio Valencia
ML- Park Ji Sung
MC- Michael Carrick
MC- Owen Hargreaves
FC- Wayne Rooney
FC- Dmitar Berbatov

Centre mid could really either be Carrick with Hargreaves or Carrick with Fletcher.. But i stuck with Hargreaves cos he seemed the more experienced one..

Well, i never really talked much about camp life cos basically everything is normal.. Nothing out of the ordinary.. But recently, i've down PES, and my offical posting is to S1 Branch doing clerical duties.. But becos there are too many clerks in S1, they decided they din need me and thus staying with my company..

Basically what i do now is just sai kang all the way.. Need Marshaller?? Me.. Need water point?? Me.. Need Sentry for gate?? Me.. Need to sweep floor?? Me.. Cos i dun need to do SOC, IPPT or guard duty.. Which basically skipping all the sucky things in NS..

You got to know this in NS that if you are a unfit soldier in a combat fit unit, you will be outcasted, just for the fact that you cant do the same things as the rest do.. Those people wld feel that you dun put in the effort but you reap similar rewards like off.. Which is true cos how can doing a SOC compare to setting up a water point or doing marshalling..

So the truth is, i feel outcasted by my company.. And the only friends i have is one who isnt judgemental of my PES and pokes fun of me for doing nothing in a friendly way.. And another would be my old bed buddy who was earlier posted to S1 becos he down PES.. So obviously he understands my situation, and also the fact we have been bed buddies since the beginning..

But i'm a little disappointed becos i have been slogging out wif my company for how long?? 1 year 10 months, and just becos i down PES for my remaining two months they judge me or outcast me?? It's like you know someone so long, and the next day you wake up, is like you dont even know him anymore.. You dont even talk, cant even look at him in the eye for more than 5 secs.. That kinda thing.. And it's not like i faked my down PES.. I went for a bone scan and it showed something, how the hell am i suppose to keng a bone scan?? Just becos i still can run, sprint and etc, doesnt mean the injury isnt there.. The bone scan dont lie!

I tell myself fuck it, two more months to ORD, i dun need this shit.. Cos deep down i know, who wldnt want to down PES to slack the remaining two months.. Just becos they cant down PES then they do the next best thing, outcast.. haha.. All NSF think the same la.. Prob on the outside they wld say, i wldnt down PES ah, rather chiong with my mates.. But all crap really..

So just suffer the judgemental looks for 2 months, then fuck off.. I'm not in for a popularity contest to see how many friends i can hang out with in bunk.. Or neither am i here to conform to these people so that i can fit in.. I'd rather be myself and be alone than become someone i'm not..