I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

The verdict is out.. REEEEEEE.. Jected..

Well, guess i'm a little disappointed.. Really din raise my hopes that high.. I have no idea why, i was having dreams the past two days about her going on a date with another guy already.. Weird, i kinda took it like it was an indicator already..

In case you all were wondering, i guess i can share it now, since it's over.. I din wanna say it, cos i din wanna "curse" it.. Yep, i was asking this girl out. But yea, rejected.. I cant really say the whole story, cos basically it's kinda long.. Basically, it was her bday, i made her a powerpoint slide with a song for her.. Kinda lame if i tell people that i sent a powerpoint slide as a present, but i think if you are the receiver, you would appreciate it.. It's my present, i have to praise it.. LOL

And i asked her out to a dinner/movie, but failed.. Life goes on i guess..
Probably a lesson learnt would be, how i would like to put it, in the lyrics of Paramore's The Only Exception:
"That was the day that i promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist"

Hope this feeling doesnt get worse as the days go by.. Hate that sinking feeling.. But I trust God's timing, obviously, it wasnt my time to get attached...

But I just wanna say, even thou the girl said let's be friends at the end, deep down, not just in my hearts, in every single human being's heart, they know that they know, saying let's be friends after rejecting sum1 is really just a pleasantry. It's just manners to say it.. It's not for real that they really wanna be friends with you, they just dun wanna add salt to your wound..

I dun blame her, i know what it means obviously, so i wun pursue any further.. Next target.. LOL..

So enjoy, The Only Exception - Glee (cover)