Oh God help me..

Fwah.. Going crazy already..

I dun really understand why am i so stress, or let me put it another way, why the hell am i stress and awake at 5am in the morning when all my other group mates are all sleeping soundly.. WHY?!?

Yes i know the world is fucking unfair, so then how? Really gonna suck thumb meh? Or am i gonna fight for my life.. fight for my own justice? The bible tells me to love my neighbour as i would have loved myself, at the same time, to love my enemies.. Right now, i can totally see the link becos those who i consider friends in school are kinda my enemies..

I really wanna gan my "friend" now, cos he is fucking useless.. Minimum effort and freaking lousy work quality.. It's so bad that when i read it, i feel i just wasted my life reading it..

Why? Why are people so fucking selfish? Just becos you got fucking jobs i should fucking give a damn? I take fucking leave to do the fucking job, but you just sit there at work, do nothing for the project, go on your fucking vacations, go have your fucking wedding dinners, earn your fucking money, earn the fucking grade, while i am here, losing out on money i can earn, losing on sleep which i could have gotten, not forgetting precious time, just to give you your fucking grade..
Why?

I am dead pissed lah.. Oh God help me..