I haven blogged in ages.. Funny thing is, I've been at home all this while, no work, no activities, yet no blog post.. Yet, when i'm always so tired/busy after a day's work or with school projects, I could somehow still force out a blog post.. What irony..
But I'm enjoying this period.. Nothing to worry, doing things that are somewhat satisfying.. Playing new PC games like the new Fallout game from their series, Call of Duty, Star Wars, just to name a few.. Then i started watching new TV shows like Deadliest Warrior, Chuck, An Idiot Abroad, just to name a few as well.. Plus, my cousin moved in with me, so he brought along his PS2, and i've been kicking my bro and cousin butt at Pro Evolution Soccer 2011.. As usual, pfft.. LOL
My cousin moved in with me cos his family has some financial trouble.. Basically, it's complicated, so the conclusion is that he moved into my room.. The last time some1 share the same bed wif me, it was my ex-gf.. And it has been a long time.. So I need some readjusting when he moved in.. Like I cant do the cool stuff anymore like no more sleeping naked under the covers or bringing hot chicks back to spend the night with me, you know, it's cramping my style, the dizzle on my nizzle.. LOL
Then there is my results which i got back yst.. This is one of the weirdest results i ever gotten back.. If you've read all my post u know that the subject, Corporate Accounting, is my screwed subject.. Like the lecturer screw me, then the exam setter screw me, so basically my results should be screwed.. Turns out, it was the highest, 75/100, which i still think is mathematically impossible unless they moderate the marks, which is more likely cos alot of people din score for this subject.. But who am I to complain now? Just take it n go.. With a happy face :)
Then there was this other subject where it was purely project based.. and after receiving back all the individual project scores, I definitely only had a Credit grade, but it turned out to be a Distinction grade, again, i think moderation, another happy face.. :)
The last one was also kinda unexpected.. Cos I've heard so much about this subject from my seniors.. All were unanimous that it's a common sense paper.. It was one of those ambiguous papers where there is no right or wrong, just how you argue your case.. And if you dun study also sure pass, so they say.. I heard from my friend that another of his friend, same batch as me, failed this subject.. And i only managed a Credit score.. And a low credit score may i add.. Not as easy as it seems lah!
But overall, I am pleasantly surprised, this results were better than my previous semester.. 2 D 1 Cr.. Previous semester i had 1 High Distinction, 2 Cr.. But it's unfair to judge based on that HD, cos it was a giveaway subject.. It's seriously easy to score for that subject, for me that is.. LOL
And I've changed to my new CG already.. I pray none of them find this blog cos I dun really have the best first impression so far.. But it's still a first impression, so it can still change.. But yea, the initial feelings are bad.. I dunno is it becos they too long nvr had some1 new join them, cos I certainly feel left out at times.. Or maybe it's the way their cg operates, then in that case, in brutal honesty, i think it's quite bad..
For e.g, in the 2nd week of joining the cg, they nvr even tell me where their cg meeting is held, or even invite me to go.. And for service, they never even tell me where they were seating.. And it happened for service, i couldnt make it, and i was waiting for them to sms the seats before i told them i cant make it, you know, just wanna test the system abit.. But they never even sms the seats, nor asked why i never come.. So much for feeling welcome right..
Some may say I think too much etc.. But come on, dun we all pick up all these small signs to determine whether some1 likes us? In a courtship, issit not through all those late night calls, constant sms-ing, laughters and sharing of feelings that one is brave enuf to say the words, "would you be my partner?" So i beg to differ when it comes to all these small signs..
I mean they are friendly, but so far, only a few have initiated to talk to me, the other times, i initiated.. Well maybe in my head i expect that at least everyone in the cg will be the ones who initiate the convos.. Guess i expected too much also.. But the bad thing, mandarin speaking cg.. And u all know how i feel about groups speaking in mandarin.. I cant converse properly.. Cant catch the joke or even make a joke.. Well, all these are all initial impression.. I'm not condemning it straight away.. But see how it turns out.
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