One day at a time

Drving test next monday.. Haven even went in the circuit before.. Im trying my best to not go crazy cos really, it's almost beyond my control.. Of cos I can just F**k my teacher n then get another one, but due to the fact that the driving testers are all private teachers, I feel it's better not to affect my chances of passing.. After all, I'm sure driving instructors all like quite "gam" one.. For all we know, they have some conspiracy to earn more money by purposely failing people during the test.. It's really not hard to believe.. In soccer, got match fixing, so why driving cannot have test fixing? Both are also in to earn more money..

I'm really trying my best to maintain manner, of cos I'm freaking worried, I NEVER WENT IN TO CIRCUIT BEFORE! Circuit is 50% of the test sumore.. But I take comfort in knowing that Leslie who passed his driving first time, went in circuit, I quote from him, 2-3 times only..

I come to a quick conclusion that passing the driving test may well depend on your tester that day.. According to Leslie, his tester gan relac.. Came in, Leslie asked the tester if he want to listen radio.. WTF.. Never heard before.. The tester wore his shades, lean his seat back, and only start writing down stuff when he was on his way back to the driving centre..

Totally different from what Chit Yong experience.. He said his tester like write alot of things down like that, make him more stress.. So really, must see "luck" one.. Hope I have "luck" den..

Schools starting next week as well.. Same day as my test.. How I'm dreading to return now.. Nvm last semester liao.. Push on.. After that, a bigger shit to worry about.. Jobs.. I think I dread that more than studying now.. Feels like so difficult to kick start one's career.. Haiz.. One day at a time..