I think God can explain

I find I always come back to my favorite song when I feel down..  Coldplay's Fix You.. I feel bad that I dun go service.. Though I haven been going that often anyway..

But I'm afraid... Afraid that one day I wun feel bad not going to service anymore.. If that day ever comes, I know I'm a goner already.. So far, the signs are showing that I'm gonna be one.. But really, is church suppose to be like that? Suppose to be so dreadful? So difficult to motivate myself to go?

Church for me was a place where all my troubles disappear.. Now, it seems like a place where all my troubles reappear..
Church for me was a place to meet God.. Now, it seems like a place where I meet strangers..
Church for me was a fun place.. Now, it seems like my workplace..

WAS..

If the saying was true, follow your heart, not your head, then goodbye church.. In conclusion, this saying sucks!

This song sums up everything in my situation..  Splendor - I think God can explain

It's alright, I'm okay

I think God can explain

I believe I'm the same

I get carried away