It ends tonight..

I was reminded of you again.. The word cold turkey.. We had to go through a "cold turkey" just to be together.. We seriously couldnt last it cos we were just too eager to see each other.. Secretly emailing and composing songs.. And how Ban Chuan said i was a wood block after trying to dissuade me from getting together with you.. Damn those traditional mindset of church leaders.. I think the way we got together was kinda dramatic, but at the same time meaningful..

Seeing your pics on facebook, makes me feel happy, yet sad.. happy to see you enjoying your life now, sad becos, i'm just an emo scremo creep.. Yes, i wish you two would last forever and stay happy always.. Cos my time is over.. I know it, just trying to accept that..

I think coldplay's fix you lyrics, sums up my feelings now..

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Could it get any worse??

I am thinking of stop blogging for now, cos i think this blog couldnt get any more emo-er.. It has to end here..

Before i end, i just wanna apologise to Amos, sorry man, i really totally forgot my cousin birthday celebration today also.. Cant make it there early..

For now, bye bye blogging.. Till i'm not emo-ing or have some eager stuff to blog..

Signing off
Jerry

Hey dude!! Your emo-ness is overdue!!

I wonder why am i in this slump for soo darn long.. If being single now is so pain-hu and tough, i wonder how did i even survive being single for most of my life?? I wanna get back that carefree feeling of single-hood and not having someone who doesnt belong to me, in my head all the time.. It's like past few days, occupied and glad, and one day alone at home, then all emo and messed up.. The cycle is like that all the time.. Damn..

And i have a confession.. I always feel sucky when i see couples on the street.. And the worse thing is, there are couples everywhere on the street!! How, you tell me how.. I guess i'm the biggest fool in the world right now..

Maybe it's NS that prevents me from having a proper social life, then again, maybe it's just my inability to forget you.. I dont wanna fast forward my life to the point where i am totally happy again, i dont wanna end up like adam sandler in the movie "Click".. Forward all the bad and sian moments till you want to rewind also too late.. Live life, even though it may contain bad moments.. Thou now my life is probably something like lectures.. Rather sucky and times take too long to pass..

But i really thank God for the past few days, to have people to go out with.. Cos i run out of movies to watch, and thank God i got my games at the right timing also.. This few days of leave has been good..

I guess right now, i just need to breakthrough right?? I mean just break the vicious cycle of emo state and gather some happy momentum and i'll be a happy man!! Ha!! I wish!!

Quan Tuan of So Lace..

Went shopping for Amos present today.. I realised Amos has a liking for striking colours shoe.. The shoe that i got for him, is really closely similar to this..


Just that the colour we bought for him, is pink.. So just imagine... That in pink.. You get the picture.. haha.. I know you'll love it Amos..

Quantam of Solace was rather disappointing..In my opinion, the villians probably not powerful enough.. I dont remember seeing James Bond having a real struggle with any villian.. Mostly, just killing them off rather easily.. So there wasnt that much kick in the action scenes..

And yes!! Astons again.. Power la.. Never once has it disappointed me.. Haha.. Heard that the coffeeshop one is chui, so i shall stick the restaurant ones..

I dont want to be an option, but the priority..

I love billboards..

So far so good.. Had some programs to do during my leave.. Prob one of my more fruitful leave..

Today went to JB for the day.. Got myself some underwear, a cap and some toiletries.. JB is getting a lil boring for me already.. Nothing much to buy, only that the food there is dirt cheap.. Ate Manhattan Fish Market today.. There are alot of similarities between them and Fish & Co. The fish i ate today, power, damn smooth, and no fishy taste.. The most important is the smooth taste of the fish.. Must have one.. Power..

As i sat in the cab, i realised the streets of johor, thou it may looked quite chui as compared to Singapore, but their billboards are really attractive.. I wonder why Singapore dont have billboards.. I mean JB has them like every 1 km or something.. Seriously.. I would just look out the window, less than 5 mins i would see a billboard.. I tink billboards are cool.. Dunno why also.. haha..

And Hp had some POA problems, and approached me for help.. Wa!! I can forget about being accountant already la.. Buang man.. Cannot remember anything.. Really chui.. Still thinking of what degree in accounting.. I think go back secondary school take POA first la..

You seemed soo sure of what you wanted or needed, why now the hesistation??

Congratulations!! You won an injury..

Okay, i asked my sis a rather "duh" question.. Maybe my brain is in standby mode or something.. Din really do the logical thinking.. I asked her to feel my ankles.. Cos my left one has been injured since last week.. After touching my left one, she requested the right one to feel the difference and she went like "duh, the left one is swollen already!".. Den i went like, "but i din sprain my ankle.. " But it din come to my mind that muscle or ligament sprain also can swell..

Yea, it's been bad for a week, and i really insist on playing on sat also, so that's why it was further aggrevated.. Never tot it was that serious also..

So now, the bad thing is that injury is in the ligament section, so it's kinda of a sensitive area.. Cos ankles have 3 ligaments and i heard something like if you tear 2, you are like excuse all physical activites for the rest of your life.. Cos if the last one tear den mampos..

When i book in, confirm go see MO, prob get a referral letter to go see a physio, but hopefully can go for a scan or something, cos this isnt the first time my ankle injure.. The last time i check, my left ankle injury kept me out for at least 3 months before i could start playing soccer..

So after all, i still did get something out of the competition.. An injury.. WOA!! Praise the Lord for it!! Like SERIOUSLY..

Referee, you suck!!

Call it bad luck or whatever you want to call it, the curse of referees appear again.. It's not just once.. Last year Emerge Football, my inter-battery football and now Asia Conference Football.. How many times must i be screwed up by referees?? It doesnt matter if the result was a win or lose, bad refereeing is a no-no in any case.. Just simply hate it to the max..

Obviously i clashed with the referee.. Boy did he suck like shit.. One of the worse i've ever seen.. To argue with a player is completely unprofessional and just simply shows he dun have the experience or the brains to be a referee.. As a higher authority, you must control the match and never allow others to question your decision thou you are wrong.. But to argue with me?? That was just the worse i've seen.. I'm not even talking about arguing things that make sense.. What he said to me is really no link..

The conversation went like this

Ref: Learn to play by the whistle..

Me: How to when you keep making this kind of decisions (may not be exact words, but roughly there)

Ref: Oh!! you want take over the whistle?!??!

Me: I wish i could!!

Ref: That's just poor sportsmanship!!?!!

Me: And that's just poor refereeing !!?!?!

He was stepping back already, and den the crowd goes "yellow!! Yellow!!", den he steps forward to award me a yellow card..

Me: Ya!! Listen to the crowd!! Nice..

Like really no link with the match.. I mean if u wanna argue, at least say more meaningful stuff like " no, that's not how i saw it" or " nope, it was a foul".. Where got referee ask " you wanna take over the whistle" Appa Link??

Plus, it was very obvious he was the one who started calling names first, no sportsmanship?? What the heck la.. The other team was practically wasting time like mad and diving like some gu niangs and still can call me no sportsmanship.. Really blind to the max.. Worst referee ever!!

Yea, so we lost, i'm not gonna be a bad loser and say the referee made us lose.. No, he din do that, we plot the downfall ourselves.. We were too nervous in the first game and lost it, even thou we were the better team.. This was like the second time i was stuck in the same situation.. The "must win last game" situation.. First was during my inter-battery competition, we had to beat HQ to qualify for finals.. Now, we just had to beat the last team to qualify for semi-finals.. Both times, i din qualify.. It's never easy chasing a game.. It doesnt matter if you're a better team, if the opposition uses waste time tactics or placing a bus infront of the goal, you cant do anything about it, except wait for that opportunity to appear to win it.. Well, this time, it din really appear for us.. We were close, but never a clear chance to score..

I think every year, we must learn new lessons.. This year, we learned to play it slow, control the pace and be patient for the opening goal.. Hope next year we wld go further..

Deep and Meaningless..

Some blog to express themselves, whether it is sadness, anger, happiness, etc.. Some blog for info-tainment.. Some blog to sell stuff.. For me, i blog to keep a memory.. Some people think it's just lame to blog about your daily life.. At least i can look back one year ago to see and remember what i was doing then.. It would be interesting 10 years down the road, (if my blog even survives that long), when i'm working, i look back and see how interesting and sad my NS life was.. And the memories will just flow back..

This week was really relaxed.. Except for monday and tuesday.. Monday was back to the same cleaning of guns while tuesday i had guard duty.. Guard duty would be the next most sian thing besides RT in NS.. It's a 2hr shift that comes with a 4 hr rest.. You may think 4 hrs good enough for rest time, but imagine doing a 10pm shift to 12 midnite.. You rest till 4 am and start your shift again.. 4 am!!! 4 am!! That's just not cool man.. I haven even start about turn outs, last parades or guard mounting..

Turn outs are like an irritating alarm clock which you cant prevent.. The guard commander rings the bell and every guard rushes to grab a baton n shield or rifle to form a formation outside the gate.. What we do is some drills that are lame.. Basically is just swinging of the baton or rifle to stimulate an attack.. Turn outs are done becos we must be prepared if outsiders dare to challenge the guards to enter the camp without permission.. yea, like who would be so stupid to do that.. Who would bring just a small gang and barge in to a camp liddat.. Let's face it, if ever anyone wants to enter a camp, they must at least be a battalion size to at least compete.. So turn outs are a serious waste of time.. And turn outs can be repeated throughout the night.. It could happen at 8pm and if the duty officer deems it not good, he can ring the bell again at 10pm, or 2am, or even 4am.. As many times as he wants till he is satisfied.. 2am turn out le?? 4 am le?? You sleep halfway hear the bell, really is where's my prata face already..

Enuf about it! The worst thing about tue guard, was my inability to fall asleep during the rest times as my stomach had the weird Mcspicy taste in it.. And i just cldnt fall asleep.. Double mcspicy now sucks to the core.. Too dry and.. and.. just bad quality patty.. so bad that you cant sleep after eating it!!

So when i return back to bunk the nxt morning, some of my battery mates went for driving lessons while the rest slack in bunk the whole day.. For me, i slept practically the whole day.. Like from 9am to 5pm.. Excluding lunch breaks and an occasional table tennis game.. So at the same time, our battery commander gave us an unexpected "gift".. A day off.. To some NSFs, a day off is nothing.. To my battery, a day off is like picking up $50 on the streets.. My battery is very "kiam" about giving off.. So thanks to our exceptional hard work of cleaning the guns, we earned one day off.. Most took the whole week off till next wed but for me, i kept it to store for december.. But to my horror, december cant apply off.. So too bad for me.. I just stayed in camp the whole week and do nothing.. All i did was watch movie, psp, listen music, play table tennis, go jog, eat alot.. You get the idea..

Btw, my battery has a table tennis table.. We all forked out money to buy it.. So it's like a table tennis craze now.. I'm like an average player.. Can beat the rookies but get thrashed by the pros.. Anyway, some part of me din want to book out this week even thou i had the chance.. I mean going home means just watching movie alone, eat, play some computer games, eat... Sad to say, my in camp life is more exciting than my home life just for the fact itself, i have no life outside of camp.. I mean in camp, i'm surrounded with friends.. Anytime wanna "go out" and eat, just eat.. When i say anytime, i mean during the slack week like this week and when i say go out, i mean just out to the canteen..

And I have people to watch movies with me, to play table tennis with, to play psp with, to even jog with.. But i cant do all those when i'm outside.. Cos everyone's just so busy on the weekdays.. so basically what i'm left is those one man activities.. Like watching movies alone, jogging alone, playing games alone.. sad life huh..

But i'm still having my leave from mon to wed.. So hope i can find some programs to do, have some ideas, but no plans yet.. The most just watch movies till i'm bored than nap than play computer games than jog or something.. I dunno.. Go with the flow...

I'm basically just gonna flood this post becos having too much time in camp, i just tot of alot of things and i just wanna rant over here.. So good luck to you readers.. You can choose to blue pill or the red one.. The blue one leads you to another blog to read a shorter post while the red one leads you to the end of this neverending post.. haha.. What the.. Lame..

Next, i just wanna say, this song is great.. Everyone is just listening to it.. Great tune and meaningful lyrics thou the title says meaningless.. I'll post the vid at the end of the post.. The title, deep and meaningless by rooster..

The lyrics, it really spoke about what had happened to me this year.. I'll just post the meaningful parts.. Go search for the whole lyrics yourself..

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

It's really true when i've been hurt and dont understand why you did that to me but yet i'd do it again to relive what we had, damn, i'm a really sad man.. And after all these years, you remembered nothing about me, my love for you was really deep and meaningless.. It's like i never loved you at all.. It can never be explained by logic and will never be determined by logic, but it's always unexpected in a good way and a bad way.. I guess that's why relationships are so unique..

I'll still remember the eagerness to meet you everytime i have a nights out or the eagerness to know your holidays when i have the chance to take leave.. I'll still remember the countless times you just slept on my lap or shoulder when i send you back.. I'll still remember how far it was to send you back each time.. I'll still remember the times you got jealous of my tiger.. And i'll still remember the times when you made time just to meet me every week.. But no matter what, they'll stay in my head as memories or even lessons in my life..

Speaking about relationships, i watched a few marriage movies recently.. American Pie the wedding and Made of honor.. And i picture myself getting married.. Dont ask me why i do that, my mind wanders around alot.. And i cant imagine the stress that a couple has to go through.. And to marry somebody is already damm stressful.. I mean how do u know when is the right time?? How are you sure you wont regret it?? You know what i mean?? I mean you know he/she loves you alot and you get along pretty well, but marriage is an entirely different thing.. I mean go watch a marriage movie and you picture yourself the bride or the groom, den you'll get what i mean.. But i may have got the answer.. Both of the shows, the lead actor, made a huge effort just to get the girl what she wants or to get the girl, so i guess, you know you love someone, when you're willing to go that extra extra long mile just to please him/her..

That was quite random, but also a tot in my head..

Okay, i just realised, i'm so outdated with outside life that i dont even know 5 Arrow Monkeys are performing tonite at expo.. Great! So i missed their performance.. Really great!! Super out of touched.. I know you guys are performing now.. Hope you guys win.. From the bottom of my heart..

And lastly, whew, that was serious long, tomorrow soccer!! Finals.. 8 teams.. 3 matches to get glory.. I'll go all out.. I've been training abit.. Like jogging and sprinting.. Just a little to prepare for tomorrow.. I dunno why, but my foot still hurts, haven tried kicking a ball, but i still can run, so it's a good sign.. And i may just have to be the goalie tomorrow..Cos Hj on duty tonite till tomorrow.. Not looking forward to being the goalie, but if it's a sacrifice i need to make for the team, i would.. And i'll do my best to ensure the team progresses.. Let's do it guys, for glory and honor.. Impossible is nothing.. Wish me with blessings.. haha.. I wanted to say wish me luck, but no such thing as luck.. haha!!

Really last but not least..

Wonderful Tonight..

I dunno why, but recently i have been having dreams and remembering them more than i had in my whole life time.. Weird..

I really wonder what causes us to dream.. Does dreams have a purpose?? A message?? A sign??
Cause if it does, i wonder what would be mine.. I guess i was having an illusion in my mind if u asked me.. Cos i kept listening to Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton.. And one night i dreamt that i was the man in that song.. Telling the girl (whom i shall not say) that she looks wonderful tonight.. WEIRD huh.. There were other dreams also, some which seem so real that i actually punched my own cupboard, yes i did that.. But that's another story..

Was just sharing with my bed buddy, he also has weird dreams.. Most of the time he dreams about this girl whom he had a dispute with and never talked since.. So weird right.. Hope someone can interprete my dreams..

Asia Conference Soccer Finals

Yes!!! Finals!! We are now just a step away from winning the competition!!

What a day today.. To think i was even considering not going for the competition.. Imagine the regrets i would have had..

As i said in my last post, i was completely shagged.. And true enough, i couldnt wake up this morning.. I slept at 1am, wanted to wake up at 640am.. But i fell asleep again after waking up from my alarm call.. So i missed my free ride there on Hj's car.. But aiya, how to say ah, if i was the driver ah, i wouldnt mind waiting, sumore we all same team plus my house not say very far from the meeting point.. But i guess different people, different choices..

Anyway, took my time to prepare to go to the cage.. I mean since i'm taking cab down, might as well prepare swee swee first.. Took a bath, eat my breakfast and listen to music.. Relac only.. I was comtemplating whether to go also cos we had a reserve player.. And i din want the same thing that happened last yr, happen again this yr.. So i thought to myself, might as well sacrifice myself since i'm the one that's late.. But Hj say still needed me, so i decided to go down still, hoping not to be disappointed by being benched..

In de end went there, first team, becos me n terence are the only 2 defenders, so was rather glad that i came.. But that din just made my day..

First match was like men vs boys.. We were the men of cos.. The other team looked like they were made up of secondary school boys.. It was a very nervy start.. We all wanted to win, and we kept rushing the shots.. In de end, we won 2-0 and we were more calm at the end of the match..

Second match felt more like a fight for our lives than a soccer match.. The whole match had like 100 fouls?? Ok, i was exaggerating, but at the same time, it was that exaggerated also.. Tackles were fierce, reckless and flying everywhere.. It seemed like most of them were more interested in taking out players than winning the match.. I think only me and terence seemed interested in winning if you asked me.. hahaha.. Hp was even yellow carded in the match.. But the referee was really horrendous.. So many other yellow card offences that he din give.. Yes, he let play on, but when play stops you gotta do something about it and not just play on..

So the moment of glory happened in this match.. I took on one player, got past him, another one was on my tail, i looked up the options were few becos both hp n soon wee were marked, looked down again on the ball, swing back my leg and smashed the ball towards goal.. It was hard and low, as it drifts to the corner pole, the keeper gets down, but not fast enough and GOALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The match winner!!!! I celebrated as if i scored the winner in the final.. But i can tell you, if i din score that, i cant confidently say we could have reached the final.. Cos penalty shootouts are like 50-50.. You cant gurantee a victory from penalties.. And the best way to spite your enemy is not to get back at them when they put you down, but is to beat them.. So to beat those crazy sliding barstards, was definitely a kick in the teeth for them, a "in your face" kinda thing.. It truly felt great.. Probably the most important goal i have ever scored..

The third match, was a breeze.. 4-0.. No kick.. The opposition team looked like they just wanted to delay till penalties.. Cos they got to the semi through penalties.. They just defended all the way.. hardly even attacked.. The funny moment came when terence wanted to sub hp when we were 3-0 up.. But the referee canceled the sub becos hp was suspended for that match due to his yellow card.. Hilarious!!

I forgot to even mention how CHC like to cheat ppl feelings.. First they said 4 players 1 reserve then changed to 5 players 1 reserve.. And 6mins one half, in de end i was 6mins one match!! Only the final would have two halves of 6mins.. Seriously wth.. They always cant make up their mind.. So when you think of it, it's amazing how we scored 4 goals in the semi finals in 6mins.. That's why most teams get through becos of penalties.. Cos the timing is so short.. If i played for a lousier team, i would tell them to just defend, 6 mins aint that difficult.. I mean teams can play 90mins and still be 0-0.. So why not just 6mins..

No regrets..

After that ate an early lunch den headed back to camp.. By the time i went back, they were taking turns to clean the vehicle.. And my turn din come till 4plus.. So i slept from 1plus to 3.. Den slack all the way till 4.. Not bad, and i still get 1/2 day off.. haha.. The morning part was more siong becos they had to move stores.. So i was rather blessed to escape all those.. But right now, i am really very shag.. Just wanna relax at home.. Prob stay home tml as well to rest.. My left heel is rather pain.. Hope it's nothing serious..

Van made a good point.. Maybe i was made to stay back in camp becos i din go service last week.. haha.. Just maybe, she might have been correct.. haha.. But i pray to God, let my desire come true.. Winning the competition..

Winner!!

This week was the busiest week in my life.. I've never work so long before.. I think.. Monday was from 8-9.. Tuesday 8-7plus.. Wed 8-5.. Thurs 8-4 and today 9-7.. And i'm not even talking about office workloads where you face the computer the whole day seating on a chair, etc.. I'm talking about washing guns, labelling stores, pulling of barrel, greasing of barrel, packing stores, etc.. You cant imagine the shag-ness of all these continuously for 5days.. I'm amazed i still have the energy to blog..

The worst of all would be washing of gun.. If you even had the impression of the gun being like a car, destroy that impression cos it's damn different.. First of all, you dont have kgs of mud stuck in a car wheel, nor do you have to crawl underneath a car to dig out kgs of mud again.. Crawling under the gun is like a hell hole.. Cos mud is everywhere, it stinks and when u spray water at that confine area, stones and mud will definitely rebound off any surface to fly back right at your face.. So you are eating dirt most of the time.. Using ur bare hands to dig out roots or stems of plants is not a simple routine.. Even the world strongest man wouldnt be able to pull it out at the first attempt, you need to remove all the mud stuck within so that it's easier to pull out.. And digging the mud out of the wheels is not manly, it's pure gross.. Seriously try that next time and see if you want to look manly just for that sake..

The worst thing was that i am supposed to stay back on sat for more cleaning of vehicles and maintanence.. That is the last thing i want becos i want to play in the asia conference soccer competition.. I looked forward for it soo much and camp is the last place i want to be on sat.. Thank God that my friend volunteered to cover for me.. my bed buddy.. And in de end, another friend covered for him becos his saturdays had no programs.. his gf not free.. haha..

I kept praying to God that i dont have to stay back sat, but in the end, i was disappointed.. I really asked why.. Why i cant have this simple request fufilled..

But God's ways are higher than mine..

So after the competition i will go back camp to take over my duty.. I dont wanna be such a barstard and just throw my duty to someone else.. Thou he still get to claim off, but in the first place, he din need to stay, so i felt obliged to go back and take over, it was the least i could do..

All these just for the sake of playing soccer.. It's such a big sacrifice.. And i really hope we win it this year and not like last year.. The disappointment was hard to swallow.. I know we can do it cos we are a team, not just individuals..

So let's do it Team Calefare!!

Monopoly

Another million dollar question..
A normal person probably could survive the most (estimated) 40 days without food, if someone offered you one million to try and survive 41 days without food, telling you, if you make it the million dollars is yours, if you fail, we wont try to revive you, would you do it??

This week has been rather slack.. Thou not as slack compared to my previous battalion exercise.. The previous one was just simply unbeatable..

And i played soccer today!! Yes la.. Playing soccer makes me happy.. Thou, it can make me furious also if it's a bad day, or a bad team.. I guess a soccer related job is really my dream job.. When u can get so emotional over something, it really shows your passion.. When i make a bad pass, or when my marker escapes from my marking, or when i missed a goal opportunity, i would be disappointed.. Maybe i haven really captain a side before, so i never really command a team before.. But when i see myself playing for my battery in the competition, screaming at my sergeants like as if in Premier League, i realised i'm a very different man when i'm playing soccer..

Ask anyone and they'll tell you i'm mostly an anything kinda guy.. I never really scream at people when i'm not playing soccer..

Was just talking to my bed buddy thurs nite.. About what are ur dream jobs, what you wanna be.. And mine is still being a soccer coach.. But the sad thing is, in Singapore, there is no future in being a soccer coach.. Plus, it is also difficult to attain a high coaching certificate in Singapore.. So forget it, unless i go overseas or i become a PE teacher and coach a school team, which i wouldnt mind..

So i would definitely stick to accountant thou it sucks.. But all these are like thoughts that i would think when i'm free.. So quite random also.. haha

Anyway, went out wif my army friends to the cathay again, to eat aston's again! I have ate at that branch 3 times already!! And it's just power each time.. When i reached there, i saw stan, justin wif another tp class mate.. Very long never see all of them, especially Tp classmates.. I was shocked to find out that she was getting married soon.. 21 this year only!! But her bf is 26.. And it's not becos she is pregnant, but some other family reasons.. They've been together since she was 14.. Whatever her reason was, i just couldnt believe it, becos if i were in her shoes, it would be hard for me to accept also.. 21 years old le, i haven even think of marriage this word, to actually do it, is just shocking..

Just take a while to imagine, marrying now at this age.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. . .. ..

Really cant man..

And i know, i'm the monopoly "nerd".. But i really thinking of getting a new set.. A special one..

The Transformers Edition
Spongebob Edition
Spiderman 3 Edition
Star Wars Edition
Disney Pixar Edition
Or the Onyx Edition

The pixar one is alittle gay for me.. And i'm not really into star wars.. Transformers and Spiderman 3 is cool, but i think Transformers is alittle cool-er.. The onyx one is the orignal board but just more cooler.. Black dice and black outline board, cool rite.. Wouldnt mind having all.. But i tink now is between Spongebob and transformers already.. I saw the boards at PS top floor, one of the shops.. Definitely going there one of the days, just to see, and maybe even buy it..

Oh, and my battery played monopoly in camp, and it was bloody hilarious.. The excitement of building a hotel, or the excitement of "siam-ing" someone's hotel, or the thrill of having someone step on your hotel, is really damm song.. haha.. The best part, playing mind games while trading wif other people.. Seriously awesome game.. So say what you say, monopoly nerd or not, it's still the best!

A Holiday

Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

Done Stealing..

The one million dollars question..
If someone were to offer you one million dollars to break up with your partner and leave him/her forever, never seeing him/her again, would you do it??

Did you think for a second?? Or ten seconds for that matter?? STILL thinking?? haha.. nice..

Not alot to update this week, except that my course has ended!!

And i am waiting to slack in bunk this week becos it's another battalion exercise.. Hopefully not sai kang or dumb shit to do this time again!!

I really wanna go overseas and just relax.. Just get out of Singapore would make me really happy.. It's just too boring here.. But my leave no more liao, no thanks to bloody SAF.. If not, i should be looking forward to a overseas trip with my family at least.. To china to visit my uncle.. If not is with friends to thailand.. Or even Pulau Ubin.. haha.. I definitely have the money for one trip, but really, no time.. And it's not like i had a choice either!! Damn!!

But next year 99% confirm got one overseas trip.. Most likely 99%, thailand, with my NS friends.. That's if we all able to apply leave freely w/o any ass@$#wtf^$^cheebye%&# commanders that prevent us from applying it.. Den swee liao..

Hmm, besides that, really nothing to say, except maybe, Amos and I, let's just say, i understand exactly what he feels, and vice versa.. I wonder how many more felt the same??

Everyone else is wrong except you..