Sunday, September 28, 2008

Man of a few words..

I won in monopoly, no matter what they say!

I feel like getting Monopoly Spongbob Squarepants edition..

Eagerly anticipating Inter-unit matches on Tue n Thurs.. Mon is training.. Hope i'm in the starting lineup.. Playing an attacking position

I want to win the asia conference soccer tournament

I want to play in the Harvest Football League (HFL) and win the $3000 prize money

Watched Goal 2 The movie and i felt it related to me.. In what sense?? Go figure..

I was impacted by what Pastor said about tithe n offering and i doubled my offering this month so that God would answer my prayers.. What did i asked for?? Go figure.. (Hint: lumin_ous)

3 Doors Down - Here without You was played in the Goal 2 movie and i loved the lyrics.. It speaked to me.. why?? Go figure

I’m here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me


Chaos people!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Shortcut..

I concluded, to squeeze everything of what i've done in the past week in this post, would make it extremely long.. So cut it short..

My BMT platoon mate is now my officer and NSF BC..

We lost in the soccer tournament... 3rd place..

I am inside the inter-unit soccer team, not sure if starting eleven or bench..

SOC sucks..

There, i've summed it up..

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Shattered..

Yst went to TM to celebrate my sis bday.. Went to eat at the new chinese restaurant at the basement.. The one beside the escalator.. I believe it is called Pu Tian or something liddat.. It used the space which Genki sushi and that thai restuarant were using last time.. So it's like at two diff locations, but side by side also.. The space at the the thai restaurant was used for 4 or less ppl, and the space at genki was used for 5 or more ppl.. My mum tried their outlet at other places and said it was very good..

One of their dishes really impressed me.. Lobster cheese.. Really power.. No kidding.. But the price also power la.. hahaha.. It's like real lobster, but chop into pieces, wif a kind of cheese sauce over the whole thing.. Prob sauce is the wrong word, prob like a cheese coating.. Power!!

And you know, right now, soccer is like my only form of relief.. And i really put alot of hope on it.. And if we lose, i know i'll be crushed.. And if we win, the euphoria from it would last awhile and i would settle down and realise the state i'm in again.. But i'm just gonna let it happen cos either way, it still ends the same..

Yes, i'm emo-ing.. Some people do go thru this stage.. So que sara sara..

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Do i dare to win??

I was cheated.. I tot i was going back camp to train at 3pm.. Instead, Bravo v.s Charlie Battery was on.. Caught the later part of 1st half, and the whole 2nd half.. Final score, Bravo 1, Charlie 3.. After that match, we trained, but still cheated can! The team was called back to "study" the opponent.. WTH.. Think England call up, go anyhow see other ppl play.. Waste of my time..

Apparently during our battery leave, the other fixtures were played already.. HQ beat Bravo n Charlie.. And Charlie beat Bravo.. I learn all of these from my sgts, who were in camp while we on leave.. Like i said, HQ is damm strong, not surprising.. I am told they have this malay player who is damm good.. I believe he was the one who scored from half court during one of the fixtures.. And HQ thrashed Charlie 4-0 in the FIRST half only for charlie to fight back to 4-3.. Shocking also! haha.. HQ relac too much already i tink.. So HQ qualified for final already..

As for Bravo, i was shocked.. They are skilled.. Individually, they are more superior than Charlie.. But they dont have organisation n teamwork.. They pass the ball around well, but to no effect.. They dont convert their plays into goals.. But can say quite unlucky also.. The loss to Charlie was attributed to some silly mistakes.. Half time was 1-1, but the two second half goals were rather retarded if u asked me..

Charlie, i never tot they were THAT strong, but results prove that my judgement can be wrong sometimes.. Their play a direct long ball style and rely heavily on a their few key players.. And they are mentally very strong.. To come back from a 4-0 defeat to 4-3 is amazing.. Plus they din give up when they drew wif bravo 1-1..

So these was the before match analysis.. And i was "forced" to play Centre Back.. Cos they claimed they "needed" me there becos i was "stable" and that i do play Centre Back when i play field.. Fuck to that man.. it's just a matter of whether u want to defend.. Anyone can defend if they want to.. Many times people say they cant play defender cos they are too lazy to track back and mark the strikers.. All people wanna do is dribble, score goals, run upfield and dont come back.. not that i was damm good la.. I only played Centre Back twice on the field.. First was during Team Sexy, very long ago, partnered wif Jun Hsiang, and i played like shit.. Second was when i played wif John when we challenged Terence's SP friends.. And i din last one half cos i was injured.. So what experience are they talking about.. FUCK!! Obviously, being the only man among commanders in the soccer team, i cant really fight it, what's worse was that the "coach" was one of the JC sgts as well..

Training was retarded.. Attack vs Defence.. Attack consist of all the "old" sgts while the defence consist of all the "new" sgts.. When i say old, i meant the earlier batch of sgts that came in.. and new means the later batch.. The diff between those 2 batch is their age.. the earlier batch were from the JC batch who are one yr younger than i am, while the later one is from Poly batch, same age as me..

There is something about JC ppl that just pisses me off.. Maybe it's only wif my sgts, or maybe it's a nation wide trend, cos they seem to tink damm highly of themselves when they are not! Just like JC think they are smarter than Poly people.. Obviously the JC sgts played all attack cos they "dominated" the team wif their numbers, so it was like a "majority wins" kinda thing.. Or maybe they think their attack is superior to the other minorities.. Minorities would include men and poly sgts.. So they just throw all the unwanted defensive "sai kang" jobs for the minority to do.. Defensive work is sai kang what, if attack lose ball, defender must get it back n clear it so that attackers can attack again.. Den if attackers score, they get the fame n recognition while the defenders get nothing.. Sounds like army hierachy ah??

The worst thing, the attackers sucked big time!! Me, as a defender, still have to teach my sgt how to attack.. How pathetic is that?? I mean i'm not teaching some expert tactical shit, just simple things which he din even think of.. To think that they wanted to play soccer?? Damm.. My morale was at a all time low man.. The only positive i could bring out was that i was surrounded by my poly sgts in defence.. Something about poly people, that they can just click liddat, very relax n laid back.. They all like anything liddat, that's why when they were asked to play defenders, they anything, not so demanding like the JC batch.. So at least i got easy people to work with..

Den came match day.. I cldnt slp the night before man.. I slpt at like 9plus, woke up at 1am den cldnt slp till 3am.. Damm!!

First match, against Charlie.. Shall leave the match details out, cos it's hard and wld take a long time to describe the actions here..I only can express my "sianness" wif the team.. Cos easier to explain.. Final score 2-2.. We din deserve to draw.. Last minute fluke goal by charlie..

Nxt day, against Bravo.. Final score 0-0... I scream my lungs out at all the players.. Damm pek chek.. Alot of drama during this match.. Actually every match we played got drama.. hahaha..

Nxt week, against HQ.. The equation is simple, beat HQ and we are through to the finals to meet HQ again.. Draw or lose and we are out.. It is an almost impossible task to do, but we have full strength then.. And yes, we din have full strength for the previous two matches.. I believed we wld definitely win if we were at full strength.. We just make do with the players we had at our disposal.. So we'll just hope for the best..

Out of all these, my toes have really painful blisters, plus another really bad one at my heel, aching muscles, bruised knees and a "wasted" kind of feeling.. Cos we shld have been thru to the finals already.. Now i cant even walk properly la.. You know what is the best thing, i shouted at my sgts.. Imagine a man scolding the sgts.. U tot that wld only happen in Military Police.. But it happens on the soccer pitch as well!! haha!! Yea.. song song song..

Enjoy weekends!!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Off to the theatre of dreams..

I'm leaving soon.. Hope i can bring good news with me when i book out on sat.. Like " Ajax battery are the champions!" Hope la ah.. Whatever the results are, i am gonna tell myself to just enjoy myself..

Honestly, Yst soccer was more than what i hoped for.. I was really shagged out.. Now we know 4 on 4 is not the way to play at cage.. Plus the fact that i haven run for almost two weeks and that i still feel the effects of my cough din help..

Nvm, i'll take it easy for today's training.. Not gonna run alot!

I just wanna say, our grp of friends really can stay together so long becos we tink the same way sia.. Yst when mat ask me about some incident, he could totally relate to me even before i told him what was the incident.. Really power la.. And i also did the same for him when another incident happened last time.. I guess we really can understand each other.. So many years of friendship is not for nothing man!!!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Someday you will find me..

Yes, blogging again.. Watched Ironman already, finally understand why was it a SUPER movie.. Robert Downey Jr really played the role very well.. Alot of charisma.. Funny.. Prob no more Ironman 2.. Prob The Avengers instead??

So fulfilled no.1 of my list.. But not gonna fulfil no. 2.. not becos i am lazy.. but cos i am playing soccer later at 8pm.. East coast cage.. Power la.. Just the warm up i needed for my match on thurs..

And i din expect Asia Conference to have competitions.. Manhunts, beauty paegents, brainiest family, basketball 3 on 3, soccer and etc.. Definitely taking part in soccer.. But wasted no winning eleven competition.. If not, me n Hp consperm liao.. hahaha.. I only scared cant make it for the preliminaries cos army can be quite a pain in the ass sumtimes especially when it clash wif dates that are impt to u.. Den must suck thumb.. Praying hard it wont clash.. PLEASE!!

And lastly, abit of DID YOU KNOW??
Did u know a recent study of 4,500 adults found that kitten ownership was linked to a 40% lower risk of suffering a fatal heart attack??
And apples are great for lung health as the "phytochemicals" the contain calm inflammation in the airways??
That skin health is entirely dependent on the fuel you ingest??
Yes, eat fruits and vegs and the antioxidants they contain will fight the free radicals which cause skin degradation..
And pizza is good for UV protection??
British Society for INvestigative Dermatology 2008 found that adding 5 tablespoons of tomato paste to the daily diet improved the skin's ability to protect against harmful UV rays..

Let me end off with Oasis's Champagne Supernova

Champions!!! Champions!!! OLE!! OLE!! OLE!!

I've just be called up to represent Man Utd for their champions league match on thursday.. Got to report by tml 3pm.. AH HA! Not funny.. But the the truth is i need to book in tml 3pm for training.. Not really looking forward to it becos half day gone liddat.. Thou they will compensate, but after training stay in camp like damm sian le..

Let's look on the brighter side, at least can kick soccer again.. :)

What hp said, was already on my mind, i know i cant control this team, i'm just a men playing among commanders, if i were to command them on how to play, abit weird rite?? So just enjoy myself n play.. No pressures, no nothing..

Yst met up wif the guys for dinner, ice cream den winning eleven and lastly supper.. By supper, i already abit concussed liao.. Side effects of guard duty la..

What i wanna do today??
1. watch ironman on my computer..
2. go for a jog in the evening..

I know you cant be replaced right now, i dont expect any1 to do what u did for me, but i can get thru this on my own, i aint sure if i can deny it anymore, but everything in my life, it's difficuty w/o u..

Monday, September 15, 2008

When you feel so tired, but you cant sleep...

Never ever take leave after a 24hr guard duty.. Cos u will waste that leave.. Came back this morning from guard duty, was super shagged.. And i tried to sleep but just couldnt fall asleep.. That's like the worst feeling, tired but unable to sleep.. Decided to have lunch first and try again after that.. It worked and i've slept for 3hrs?? i guess.. Now it's 3pm and half the day is gone and still feeling the effects of the guard duty.. Not that it's a lesson learnt for me, cos obviously i cant control my leave now.. Just needed to make obvious how stupid the army can be to us.. Said enuf already..

Saturday, September 13, 2008

May i see ur IC please?? Sure no prob, let me take out my PRADA first..

It's time to make things right.. Get back to the stuff that matters..

I forgot to add in my previous post, i got PRADA wallet.. Yes, my first official branded stuff.. I did not know my mum went to Venice last week.. And she got like Prada and LV stuff from there.. GOt me n my bro a prada wallet.. The only wasted thing was the prada wallet looked very ordinary.. It's just plain black n u couldnt tell from afar it was a prada wallet.. But heck la, feels good owning one can already.. hahaha..

My mum says she stay at those village side hotel.. I wanna experience that man.. Maybe nxt time.. Venice, the city where art is everywhere.. My friend who appreciates art alot say he wld love to go Venice also..

So yst nite, went out wif mat n jx.. Just the usual hang out.. Initially went to Changi Village to grab a small bite, but nothing much was there.. Except for the "trans" if u know what i mean.. And one of them really looked like a girl, really different from others.. But only saw "her" once.. Den "she" was picked up soon after that, never saw "her" closely.. Damm..

And when we were leaving, we stared at this "trans" cos "she" was exposing half "her" breast and she stared back at Jx.. LOL.. Hilarious sia..

Den we went to HK cafe at Pasir Ris for a drink n sandwich.. Talked awhile there before deciding to leave becos the rain was coming... After mat went his seperate ways, me n jx talked till like 3plus.. Talked about relationships..

Relationships are really not that simple.. It's not like you love me, i love you and everything can work out kinda thing.. I admit i used to think that way.. And it made sense.. If u love someone, anything can be solved right?? But i realised, that's not true.. So many factors to consider.. Yes, Love is simple, but a relationship is not.. They are two different things.. A relationship can exist only when there is love, but a relationship doesnt just comprimise of love..

U will realise that the two people can love each other, but if it's at the wrong time, their relationship wont work out.. But at other times, it may just be a match made in heaven.. It's just two different things really.. See, timing is one..

What if the parents dont like you?? What if they are hard to please or stubborn or insist to the max you two cant be together?? will making the person you love go against their own parents make u any happier together?? Really many factors..

You may think, come on, just a relationship, must think so far meh?? That's if you still tink you're a teenager who still wants to have crushes and enjoy a life w/o any responsibility.. Den go ahead.. Yes, at the initial stage of chasing someone, a step of faith is still needed, cos if u never try, u never know.. But after awhile den u tink about if they are the right one for u or if it's the right time, etc..

Well, let's switch topics.. Tonight, book in.. 2300.. But Man Utd vs Liverpool at 1940 and last till 2140.. If i leave house at that time, 2340 den will reach camp.. So, i came up wif an excuse already.. On my way back, i'll call the COS.. Say my friend's car broke down.. Im stuck on the expressway.. Cant get a cab on the expressway.. Have to wait for tow truck to come den two to workshop and from there den can take cab.. Power rite.. Flawless.. LOL..

And my leave kanna eat half day.. My 2IC dont 1 2 give me back cos guard duty regimental duty.. I'm on leave on mon to wed.. Means that the leave starts from sun evening to wed evening.. And my guard duty ends on mon morning.. so sun evevning to mon morning is half day what, but suck thumb, cos cannot fight back one.. Nvm lo..

Lastly, i am gonna go jog.. I need to, keep in shape for thurs match.. Any1 interested please tell me.. :)

Friday, September 12, 2008

Rollercoaster..

Battery exercise just end.. And it was slack for me.. Cos i am the ammo party.. I am in charge of the ammo, and since local exercise cannot fire, i mean, singapore is so small, shoot where sia? So no ammo was used and that equals slack jack.. I just had to be there for a few hours to witness how a simulated exercise wld look like, den rest in bunk liao.. Power la.. BUT, wonder if battlelion exercise wld be the same?? Scarly sai kang party, den ho sei liao..

After the exercise, came the fun part.. Washing of the gun.. Washing of the gun is nothing like washing of a car.. Cos the gun wld have mud,shit,sand,rocks,leaves,branches and everything u can find at a forested area.. And it's bloody smelly.. The worst thing about it?? Crawling underneath the gun to wash.. WAH SIAN one i tell u.. really is banglah job.. Normally, washing gun wld also mean water hose fight.. and the pressure is quite strong one.. Cos we need it to get the mud out.. And water hose fight can be damm fun.. Seriously, damm fun.. But at the end of it, everywhere wet, top, bottom, socks, boots and even underwear.. soaking wet..

And i finally ate Astons!! The Cathay's outlet.. my friend drove there during our nights out.. The funny thing was, we were all kidding about going there, cos the traffic could be bad and the queue there as well.. But we just ended up going there.. Dunno how that happened.. haha.. I shared wif my friend ribeye steak and honey bourbon ribs.. The ribs really power sia.. seriously.. ownage kind.. ahaha.. And plain water cost 30cents there.. My friend explained that actually astons is a coffeeshop then became like this.. And coffeeshop, ice water or ice kosong, cost 30cents, that is why.. Interesting fact right.. or maybe i'm the last to know?? damm..

I signed up for a inter-unit soccer competition, but no reply came back yet.. BUT!!!! There is inter-battery competition next thurs and fri.. At first, all the sgts took leave on those days, but my dear sgt major called all of them back and compensate their leave wif off becos he wanted to win it.. LOL.. Swuay sia my sgts.. At first i was already deciding on a all men team.. Just go there play for fun.. Cos the men side only a few can play properly, others just kick the ball rather aimlessly.. I tot, we put our star player up front while me n my other friend who can play rather well defend.. Den we just keep pumping balls forward for them to chase.. It could have worked, but i wont be testing it.. haha..

Let me break it down for u, we are prob the lousiest battery.. Cos bravo, most of the men,sgts and sirs play soccer.. Hq, has a big pool of men, sgts n sirs, so i wld expect better of them.. Charlie is supposedly only not so far from bravo.. Whereas my battery, Alpha, only a few men can play, and the rest are made up by sirs n sgts who are not so good.. So the chances of us winning, not very high, but i like the underdog tag.. Cos no pressure to prove anything.. But the worst thing really is that we were told so late.. Only yst den i knew about it.. Hq prob knew it like last week?? Cos they already printed out a poster for soccer tryouts in the battery.. So we nvr train or plan any tactics.. Den oh ya, nxt week, i'll be on leave from mon to wed.. So u see why no time la.. basket, stupid HQ, tell us so late.. Best liao..

And i was just complaning to van, damm army always like to tell stuff to us last minute.. U may think that army is a damm organised placed.. I mean it is so bloody regimental, so many rules and stuff.. but it is a bloody messed up place.. Everything for my battery is so bloody last minute.. Nights out, only that evening itself, before dinner, den we know we got nights out.. Like how to plan?? Hello?? If we had girlfriends that stay a little far, den die already la.. Or how abt my clearing of leave now.. As some may have known, my leave is not under my control now.. Cos my schedule is too tight, cant choose the dates to take leave myself.. So my sgt major wld give us free time to clear, which means that week not much activity then clear.. And they wld tell us like less than one week in advance.. Like what's the point of taking leave when u dont have programmes?? Ppl take leave to go hols or what one le.. I take leave is stay at home n rot la.. Wth man.. Really, very du lan with the army le..

And this week has been like a rollercoaster ride for me.. Sometimes the feelings is good, sometimes the feeling is like shit.. Hearing the news of playing inter-battery soccer made me glad.. that's one e.g.. Knowing that my sgt major controls my leave, that is one sucky one..

And i was really very affected by something.. And it made me think alot and think until very far also.. But i really dont 1 2 talk abt it here.. So.. ya..

Monday, September 8, 2008

Dont despise praise..

Why does it keep happening.. Why did i disappoint w/o knowing.. I wished i had all the answers..

Yst night,mat called me out for some laypat session.. We unknowingly talked till 230am in the morning.. Power la, i really din expect to reach back that late also.. I tot it was just a round of drink, prob reach home by 12 latest.. But i'm kinda glad to talk to him so long also.. Relive those jogging nights..

I forgot to post this in my previous post.. When i was doing guard duty, day shift, i was the sentry that day.. And i talked to the gate IC, who was a christain convert Islam.. Interesting enuf?? How often u hear that?? Plus, he is married, i din ask if he got kids thou.. Super interesting?? That was not all, he was a year younger than me.. What a life right.. 20 years old, married.. He seems like he won't regret that decision, but for me, i wont do that cos youth only comes by once, and it's not meant to be a life full of responsibilities, that's the adult stage.. Youth is such a short period.. Enjoy it before it slips away..

So the whole time he was like preaching to me.. Not to convert me but he just likes to talk about his beliefs.. I just listened to what he had to say, cos guard dutys are boring.. Nice to hear some stories as well right.. So he say the Koran says about how Christainity is not the true religion.. Cos God cannot be human.. God is almighty, how can he be a human n make mistakes like a human.. So that was his point of view, i learnt from church that u cant fight out logic wif logic, cos it will go on forever, so i just listened w/o really "arguing" back..

Then the guy wld ask me qns like "what do u find in a girl" , "what does love mean to you" and etc.. Den after i answer his qns, he wld always relate back to Koran.. Cos the Koran teaches him all that.. Like what to find in a girl, what it means to love God or someone.. He says the Koran is more realistic than the Bible as well.. Cos the bible is like accounts of the disciples but Koran is more like a teaching of how to live the correct life.. He even talked to me about his sex life.. LOL.. He says as a guy, we must also keep fit cos ur wife may not be satisfied after one ejaculation, so we must train hard to keep our wife satisfied with 2 or 3 rounds of it.. LOL.. Interesting day for me i tell u..

So after my shift ended that day, he gave me his hp no. so that i cld call him if i had any probs.. It was kind of weird cos i know i wont call him, but out of courtesy, i took down his no. Maybe one day i may just see him and he cld help me?? He is a nice guy, i dunno whether to use the word mature on him, cos it looks abit reckless to get married so early.. But he says it gives him the aim in his life, it motivates him, it gives him the responsibility.. So he doesnt regret it, i guess ppl choose the life that they believe in.. He also said i was mature and that my future gf wld be blessed.. He just concluded that.. Cos prob the answers i gave him were not the usual kind u find in army..

Like what do i find in a girl and my views on love n stuff.. So he just concluded that.. It was really pleasant to hear someone u known for a few hours only praising you.. I wld also love to know that my future gf wld be blessed becos of me, u know, being a blessing to the ones you love, not a burden.. It made my day hearing those words he said.. I guess sometimes a simple praise could make ur day..

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Give me what it is you believe in

Last week, came back on wednesday night, becos of battery cohesion day the next day.. Booked out den met Sy for dinner.. I met her for dinner 2 days consecutive.. And i know what people are saying or thinking but honestly speaking, doesnt really affect me.. Just that it can get rather irritating if u wanna do it the "JX way" of asking questions..

I shall finally say it out now.. Many think they know it all, seen it all, others just assume, but only one know it cos jx was the only one who really asked.. And i shall tell you people out there, what i told him, in abit more details.. We are just friends, very close ones.. I like her company and that is why i go out with her.. There is no love chemistry happening between us and we can relate to each other well.. That sums up everything..

So the battery cohesion was rather fun.. First i had soccer at east coast cage.. Playing cage with my fellow Ns mates can be rather frustrating.. Besides the lack of decent plays, it can be frustrating to see ppl who think they are damm good, trying to solo their way thru.. I mean these guys dunno soccer.. You may know how to shoot, pass, tackle, run, but that doesnt equal you to a good soccer player.. Like the addidas advertisements, i like it when Kaka sums up soccer the best and simplest way, soccer is about 11 players not about individuals.. So unless you learn to work as a team, you dunno soccer..

Soccer trials are coming up for my unit, and there are really certain few people that i do not want to see in the team from my battery.. Cos some really think they damm good, but i'm glad for my soccer experiences i had last time.. It really trained me alot.. Our team from secondary school is good cos our foundation is there, there is no "egoistic superhero" guy anymore.. U know the kind of guy who thinks that they can win the game themselves.. We pass alot more now, fall back for defense more, etc and that's what makes us strong..

Damm, i sidetracked, anyway, after that, we had bbq.. The bbq food was catered and pack, so we just unwrapped n bbq it.. It was little la.. Definitely not enuf to feed a battery.. After that, the fun started.. Throwing my SM, 2IC and BC inside the sea.. Of cos alot of other people were not spared.. The 3SGs and 2LTs.. Not even the men.. lol.. The punishment got worse each time.. And i kanna one of the more jia lat one.. Throw sand everywhere on me, and i mean everywhere.. Not even inside my underwear was spared.. But at least i kanna sand only.. The next few had their groins rubbed against the coconut tree!! LOL.. It was bloody hilarious.. The committee to throw ppl into the sea kept getting bigger.. Cos once you're thrown inside, you will join in cos u are wet already.. LOL.. Overall, it was rather fun..

Yst, had my IPPT test.. Thou on paper i passed it, in reality, i failed it.. My sgt helped me.. I always imagined myself to be ultra delighted after clearing my IPPT.. But this was not the case for me yst.. I know it wasnt out of my abilities, i was cheating, not that i wanted to.. But if i din, i wld drag my sgt down as well, so that's why he wanted me to "Pass".. You see, Army drives you to a desperation point.. It's always do this or get this.. Or if you dont do this, den you cant enjoy that.. But i believed my BC took that to the next level when he said to my sgt, if i dont pass, you cannot take leave/off/nights out.. My BC really makes me sick in the stomach.. Using underhand methods to achieve his own targets..

All of us really hate him right now.. Extreme hatred!! Hope i will truly pass my IPPT the next time round, and i will have that sense of achievement..

So aft book out, went to sim lim wif my friend.. Got myself a desktop.. Total cost 1.7k.. And my screen is extremely huge!! 22inch.. That is damm sick.. haha..

Den evening went to Chat Masala for Van's bday.. if u cant take spicy, please do not go there.. haha.. The amount of water leslie down made him more full than the food that he ate..

And yes! Finally took MC for the first time in NS.. As in chao keng type, but i really got sorethroat n cough.. The doc said my throat abit swollen.. So not totally chao keng cos i really din want to go back camp.. Nxt week, is a long long long long week.. hiaz.. Nvm.. Enjoy today n tml den book in.. Thou i dont have any plans now, abit lerthargic also due to the damm drowsy cough syrup.. So see how la, if ppl call me den i go!